It's okay I was just worried I sent them to the wrong person I have a habit of making dumb mistakes like that.

Morning all!!

Good morning Seth ^^ how are you today?

I is sorry Crow-Sama
Tana really should start packing soon *sigh* Stupid cruise

I'm ok.. I had a scare thanks to my brother lol. He added me on facebook. I havn't told him I'm trans yet and he added my male account but never added my female account that I use for the family I havn't told. So I'm rather scared lol.

Ahh well I wouldn't worry too much. Maybe it's just because everyone is super immature here but girls here always make fake facebook accounts and pose as guys. Worse comes to worse you could always just pass it off as a joke.

I don't think I can do that. I live in a super super small town, I have family that already know, I'm sure my parents know but are waiting for me to tell them, shit gets out around here.

So just be honest witth him if he asks. Maybe by him adding your male account that's his way of telling you he knows and accepts you.

Well last time I saw him he was asking me about finishing his tattoo and kept emphasizing the word SISTER lol. So I'm sure he knows. that and his sister in law has me added and knows.

He was probably trying to get you to tell him. I know if I was him I'd be mad if I had to find out from some one else and not my family member especially if I thought we were close.

Yeah I feel bad about that.

Well don't, it's not like you did it intentionally. You have the right to come out or not come out in any way you chose. It's not like there's a rule that says you have to send a postcard to everyone you know saying "Hi, I'm a dude now." If people don't understand that you're allowed to do it when and how you feel comfertable than those people are dumb.

I'm still doing my baby stepps thing too lol. I havn't changed my name legally or started therapy. So I'm still in panic mode lmao.

Aww I see still testing the waters. It's a good thing really, I mean changing you gender isn't something some one should rush into.

No and I don't want anyone to think this is an over night thing. I've always felt more male but never knew there were others until I was finishing school and saw a thing on the Discovery channel. I've lived online via yahoo as Seth for about 12-13 years now. I always wear men's cloths, have since I can remember lol. Mom always said shopping for me in school was like haveing another son.

that's not bad...it seems to me that your family would be comphortable with it....as much as family can be atleast, because of the way you already act. so it wouldn't be much of a change really....
and im not sure If I'm even saying the right thing >.>

It's ok. Yeah I'm expecting the "yeah we knew" or the blank stare followed by "DUUUUUHHHH!!!!" From mom and the gay and trans jokes from dad because thats what he did when I told them I was dateing a woman lol. I'm still nervous about it though. Telling my closest friends have been hard but it's good practice. Telling my older sister was interesting because she's so blunt and comes out and asks all the dirty questions lol. Gotta love her.

Good evening everyone. (:

Hello hun.

Why hello there darling. (: Are you stoked for Monday morning? I'm not.

lol no I have to get up super early with my room mate so I have a ride into town so I can go to work at 2:00. I'll just hang out at mom's till I have to go. Also staying the night at mom's after work.

Monday morning. :( I have class in the morning... Then that is about it. I just want this year to be over with. ^_^;

Aww boo ): does that mean you wont be around tomorrow?

Edit: Am I the only one who's excited we're on page 299?

lol close to 300.

No I won't be on tomarrow, maybe even the next day.

Bummer man, it's been cool talking to you. (: What do you do for work?