Last year they showed them all on PBS so I got out some VHS tapes and got them all on there....

By "good" do you mean the A&E ones? I have seen the Hollywood Sense & Sensibility (and of course the Hollywood P&P) but they didnt really strike me as all that awesome...

Originally Posted by lostinausten91

Silenia: gahhhh..... depression. I went through a lot of that last week..... I hope things get better for you soon....

I doubt it, to be honest. I've been going in and out of it for most of the past nine years.

@Silenia: Ewww depression.. bad times ><; You should get happy pills like I did :) In fact, that's why I was so down yesterday was because I forgot to take them! But then I took them and it was all better.

@Rain: Alrighty. *snuggles*

I think I'm gonna get distracted now, too. XD;

Silenia: Hm the ones I grew up with, not those new things... I don't like how they made Mr. Bingley so stupid in the Hollywood version of Pride & Prejudice... just because he's too nice for his own good and a bit naive, doesn't mean he is unintelligent >_>

Liquid: Due to anxiety attacks, I rather not start taking medicines for it. Chances are that they will either trigger one or I will end up in one when it stops working or I forget one.
And they can be addictive, and I have a slightly higher chance to get addicted, something that runs in our family, unfortunately.

Originally Posted by Silenia

Liquid: Due to anxiety attacks, I rather not start taking medicines for it. Chances are that they will either trigger one or I will end up in one when it stops working or I forget one.
And they can be addictive, and I have a slightly higher chance to get addicted, something that runs in our family, unfortunately.

No but yesterday I had an anxiety attack and tried to kill myself in my room! But I took the medicine and it was okay within a matter of a half hour! It's the exact opposite.. it doesn't cause attacks, it helps prevent them or stop them :) I don't think I'm addicted, but I know I can't live without them.

Of course, after the whole ordeal was over, i hopped on here. But they really work. Key is to not forget to take them, or else you're in your room with bad medicine or razors like me :( I only forgot yesterday though. I take them right when I wake up everyday.

EDIT: And no, I'm not afraid to tell you guys. I think its okay, because you won't be afraid of me or judge me. At least I hope not. you're all too nice.

My doctor said that in my case it would most likely be better not to take them, so unless I truly feel it's a battle I cannot fight alone, I will not do it. ;)

And my anxiety attacks often are triggered by medicines, no matter what. -frowns- Hell, even an aspirin can cause one sometimes.

-sighs-

Almost done with the second poem, anyone wants to read it?

Originally Posted by Silenia

My doctor said that in my case it would most likely be better not to take them, so unless I truly feel it's a battle I cannot fight alone, I will not do it. ;)

And my anxiety attacks often are triggered by medicines, no matter what. -frowns- Hell, even an aspirin can cause one sometimes.

-sighs-

Almost done with the second poem, anyone wants to read it?

I wish I knew what caused mine.. it just happens when I forget. It makes me feel like a crazy person to be on so much medicine, but at the same time I know it helps and I know it makes me feel like a better person.

I guess medicine isn't for everyone though. I just hope you know me and the rest of the Mene thread are always here to cheer you up!


I'd love to read your poem :)

Now typing it out.

Oh, and it's certainly not the only thing that triggers them. Too much noise, too much activity, too little sleep, visiting places that have too much memories for me... stress, pain, fear...
They all can trigger them, I fear.

Silena: I'd always love to read your poem

Ohh my goodness... ghram crackers and chocolate <3 this is the best snack I've ever come up with!

@Liquid: Try graham crackers with frosting... or oreos with a marshmallow ;D Yum!

Chapter 2 - Beauty

"There are many opinions on beauty.
To some people, beauty equals exotic -
something new, something different from anything they've ever seen.
To others, beauty lies in perfection -
perfect symmetry, perfect shape, perfect proportions.
Others say that above all, beauty lies in details,
for details are what makes something, or someone, special.
A cute freckle on the nose, eyes so deep you could get lost in them,
a warm gentle smile or a soft touch.
Some people say beauty lies within, deep inside one's heart, mind and soul,
not in their body, and it is shown in the kind deeds one does, the help they give.
There are people that say that, in a human, beauty lies not in shape,
but in their actions, their movements.
To them, beauty is grace.

I think all of this can make a person beautiful.
She... she most certainly was beautiful.
Exotic, different, like something I've never before had the pleasure to taste...
Perfect, in shape, symmetry, proportions, like a statue,
made by one of the best artists ever to exist.
Details... oh yes, no matter what detail I looked at, it had its own beauty, and her movements were full of grace...
There was only one sort of beauty she lacked, and for long I was to blinded by her actions to see it...
Her heart and soul were as cold as ice."

Here it is. :)

I have to log off for now. See you guys later.

Wow, very nice, Sil! *applauds*

See you later

Silenia: Yeah you better flee before I compliment you so much your face will get tomato red *Evil laugh*

*plops back in now that things seem to have slowed down some*

awww... i didn't even have time to compliment her :( she just left! And I was playing Tetris ; ; Ah well, it is nice work though.

Very nice and solid. I like how you tie it all together in the end :3

Hm I am probably going to bed in a moment when I am done with "Zoom" on YouTube nighty night people, Mei's head is feeling very heavy DX

Bye bye, Mei! *snug*

*pounces Red* Rawr!

Hello all, I hope everyone is having a great day. :)
I am sick and going to go take some medicine now and go to bed.

Hi-bye, Liu? ^^;;;

Bye, and hi...and bye again.
<3

everyone's getting so tired haha! I'm almost tempted to take a nap myself now :P