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Wow Alexi, you were very strong. You know at least you fought for something you love. And its not like its something you regret doing. My friend is kinda in the same situation. Shes been so inlove with this guy i trully think is an asshole. Long ass story short, but she kept holding on to her feelings for him for a long time wishing that someday he'll change. But sadly he wont and i keep telling her that. This guy is currently in a relationship yet he kept bothering my friend. And just last week they saw each other and god knows what happened. I didnt like that. And i hate seeing my friend getting hurt for the 10th time again.... with the same guy.
It sucks. It happened to me too but it wasnt anything major. XD |
oh, no, i just left because i got bored x.x sorry.
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Most people prefer to call me naive, which is true too, so thank you. XD
In some ways I think I should have regrets about it. She ignores me now, and seems to believe that by doing so she's the one in the right about things that led up to the breakup. But ultimately, I believe that inside she understands what she's done wrong, up to and including not wanting to move the relationship forward from the position it was for years. I hope that the next time she finds herself in a position where she's in a relationship with someone that's serious (which as I understand is hard to find) she'll seize that opportunity and attempt to make plans for the future. She isn't getting any younger, though neither am I. For some reason that reminds me of another ex that I had who was in an abusive relationship before she went out with me. In high school, up past Senior Year (when I had to leave) she told me about it and said how she never wanted to be with him again after me. I had to break up with her since I was going away out of state and she was a nice person and I hoped that I had changed her outlook on life. But then come to find when I return, she's with the same abusive asshole that hurt her physically. It just made me sick. But I can't help what someone does after I go out with them, and it isn't my responsibility to make that decision. I just hope she does okay in life. So I hope that your friend will come to realize that she's in a bad situation. I think that the problem is that ultimately people wind up believing that they can't do anything to change that situation at all. And when that happens, and there's nobody else that's any better to love, they turn to loving someone that actually treats them as if they exist. Maybe treats them horribly. But at least acknowledges them. And that fixation can be a deadly thing. What happened to you by the way? Maybe you don't think it's major but I can listen if you want. ^^ Sharing is good! @Dissy - haha Its cool np. :) |
Oh I didn't know you were a guy!! xD
I thought you were a awesome chick that played WoW!! xD I understand...Attraction is animal thing.. Rawr.. But yeah...I feel for you...it sucks when that happens.. (okay now pretend this is a text wall) <3 |
Whaat, I thought Alexi was a lesbian? o:
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I actually know an awesome chick that plays WoW but she's engaged. XD I'm sure people make the mistake about me a lot though. It isn't as if I try to tell people unless they ask, and my avatars are kind of girly.
In my defense, guy avatars have nothing going for them. And females, at least to me, seem to both look better on the avatar sites along with the fact that there is much more selection. I know multiple chicks that play WoW, but most are not awesome. x.x XD That's not a wall of text, that's like...a picket-fence of text. :3 Yes. That's what it is. @Aero - LOL! WTF XD |
Oh looks like Aero will slow down on talking with Alexis now that he knows he's a guy now. xD;
SHALLOW LIL BOY!! MY MUFFINS WILL DESTROY YOU! Well I make my avatar work!! Hehee~ But I have a gay fashion sense.. xD; But I used to have a female avatar too but I wanted to represent! xD |
okay :3
my legs hurt. |
*Humps BD's leg*
Now it'll be better!! <3 ILU~ |
lol I'm sure Aero knows/knew already, he's just being facetious. XD
o_O EDIT As for the gay fashion sense, that's cool and ironically fitting since your avatar looks neat! I didn't read that incorrectly before right, in a convo you had in another thread you said you are gay? I didn't so much like the big blob you had on before, but the current outfit you have on looks neat. (Doesn't have that kind of fashion sense. Would most likely dress j-rock style on here if had a male avatar) @Dissy - Aw, why do they hurt? @Branny - Sexualhealing. :D |
Lmao, cause you always have chick-avatars! XDD
Always! XD ahahahahahaaaaa. x) Did you know, I'm a girl? jk lolol. /shot |
Well at least you can call it lesson learned. You got out because you know you have to. And she knows what she did so we can only hope now that she wont do the same to others in the future. Things happened and only time will tell. Like I always say, just let life flow and unfolds.
And i think you are right about it. Some people only stay with someone because of fear. Fear that there wont be anyone else out there that would accept them. That will love them more than what they felt from the past. I did told her that. That she shouldnt be scared. I swear there are sooo many guys that can take her any day. Im not joking. Yet she keeps waiting and holding on for this asshole. It makes me want to just give her a smack one day and tell her to stop being so blind. But its not easy. This has been going on for 3 years now. DX but meh.. well its not exactly the same... but uhmm i guess i liked my best friend... then it didnt worked out and now were not as close anymore... and he liked someone else while he was with me. its really lame. it was brutal because it happed my last year of high school. so there were A LOT of tension. but we're talking now. and stuff. gah DX |
from softball lexi...and oh my fucking god x.x
DONT HUMP MY LEG |
I highly doubt that!!
HIGHLY~ Nah I kid~ Anyways...I wanna bake a cake nows. Mmm~ <3 *Nibbles on his cookie and giggles* I thought Aero was a girl.. MAYBE (S)he is!!! |
Nono, I really didn't know. o_o
lolol |
My whole world has been thrown upside down..
THANKS AERO~ You tranny |
Aero is a guy and Alexi is ALSO a guy.
ALRIGHT.... o.o; i thought Alexi was a girl. i was a bit confused when he kept saying 'SHE'. lmfaooooo -major fail- |
I KNOW!!
These tranny's can't keep their stories together!! xD <3 *Huggles Nesseh* BD..she-She *Sniffs* She wouldn't let me hump her leg!! *Cries* |
leg humping x.x
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I's a guy.
Here's a picture of my penis, it's invisible next to the ruler: http://www.watches.co.uk/images/watchruler.jpg Edit: you have to click it to see the full size, it takes up the whole screen, so if you have a small one, sorry! D8 |
lmfao, thats funny Aero
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Branny! there's AERO! Im sure hed like that. XD <3 lmfaooo
Aero... lmfaoooo thanks for sharing man. thanks |
Yeah, Cause I totally needed to know the size of a 15 yr old boys cock.
Thanks there Aero.. *Coughs* Those with real size don't have to brag or show off. <3 |
XD I guess I don't see my avatar as "me" in the sense that a lot of people do. She's a separate entity. So if I were to be stripping someone down and putting clothes on them to make it look pretty/nice, I'd rather it be a girl and not a ken-doll. o_O
That's my justification. :3 @Branny - ROFL Oh god if Aero was transexual I would be like "OMG" Because it would be extremely unexpected. o_o; @Aero - Wait you're serious you didn't know? XD HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN ME NOW? XD EDIT Dude...what the hell, we don't need to know what size you are. >.> @Dissy - Aw. Hope you had fun playing softball though, I'm not so good at sports. @[email protected] @Nesseh - Yeah, for sure. And this time the break was clean so that neither of us wants to get back with the other. Which is good in a sense. I just dislike that we don't keep in contact at all. She tried to be "Friends" with me after, but it turned sour. Yeah the longer it goes, the more it's likely that she just feels like she has no other options. I have a friend that was living with a boyfriend who basically took away every sense of security and dignity she had, leaving her with only a cat to keep her company. Like he would destroy everything she held dear and hurt her. It's amazing what people can do to each other and then say that they love them the next day. :/ Though in my friend's case, she realized that her cat was going to be next on the list to be destroyed or hurt. Her cat, of all things, gave her motivation to escape because she didn't care about her own health, but she cared much more about the cat. So, motivation can come from the weirdest places. I wish you luck helping her out, though it may feel like a lost cause. She probably enjoys the feeling that she's not alone in dealing with it. That awkwardness is never fun is it? x.x I'm sorry about your situation, there's not much that can make it any better unfortunately, but time should at least patch things up a bit more. At least you guys are talking. ^^ |
Nesseh got most of that text wall! *Jealous*
>.<; Meh...Tranny's are weird but to each their own. WE SUPPORT YOU AERO!! |
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