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I could never go alone T_T
I'm wayy too paranoid -- then again, I might go alone if it really came down to it~ I mean, if worst came to worst and my fears got the best of me, I'd have my cell to pull out and chat with someone about my adventures up to that point to ease my mind :3 Hmmmm~ Not really sure~ Most likely a Mary Higgins Clark book~ -checks book case- The Cradle Will Fall is the next book on the shelf -- so I'll probably read that one :3 What book are you gonna read? |
Hmm, right... it's a bit of a shame that you can't just go ahead and do it on your own. :/
I have no idea, really. I'll probably just go to the library and pick out some random books. ^^ That's what I usually do. |
Now I feel all childish for having such a paranoia fear xD
Ooo~ Have fun <3 I'm actually thinking of after I get my bookcase finished, I'm going to start going to the library in town and getting books -- I mean, I have a card -- and I'm sure Dad would take me if i don't have my license by then :3 |
That's not childish at all! o.O It's just a shame.
It's far away? I can easily go to the library by bike. ^^ |
Still made me feel childish XD
Yep yep! Town is like, 20 min away -- and the library is another 5 or 10~ It's near the movie theater -- in a round about way xD -bad at directions- All I know is that it's across from the Museum -- and that's kinda far away :3 |
Ick - I'm sorry if you felt that way because of something I said. I really don't think it's childish at all. There is plenty in this world to be paranoid about, so while it's a pain that you hate crowds and the like, it's definetly not childish.
lol! You don't usually go to the library? That's a shame - so many free books~ <3 But 20 min isn't that far... then again, if you have to cross that distance by bike, it usually takes about double, so it would be a 40 min. ride... which is kinda long. |
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Nah, you're not the only one who makes me feel childish about it~ A lot of people do :3 I go to the school library all the time and read -- they just have a -very- limited selection of books~ As for the town library, I haven't been to it in years~ 1. I don't have a ride 2. I -hate- bikes and refuse to ride them (I prefer to walk so I don't even own one xD) |
B-b-but... it's not childish! T-T I don't want you to feel childish about it!
Ah, seriously? I prefer walking over riding, too, but riding is better then having to ask people to take me. |
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It's okay~ I'm used to my fears and paranoias being considered semi-childish :3 I mean, when mom tries to break me of them, she says how stupid they are and such xD Lol~ I honestly don't mind asking people~ I mean, if it's a friend and they want me to pay for gas, I'll pay 'em 5$ or something to take me back and forth somewhere -- I mean, I'm sure I could even get one of my friends to take me to the library if I wanted them to :3 |
That's just to help you move past them, I bet.
Ah - a friend is something else, alright! I mean, usually, my mother or my sister. I don't enjoy asking them to drive me places. |
Oh I know -- I still hate her doing it xD
It's just like "...they're -not- going away.. stop making it worse and just comfort me already :gonk:" xD -snuggles- Ehh -- understandable though :3 My mom's so sick of taking me places it's ridiculous -- every time she's in the car with me, she's just like "See? You could be driving here all by yourself instead of making me get up and do it." -rolls eyes- She's my -mother-, she's -supposed- to take me places -- it's in the job description xD |
*patpats* Honestly, those are real phobia's you have. There's little to do but to talk to them and just be there for you when you need it.
Haha! Actually, my mum always used to say, "I'm a mom, not a taxi driver." XD |
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Precisely~ Mom doesn't understand that though T_T Lol! Mom says the same thing and then hounds me about my license xD I still say it's in the job description though :3 |
I think it's a real shame... because part of the "problem" is that you're just too insecure about everything you do. And no one can fix that other then you, but everyone can make you even more insecure. >.<"
Mom doesn't hound me about my license, thank god. She's the only person who doesn't. My father can't have a conversation with me without bringing up the license thing. >.> I think we should talk again when we're both mothers ourselves, though. xD Most likely we'll agree with our moms. |
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Now you're making me feel childish again by saying its my fault I'm like this xD I dunno, maybe I'll grow out of it eventually -- who knows~ I'm just taking it one day at a time and dealing with it like that :3 xD xD I mean, I can understand why having a license is important -- it's just, with her -hounding me- like she does, it just makes me want it less and less 'cause I'm sick of hearing about it all the time and I just don't want anything to do with it - ya know? |
...what the hell? I didn't say it's your fault! *baps* Seriously, listen, hon. I'm telling you that these phobia's will always be there, but that they might get less serious if you were more confident. HOWEVER, no one can build your confidence but you, but, this is not an easy thing to do.
I'm not saying it's your fault AT ALL. Yup, I know. |
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Okay okay, I took it wrong T_T And slim chance of me being more confident ^.^; Ah well -- maybe once I'm out of here, I'll be better~ |
Either you'll slowly get more confident, or you'll always struggle with it. It could go whichever way. I think, though, if you're aware of the lack of confidence you have, that it'll be easier to gain more confidence.
I know you took it wrong. *snugs* Hence why I was so firm. XD |
I've been aware of it for years -- hasn't changed anything yet xD
-huggles- Ah well, I wouldn't worry too much -- I've dealt with it fine so far ^.^ |
Your definition of "fine" boggles me. XD *snugs* But you know what? I never thought I'd get more confident, myself. Yet, I have become a lot more confident since I was 16-17. So I'm just going to be optimistic here and say that you're gonna be just fine.
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But I'm already fine ;P So we're good ^.^ <3 And my definition of "fine" is fine! What's wrong with my definition? XD |
Fine, it is. >.<"
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I sowwy for being difficult ^.^; Blame it on my mushy brain from all this math? |
You're not being difficult. XD
What's this math thing that's getting you so down, though? Something I can help with? |
Most likely not ^.^;
I have to come up with formulas for a sidoku -- yet they can't be too simplified, yet they can't be hard either xDD It's more annoying than anything~ And the other part of it, I just don't even want to -think- about xD I'll just take a 0 on the assignment, we've already had the test after all xD |
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