My firends usually don't get the chance to betray me but that girl... She called me her little sister and then... disowned me. Then siad she loves me again and the cycle repeated. In the end, she betryaed me twice until I decided nothing she does will bother me anymore. But it hurt so much. ._.

I can understand that.
I thought my friends were stronger than that... but I guess even the strongest groups of people have weak links... T.T

D: It's truly sad. ._. I try to not let my self that close to anyone again but it's hard. I am actually a friendly little critter and I want to trust. D:

That's good. That shows you're mature enough to want to have people in your life.
Humans are very soicable creatures, weren't supposed to be alone.

After growing up with no friends and always living inside (My health was very weak so I coudln't go otuside and play - my company was only books, dolls, grandma and later mom who lost job because of me ._.), I always wanted friends.
IRL it always failed. I am never good for anyone. Either I am too serious or I am too loud or I don't use make up and dress like others or I study too well... In short, I have got no friends there.
But here I want friends, here people seem to like me. >:

Still, I think I could live without it all rather well. Of course, I would be sad if I lost internet because I wouldn't know what happens to my friends but I could manage alone, it's not like I would go mad because I don't have friends anymore. I am not actually very social... I just think it's not bad to socilaize if you have a good company, like I do here. XD

I bet it didn't make sense. v.v

That's awful. I've got a very tight knit group of best friends, and they're the type of girls who could take on the world. They'd probably adore you. I'm often too serious- not often laughing (though I do have my silly moments and I do have laughing spells :P), I don't wear make up or the same fashion as my friends, but my friends are really different, so I don't seem too out of place.

Well, I have noticed I am one of those persons that peopel around her age don't like at all. Younger chidlren sometiems loves me but I get the ebst along with those who are older. Probably because my best friend is my mom who is 55. XD Even my brother is 7 years older than me. =P

But, really, my classmates in all schools have disliked me. .-. School has always been hell because of it for me. >.> Besides, I am very quiet and unsure IRL, depending on other people opinions too much sometimes, making me 'boring' apparently. Here I am more of what I would like to be, what's sitting inside me. XD

I am glad you have such a close group of friends, though. Personally, I think it's awesome if you have all sorts of friends, different and all. It makes it awesome and interesting. x3 I hope to find friends like that IRL but for now, I am fine with my internet friends, I really love them very much. ^^

:hug: You're my friend, Sadrain. :)
You'd be one of my best friends, just like Selly would be, if either of you were here with me.

You are my friend, too. <3 :hug;
And I think it would be so, too. ^^ I really luff you. ^^ <3 :glomp:

And on that note, how is your stomach and head today? >:

Both doing fine. ^^
Thanks for the concern.

:hug:

Flink was usually the comic relief in her group of friends. But she's also got horrible mood swings, so when the sad moods hit... yea they wanted nothing to do with her. All of them but ONE girl who insisted on helping Flinky cheer up. ^^

x3 Why are my internet friends so much more reliable? XD I mean, when my mood swings, they are usually all here for me, listening to my rants and trying to help. D: It's so nice. *squeezes them all in bear hug*
I try to return the favor but usually fail, I think. D:

Anyhooooow, what did I want to say? Ahh, yes. x3 Good to know they're fien, Clair. And wow, you got your 10k! :O

Yay for getting what you're questing for!

Flink's pretty good at listening to people when they have problems. But there are a few things she doesn't want to hear. >.> She's pissed a few friends off who were trying to claim they wanted to kill themselves for her attention.

They were sorely disappointed because she wouldn't dote over them and dedicate every waking moment to them. <.< Don't get her long, she knows it's a serious issue. She's even had problems with it herself in the past, but you could TELL they just wanted the attention. And that's just annoying.

Kill them self to get your attention....? Huh. I am sorry but that's slightly weird. XD At least if it was seriosuly meant seriously. owO

I have come thoughts of suicide at certain times but it was for more important matters, at time when my life seemed to never get out of the dump and I thought I would lose home.

I listen to my friends a lot, they seem to like to talk with me, also about their problems but I just fail because I can't manage to find the right words sometimes or give advice, when needed. D:

Well, more wanting everyone's attention. Like they'll come to the group and start whining saying they're going to off themselves, life's not worth it, stuff like that. x.x

.... Creepy. .-. Are they emo or something? I think even normal emos wouldn't do stuff like that. Dx

I know I wouldn't. joking about suicide is .. well LAME.. sorry to say and I don't really find it amusing. considering so many people DO do that.

Back from BBQ ( again )
*reads above*
dont talk about Emo's on the bad side..
ok.. i know Some may Cut and some not.. they just like the style..
but if you have the style evryone directly thinks you cut yourself.. or think about suicide..
just like Star said..
joking about suicide isnt "cool"
i have a friend wich his dad jumped of the roof..
he might be emo but he doesnt cut or something
though he can have rough times..
just give a bit more respect for emo's.

&

hey all :3

'blinks'.. i need to make mor ejellow

But I SAID I don't think even emos who are said to be drama queens and want to kill them self all the time would joke and think of doing it just for attention like this. x.x I don't think they are as abd as everyone says. >< I agree that all kinds of sterotypes are dumb. Dx

yep yep anyways moving on. 'waves' HIIIIIII. lol. my cats.. are irritateing and now luckys hideing which has me worried.. he was moving really pained like and.. 'grumbles' stupid cats

getting attention by saying you do suicide will only scare people off..
there was a girl that liked me.. though.. she was too young for me..
( im 18 she was 13.. )
and to get my attention she said she would kill herself too..
later.. i got a girl and now she is telling me she wasnt in love with me..
and continues to some other guys..
that is an attention whore..

and yes i agree that there are a lot of stereotypes arround the world who think evryone is emo..
( a lot arround my place are like that.. im like the only Alternative guy over here.. and they call me Emo or Goth XD )

Ahaha, I have been called Goth, too. I don't mind it, though. Goths are pretty awesome. x3 Though, who needs label? XDDD

And, woah. Dx Well, I know some attention whores, too. Not gonna give examples but they just... irritate me to no end. ._. I wish I could just tell them to leave me alone sometimes. >.> But they keep coming back, even if I argue with them and I am not one to do it often.

Also, silly cats! I hope they start to get along soon, Star. ;-;

People who say the'yre gonna kill themselves for attention are pathetic.
It's unfair and emotional blackmail.

When I was depressed (back when I was like 13 lulz) I was taking medication for it, and school teachers were asking me if I was alright and stuff.
My best friend -at the time- seen the attention I was getting, even thugh I hated it, and decided she would pretend to be depressed.

She would scrape herself with a compass and make sure EVERYONE saw it.
She got dumped by her boyfriend and wrote a suicide letter to him. He took her back, but didn't want to.

Yes. Some people are just plain old attention whores and use their emotions to blackmail and trap people. Ugh V_V

Flink attempted it a few times. TOLD NO ONE, but her mother did come into her room to panic shortly after. <.<

The only time she "told someone" was when she was complaining to her boyfriend at one time about how many pills she had to take. XD He thought she meant she was going to OD and told the principal who in turn called Flink's therapist. It's REALLY hard to say, "I will not attempt to hurt myself because I am a great person" with a straight face when you're really amused at such a mix up.

Flink spent two hours trying to say it without laughing. XD

She had a boyfriend try telling her that he'll kill himself if he loses her... he got a lecture on how life isn't for everyone and if he didn't think it was for him he was welcome to quit it, since it -was- his life, his choice, not hers.

He showed up to school the next day perfectly fine and whatnot. Though, he did insist that Flink was a very bad word that begins with B and claimed her friends forced him to date her.