I know! It's unnaturally quiet :o

i miss sellie..

I think everyone here does. It feel likes ages since I last spoke to her :(

even longer for me since i haven't had internets..

I hope she comes back soon, but somehow this seems doubtful :(

Silly is back. Finally.

I am sorry, people, but life has been hectic, a complete chaos and all the past weeks/months.

My grandmother's condition, who has Alzheimer and Parkinson, is going down rapidly. My sister is making mistakes and I am so worried about her. My dad has ended up in his fourth burn-out in seven years. My other grandmother broke her hip over the summer. One of my best friends tried to commit suicide. School's a horror, as always, and while I am searching for a different option than regular highschool, everything seems to be stuck. I suffer from insomnia. We had a bad computer crash, followed by two weeks without internet connection. I have so many responsibilities these days, I feel so completely stressed out and ended up in another depression this summer, the latest in a long row of depressions that has been going on for almost as long as I can remember. I ended up with a bad flu. My sister's tonsils are inflamed bad enough that antibiotics don't help much if at all, and they'll have to be removed soon.

I am so fricking tired. During the past 135 hours, I barely managed to get a goddamn 12 hours of sleep. TWELVE hours of sleep. That's an average of 2 hours and forty minutes per night.
I am once again glad if I reach three hours per night. I am battling frustration, tiredness, depression and that goddamn sugar addiction decided to roar its ugly head once again.

I will try to get everything back in order as soon as possible. I am back, just know that it may be a while before everything is up-and-running again as it used to be. Sorry, everyone that was worried about me.

Oh Silchan! :hug:
I am sorry to hear that all. I hope you wont break from all of this.
I know how it is to have insomnia because I have it myself, maybe you could try out the baldrian (what that in english?)
drop, though they didnt work on me, mabye they will help you. If you need someone to talk or anything else, you can always come to me and poke me. Of course there isnt much I could do and even more you need and others could do but
I just want to be sure, that I wont leave you all depressed and lonely here. Love, hugs and kisses from me.
And a huge balloon of hope...

Welcome back Silly-Pill! I missed you! ^-^ And I'll keep you in my prayers too. I'm sorry to hear that all of that is going down. :hug:

How is everyone?

Silenia! *glomps*

I feel your pain, my grandmother is suffering from Alzheimers, and recently full-blown dementia.

We still love you! <3

I tried several medicines and such, none seem to help. Sugar and caffeine addiction make it even worse. Thanks, all of you. <3 I am glad to know people still care about me instead of hating me for not being there. Alaunt, I wish I could say I was well, but it's rather... obvious this is not the case.
I managed to get almost four hours of sleep tonight, but that's mostly because I was awake for 51 hours already. -sigh-

SIL!!! :glomp:

Dragoncake. <3

Honestly, glad to see you guys here. :)

Sil: i missed you so much, i was super worried about you :cry:

I missed all you guys too, but I really was too tired to do, well, anything, and pc crashes/no internet connection while school was closed and the library as well makes it quite difficult to let you guys know anything even at those times I wasn't too tired.

Sil: what was the probablem, no-one told me it :cry:

Originally Posted by Silenia

Silly is back. Finally.

I am sorry, people, but life has been hectic, a complete chaos and all the past weeks/months.

My grandmother's condition, who has Alzheimer and Parkinson, is going down rapidly. My sister is making mistakes and I am so worried about her. My dad has ended up in his fourth burn-out in seven years. My other grandmother broke her hip over the summer. One of my best friends tried to commit suicide. School's a horror, as always, and while I am searching for a different option than regular highschool, everything seems to be stuck. I suffer from insomnia. We had a bad computer crash, followed by two weeks without internet connection. I have so many responsibilities these days, I feel so completely stressed out and ended up in another depression this summer, the latest in a long row of depressions that has been going on for almost as long as I can remember. I ended up with a bad flu. My sister's tonsils are inflamed bad enough that antibiotics don't help much if at all, and they'll have to be removed soon.

I am so fricking tired. During the past 135 hours, I barely managed to get a goddamn 12 hours of sleep. TWELVE hours of sleep. That's an average of 2 hours and forty minutes per night.
I am once again glad if I reach three hours per night. I am battling frustration, tiredness, depression and that goddamn sugar addiction decided to roar its ugly head once again.

I will try to get everything back in order as soon as possible. I am back, just know that it may be a while before everything is up-and-running again as it used to be. Sorry, everyone that was worried about me.

This, dragoncake. ;)

Sil: oh :( oh and... sorry for bugging you :gonk:

You're not bugging me. ;)

Sil: but i kept asking for the thing :o i was stupid for doing that

Silly-Pill! I missed you. And right when I decided to start posting in this thread again you were gone! :gonk:

hello Ala

Well, now we are both here again, Alaunt. Dragonjake, it's okay.

Sil: you sure?... ok :glomp:

[center]Yup. So, besides all the stuff that's been going on, has there been any good stuff happening?[center]

Finished a few short stories, made a few drawings.