'peeks in' hey Crow 'waves' hello everyone else...

I am all right, Toriki. Just getting coursework done. :S Which reminds me, I should get back to that.

Hello lovelies. *huggles* Boo is sick with a cold and struggling with depression and sleep issues. I haven't been depressed like this in years. I just don't feel like I've got the energy to do anything but lay about and cry occasionally. Sorry if I sound whiny, I just needed to vent.

I'm still pretty out of it. I woke up in such pain this morning that I screamed bloody murder when I had to straighten out my legs as opposed to being on my side in a fetal position. I did start going through paperwork to have alot on my side when I finally do see my 'replacement' doctor, but if they can't help me I'm going to have to switch somehow somewhere someway. My pain management and sleep management are NOT being properly covered, especially if I'm wondering on a weekly basis if I need to go the Emergency Room (or A and E for English peoples). =/

Poor Crow. *huggles gently* It definitely sounds like your doctors are letting you down. I hope you get your sleep and pain issues taken care of soon.

*offers crow a cookie*

-accepts cookie- I think I would need a whole jar of these to begin to compensate for the tip of the iceburg of 'bad' that has happened to me as of late, but nevertheless I thank you for your kind gesture. -bows head slightly-

I will get Medicare come January so if I can bide my time, I'll have more options and maybe hopefully finally get the rehabilitiation I need so I won't be worrying about sleep, not having eaten or showered for x days, keeping up with phone calls and paperwork to a minimal degree... and instead can be actually out in the world using my gifts in a productive way. I quite detest being stuck in this kind of state.

*bakes more cookies and gives some to everybody*

I showered today for the first time in...I think three weeks. O_o' Gross, I know. But I just wasn't being able to muster up the energy for a while there. Still trying to get hubby to follow my example. Two depressed people in a house alone together is a recipe for neglect. I think if it weren't for me he wouldn't eat because he doesn't have the energy to get up and cook anything...and if it weren't for him I probably wouldn't bother to cook for my own consumption. I remember to eat when he gets hungry. O_o'

I think I've gotten my sleep sorted out and he has his more normal than it has been in about a month. Now if we could just find jobs we'd be doing okay. It would at least be motivation to get up and shower and dress for the day if nothing else. And of course having some income would be nice as well. >_<'

I guess what I'm trying to say is that I feel your pain Crow. At least from a depression standpoint. I really hope you can get the help you need soon. Wanting to do something and not being able to motivate yourself to try is horribly frustrating and your physical problems on top of that must make things even harder. Just hang in there, okay. *huggles* You're not alone and you will get through this and become the person you are longing to be again. *huggles* As, hopefully, will I and my husband.

Sorry I hadn't posted for a while, in Menewsha news... I was able to get a special auction item. :)

As for my life, it is getting better.

Also how is everyone and welcome to the new people when they show up or if they are here. :D!

Boo- I'm actually in a very similar state to you. My hair is dripping wet because I showered for the first time since I can't remember which is probably about three weeks or so. The top of my head felt as if it had hair spray/gel/wax/product even though there was none. Don't get me wrong, I've bathed (for help with my back pain) but that does nothing for the bit atop my head. In fact in a bath, the soapscum in the water will make your hair worse so it is best to keep the two separate.

Now I find myself out of trousers... again. I'm wearing an old work polo... and I'll have to wear my sort of house robe/dressing gown for decency's sake to go down three floors to put some jeans in the wash...

*wanders in bloodshot eyes* two hours of sleep last night... and can't sleep now

Sounds very much like me indeed, Crow. Of course, living in a house, I do have the luxury of running around naked if I run out of clean clothes. ;) In fact that seems to improve my hubby's mood a little. lol.

I did three loads of laundry the other day so I had clean clothes and towels for my shower. I feel a lot better for being clean and having slept on a half decent schedule for the last few days. We tidied the livingroom a little today which makes me feel a bit better. Hubby has been sick for a couple days with some sort of stomach bug. He's been swinging from fever to sweating and clammy every couple of hours. It certainly isn't helping his mood any.

I got a slightly encouraging response from the hiring manager at Harris Teeter. They are currently hiring and she took down my name to check my application online. I'm hoping that's a positive sign.

Burger King bids everyone hello! :) How is everyone? I send out free Burger King Products. ;)

Boo is sleepy. Night peoples! *huggles*

New user here and quite on the nakie side...so here is my first post in the thread to try and cover my lady bits. XD

Usako: Welcome to The New User's First Stop. What brings you to Menewsha? Are you a Sailor Moon fan by chance?

Hoping to find some nice art honestly. And yes, a big Sailor Moon fan. :D

Hi There Usako :3
Aww sailor moon was such a cute anime! Still got to watch the movies tough >.<

I didnt like Sailor moon that much :/

i should attept to find it and watch it again.

Well it isn't for everyone. I know it's not perfect nor the best anime ever but it was my first so it always has a soft spot in my heart. lol

Want to watch this anime my friend keeps talking about Anohana or something...keeps saying how sad it is so I want to challenge myself not to get emotional.

Don't watch as much anime as I did when I was younger so gotta be picky of what I do watch now.

Usako: My mule was in a Sailor Moon Cosplay for a little while. I wonder if I still have the pieces I used. Anyways, do you have any questions about the site? If you post two more times then send me the completed short form on the front of the page I can get you something to cover yourself while you hold onto your gold for better items, plus a free gift determined by the randomness of a dice roll, but it's usually something fun when you don't have all that much to begin with.

i love usice dice to make decisions... like i play DnD so i have a full set of gaming dice... i had to make a choice of therr things and i was like"il lroll a 4 sided and re-roll on 4"

I'm still surfing the site a bit. Just realized there are user groups so I've been joining a lot of them. Not sure how active they are but it's fun to join groups that relate to interests.

I noticed when you replied to me I got a PM about it and it even lists my name. Need to figure that trick out.

That's called pinging someone. ^_^ You do it thusly (minus the space after the @ symbol) @ Username;

Hope that helps. ^_^ Welcome to Mene! I hope you'll stick with us. Mene may be on the small side but this is one of the best communities on the web. ^_^ At least in my experience.

Ranma 1/2 was my first anime and it still holds a place in my heart despite it's considerable weirdness. ^_^'