Ohh I'm sorry! I've been doing homework haha! I'm okay, aside from a lot of things I have due this week. How about yourself? :)

liquid: thats alright, what home work are you writing? and i have to start dinner for me and my dad soon lol. yay for cooking.

I'm doing a Psychology term paper, a Sociology commentary on the Human Race Machine, and an English Research paper... It's really not fun :S

I wish I could cook ._.

ah, thats alot of home work to be doing. Im lazy when i cook alot of the food i make is roasted in the oven. To i just sit down and chat on here while it is cooking mainly. Thats unless im doing something like stake that has to be frieded. Today ish fish so oven cooking.

Woah @[email protected] thats more then I can do!

I burn my damn pop-tarts! ALTHOUGH I am actually very good at soup! Any kind of soup, even from scratch! That's about the only thing I can do :S My boyfriend does all the cooking. He and my mom both tried to teach me and I failed them both miserably. I'm pretty sure my mom is grateful for him, or else I'd die of malnutrition someday ._.

Guys who can cook = HUGE turn on.

hehe i used to cook for my ex girlfriend all the time. Well one of my exgirlfriends anyway, I dont think her mum liked me very much. Some strange guy coming into her house and then cooking... She was not happy but it was fun and i did feed everyone in her house hold lol.

Haha yea my dad was the same. He was like "WTF are you doing strange man? Coming in and making a mess..." But it was hilarious, because when Bf was finally done cooking my dad was like "Woah... that actually looks and smells.... really good *drools*" And if you know my father, he NEVER gives compliments. He just gives a very curious face. (Stubborn German afterall ;P)

EDIT: Woah haha! Mitsunari, I was about to call you "mit" for short, but I got freaked out because that's what I call one of my brothers! ("Mit" or "Miti") haha congrats, I now associate you with my brother.

hehehe, yeah well that was the only time i cooked until recently. My mum used to do all the cooking but she got really ill towards the start of the year, well started just after christmas. After about 4 months she was really bad, a kump appeared on her body. Turned out she had cancer, a few months later her condition got worst and she passed away.

Now with my older brother and dad working all day i have pretty much been lefted doing everything my mum used to do like cooking and washing while i search for a new job.

hehehe, i no9rmally use the name Mits for short. Like on games and stuff when the limit the letters you can use.

Oh my god, Mit!! I'm so sorry to hear that.. I had no idea :( That's so tough to go through.. I've never lost someone really close to me, no family members anyway. I don't think I'd be able to make it through something like that.. I guess you're really strong.

I know if something happened to my mommy, I'd be soo effed. My siblings are all much older and living on their own, so it would be just me and dad. She keeps him sane, and I don't think I'd be able to do that for him. My entire household would just crumble and fall apart, so I think its amazing that you guys could pick yourselves up and do what you can.

A lot of people who have lost a parent or guardian say "Oh, you think you can't get through it now, but wait til it happens"...no that doesn't change it. My house would fall apart so fast.. if I lost one, me and the other one would go too. I'm really glad you're all getting through it.
*hugs*

Liqu: thats alright we have got along fine and in away it was better for her. She couldnt move, couldnt fead herself, couldnt speak. All she could do was lie in bed and scream because she was in so much pain. There was nothing anyone could do to stop that pain so... in that respect dieing was for the best.

It wasnt that surprising for us when it happened, we were told by our dad a few weeks before there was no way to stop it and she would die it was just a matter of when. We had accepted that it was going to happen a little sooner than we though but she just broke down so quicky. Her body couldnt take the pain she was in and thats what happen.

Well anyway thats the way i see it, perhaps im just strange lol i dont know.

No I don't think you're strange. I think that's the best way of looking at something like that.. Even in a horrible situation, there's always an attitude that can help get you through it. I guess preparing for it is a little easier then if you lost someone suddenly.. like a car accident or something.

I know this is a horrible topic and maybe we should move on hah. But my biggest fear in the whole world.. more then ANYTHING else.. is death of a loved one. I guess because I haven't experienced it. I have nightmares about it pretty often.. and the scary part is, I have to face it someday.

I hope I pass away before everyone else.

Liqu: just dont think about it, what happens will happen some days. I couldnt image what life would have been like without my mum. That is until now when im living it. Thinks never workout the way you expect them to so dont think about it. Youll find away when you have to.

Hello again everyone. I think I will be on here for another hour or two, depends on how tired I get. xD I still need to shower though. :3

How is everyone?

@Mits: Thanks :) Thats probably the smartest thing anyone has ever said to me regarding the topic. You really know how to hit home.

@Aero: Hellooo! How have you been? I'm good, but I'm doing really bad at this homework stuff. Procrastination is HORRIBLE! :(

Liquid: :3 Aww I's sowwies. I'd help if I could. I was always a procrastinator in school myself. Now that I am older, I don't do it anymore. lols

Haha luckyyy.. Yea I'm trying so hard to get through this term paper and it's just not happening lmao. It's due tomorrow too :(

Liqu: ~blush~ hehe um... thanks i guess lol. Damn you for making me blush lol

aero: hay again, welcome back and im good just sitting and chatting with liqu over here.

Yikes. That sounds like me alright. Haha. When I get into my art school, I don't want to put anything off. xD

I think I will go ahead and take my shower. I shall return in about half an hour in case you are still around here.

Mits: That's good. :3
I'll be back in a little bit to chat some more, okies?

I'll be here procrastinating some more :D

I can't believe I plan to go to Graduate school for this crap ><; damn my life and my academics!!

Liquid: -huggles- You'll be able to get it done, I just know it! : D

Thanks Aero!! I'm trying haha.. first question about operant and classical conditioning is almost done :x two more on human sexuality and theories of motivation to go! @[email protected] fml

Good evening everyone :D
How are we all today, finally I am back home and settled, and its almost dinner! Om nom nom :P

hello everyone, how are you?

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