i would be able to find something easily if i had more money. stupid part time job. i need something full time, and regular... and i need it like now... actually more like i needed it months ago. but its not like im not trying. its just fucking hard. you know how it is.

i like the way your hair is now. its nice.

Yeah, I'll most likely be lookin after Christmas again.

I don't want to change it now in case I can't get it back again.

One of the kids now cries if he sees me pick up another child. T_T

awww he likes you. thats so cute.

well i think im going to have to make a word document with all the hair colours and shit i come up with. but now im afraid to change my outfit... what if i cant get the hair to match the next one. it took me a whole day to get this one mostly right...

He just likes sitting on my knee and using my boobs as a pillow. He has some developmental problems.

I'll probably have to do that too.

I've been told it's mandatory Disney dress up next friday so I'm goin costume shoppin on Friday, whichever is cheapest is gonna win.

lol, well good luck finding a costume. on friday im going to a wedding. yay! :eye roll: i hate weddings. lol

but that kid sounds... unique. maybe he just needs to be loved. maybe his parents dont love him as much as he feels he needs. you never know. he almost sounds like a cat though. you know how they just snuggle on you, and then when you ignor them, they ignor you and find someone else to snuggle?

I'm at a weddin in 2 weeks.

He doesn't seem to like anyone else. :XD

awwwwwww. he has reaches out to know. but you knwo what that means? they cant fire you! lol

sure, why not.

well.... they are 15 gold each, not 10...... but ill do it for 40 gold.

Ha I don't think they'll care to be honest. I had hold of one of them tonight before I went home he's an insecure one in the foster system and I was hangin around because he usually gets picked up just before I finish but they were a bit late but then the deputy manager told me to go home so I had to put him down and he was following me to the door crying but I saw his sister on my way out so he'd have been all right when he saw her.

wow, they actually told you to leave him alone? thats insane!

He wasn't alone the deputy manager was there but he didn't really know her. He's left the nursery now Friday was his last day.

I'll buy all your remaining eggs from you. Please send me a trade with my total. Thanks in advance.

really? all of them? not like one of each of the colours i have left but all of them?

ok.... i have quite a few.

I have neglected you I'm sorry. I've not really been comin on for long recently.

How's things?

well my sisters wedding was a few days ago. but everything was fine. there was a bunch of drama that i managed to stay out of.

James has had 3 concerts so far! and more to come this month. they have been really working the scene. its sweet.

James and i are moving in together in 2 weeks. its very exciting. im nervous, but excited.

and i only have one more wedding to go to this year as far as i know. so yeah, wedding season is over! ... almost.

you?

I started trainin this week for this job and there is a load of crap that they were meant to have told me when I started two months ago so now I have to do 2 months of timesheets and go explain to the nursery that I'm meant to do them and give them to them and then after 6 weeks they're meant to send them up to this Jarvis place that pays me. And I have a booklet I was meant to get that the room leader is supposed to record whenever she gives me an activity to do with the kids..

I went to my cousin's weddin last weekend it was incredibly borin and I didn't eat anythin cause it was BBQ and I don't like BBQ food.

lol. thats awesome.. the job thing...


and i hate weddings so i feel your [ain on that one.

Me and Johnny decided that we're just having a tiny wedding with just our closest friends and family and all we're doin for the reception thing is just a big family meal somewhere. We think that's more like us than the way weddings usually are. The day won't be as long and there won't be as much sitting around doing nothin and only important people would be there.

that sounds right... you know what you could do... you could skip the church and just have a party. its cheaper and probably a lot more fun. :)

I think we're just gonna go registry office or somethin now.

yeah. much simpler and cheaper. churches and halls and shit cost a lot of fucking money. plus plates and stuff... you should do potluck dinner!

Yeah my mum's givin us £1000 from my Grandma's house money towards the weddin too.

Just need to figure out where to have the dinner and who we're inviting.