I can't...I can't sleep...Every time I go to lay down, I just feel like bursting into tears. Distance is not a healthy thing.

omg I'm so sorry. I know how you feel I had to spend the better part of 3 years away from my husband....I cried alot.

*Cling* Its sad...being from someone you love.. I mean, Irken just left...and it's the third night I'm sleeping alone now...i-it's just so painful to be in a bed by myself..*big baby*

Just keep thinking of the next time you'll see him...or her...keep pushing through so your happy on that day

Yeah...I keep listening to happy songs from Glee. That helped a lot today.. ><; It also helps that Irken and I talk pretty much 24/hr a day xDD....it's just so different when you're 3000 miles away, you know? oh gosh, listen to me complain T-T

Makeru, you don't have to be ashamed of missing him or complaining. If you love someone as much as you and Irken obviously do, then it is normal to miss them even if they were on the other side of town, let alone 3000 miles away. -hug-

Hi, Sil. I know I shouldn't feel that way x.x someone just got kinda upset that that seemed to be all I could do... you know, talk about Irken. I can't help it, he's on my mind all the time. And I try to get some other thought, and then, BAM! Smack in the face, Irken Irken. T-T Wah..*cling*

Awww I feel bad for you.

*flails a bit* I don't mean to make people feel bad...*Hangs head* Makes me seem like I'm craving pity or something...x.x *grabs bunny seal and hugs it tight*

no no no no not at all. Its in cora's nature to feel bad for and worry over everyone. Ask just about any person that knows me o.0

I just dislike making people worry. v.v Maybe I need therapy? Or just get a job (LOL, in this economy? Silly Makeru) and fly my emo-butt over to PA and crawl into bed with Irken for like...the rest of forever? That might make me feel happy. <33

Giggles* Just keep a smile on your face, even if you want to cry. No matter what just keep telling yourself he would rather see you with a smile the next time he sees you.

Reminds me of a song by Charlie Chaplin...*runs off to get the lyrics for it* Yeah...I should...just smile...

Exactly. That fits nicely ^.^

Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it's breaking.
When there are clouds in the sky
you'll get by.

If you smile through your pain and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun shining through
For you.

Light up your face with gladness,
Hide every trace of sadness.
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying.
You'll find that life is still worthwhile-
If you just smile.

...*siiiighsing*

I love the lyrics to that song...always have ^.^

>> Glee did a cover of it. I cried when I heard it...Charlie Chaplin was a genius.

Hello.

Hello, Aga~!

he truely was. A very talented man.

Hello Aga ^.^

*hums that song* .....................*hugs her bunny!seal that Irken gave her*

Awww ^.^

YouTube - Smile - Josh Groban

great rendition of that song.

>> Bunny seal *goes to listen to the Josh Groban version*

The bunny seal's amazingly cute :3 I'll have to buy one one day.

Irken has a Bee-Seal XDD considering he's the Bee King, that's not surprising. But my bunny-seal and his bee-seal lived on his bookshelf together, his ontop of mine X3


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b6WdxvpB4SM

Glee's version.