I'm here!! <3

Just got out of the shower :P

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OHH I really love that idea!! :D
But knowing me, I'll probably cheat and go to your "recent posts" thing your your profile ><;

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Saddie, why would you not matter to us?

Morning Dia.

So posts from now on could have those letters for the contest

What contest?

Yep, that seems so. ^^ And hello to you Monkey and Rose.

Hello duo,and sadrain

Hey Rose and Duo! :D

Hello liquid

And hello Lidi! @[email protected] My live chat hid your post. Ugh.

You are allowed to, Liquid. I post quite a bit anyway. You'd still have to search.

Saddie, sorry hon, but I haven't really had the time to take offers on it yet. I have however been checking the market to see what prices they're currently going for. Of course you matter to me, Saddie. A lot. <3 However, we're both going through a difficult and stressful time at the moment, which means we don't quite speak as much as we used to - or as we would like to. Believe me, if I could wish for one thing, it was you being happier, dear. You and Clair probably mean more to me than everyone else at Mene together. I wish I could be there more for you... but unfortunately, my real life is currently rapidly turning into one big mess.

Hey sil.it is nice to see you around.i hope everything is alright with you and if not I hope every will be ok soon

I dont think I have complained much recently, Sellie. I am currently fine with the way my life is going. I have got some things sorted out, some I am still sorting, but I beleive in my self I can do it.
And the more you keep silent about what is bothering you, the more pushed away I feel when it comes to our friendship. I am not one to beg for someone to talk with me, Sellie. Really. So, if you have, on your own decided, that its no point in "bothering" me... Then I cant do anything about it. I wont argue - argues cannot change the mind of other person. I am just sad. I... really want to be there for you. But you are not allowing me.
I know you talk with other people here and there, even if just tad bits, yet I am like cut out.

Anyhows, this is not talk for public. So, alright, yes, I will keep silent, too.

*is getting dressed as Duo as we speak*

...this is a little intense >.>;

*wanders away to get breakfast*

I hope you have a good meal, Lidi!
I am thinking of snatching your avatars hot cup and warming my frozen fingers. x3

Offt. Awesome contest idea !

*hands her mug to Saddie*
Here you go!! :heart:

Thank you VERY much, Lidi! *purrs and warms paws*
*shares some chocolate candies*

*hugs Sadrain just because*

*le gasp* Candies!!!! :XD

*starts noming on the chocolate* :3

Originally Posted by sadrain

I dont think I have complained much recently, Sellie. I am currently fine with the way my life is going. I have got some things sorted out, some I am still sorting, but I beleive in my self I can do it.
And the more you keep silent about what is bothering you, the more pushed away I feel when it comes to our friendship. I am not one to beg for someone to talk with me, Sellie. Really. So, if you have, on your own decided, that its no point in "bothering" me... Then I cant do anything about it. I wont argue - argues cannot change the mind of other person. I am just sad. I... really want to be there for you. But you are not allowing me.
I know you talk with other people here and there, even if just tad bits, yet I am like cut out.

Anyhows, this is not talk for public. So, alright, yes, I will keep silent, too.

I never said you complain much, or - as sort of insinuated by your post - too much. I do not wish to keep silent, dear, but if I truly feel like I am unable to speak, to put my words down in a comprehensible way, it makes it hard to speak. On top of that, I have hardly had any access to the internet for those past days. I rarely tell others anything, except for Clair. Because somehow, someway, Clair managed to ask me the questions at that exact moment I am capable of explaining what is wrong. I don't want to keep you out, believe me. Unfortunately, it's not just you I am keeping out. I have gotten to the point where I am FUCKING keeping myself out, where I cannot even rant or scream to myself about it, where I cannot even explain to myself why I feel like a complete mess. I am not closing myself for you. I have somehow, someway, closed myself out, and it makes it so hard for me to talk. Not just to you, not just to others. it is as if I am afraid to admit to myself what is wrong. AND I DON'T KNOW WHY!

Sil ,I know I am not long here on mene but I just want you to know if you want to rant or anything pm me I will listen and won't ask anything you do not want to talk.I know sometimes you need to rant rather then to talk about it and explain it why.

Ummm.. Silenia and Saddie... perhaps you should take this to PM! ^^;;

*hugs Sellie*
Now I understand better. I am sorry if I was mean, I just felt so helpless it hurt. I still cant help you besides a hug and "I am sorry, love", but at least I can hug you, not feeling like I have done something wrong that I dont know about and you are thinking I am not really meaning it or that just... you have decided its no point in telling me.
Ranting helps, like Rose said. And I am not asking you to give me a psychological explination why you feel the way you do and what it is, just that you dont feel good and that you feel like ranting. I dont know if its the same for you, but sometimes when I speak or write, I come to realization exactly what is wrong and why I feel the way I do.
So, yes, get it out this way at least. *hug*

Also, I know you dont think I rant too much. I wasnt thinking that I was writing that post. I was just saying that recently I havent spoken much about my problems because I just have managed to put them aside.

... Uhm, Lidi, probably. ;;>o> Butbut PMs are slower. Dx

yep you listen to Sidrain and me.if it rant you want the rant you will get.no matter write what ever you want and how do you feel at that moment