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Some people tell me that I'm shy but I'm not. I just don't trust them and I'm not going to talk to people I don't trust.
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But I spos I could turn that round and go "I want to write a story" and procrastinate by drawing. |
My lunches aren't very filling to me
So at lunch when I want part of my friends food I'd try to act more innocent to make them give in Dx Not the best habit. |
I dumb myself down if I'm with people who are well... dumber than me, especially in class. It just feels weird and awkward to be "the smart one," especially because a lot of times I don't feel that smart.
Other than that, the different sides of me that show are merely different facets of me. |
Yeah I do that too
I go to animation school and in the same building is a hair dressing school. All the hair dresser girls act a certain way, so when I talk to them, I duno if I necesserily dumb myself down, but ill put on the way they talk. I guess maybe I mock them >.> But they dont know |
Well, I suppose I have to sides to me, of course.
At school I'm the laughy happy smiley light up your day kind of girl. Childish. At home I'm the serious, Logical, insightful, and maybe a little too mature for my age group. People find it hard to believe. Because of how I act at school, people think I have a short attention span and usually find out the long way that I'm one of the best people to come to for help. Other than that, no. I don't act differently. People think I'm weird already from being so upbeat. Hah. |
You can learn alot by being seen less aware then other people. Like the whole servants hear everything kind of deal
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I definitely dumb myself down most of the time. It's less to do with other people though, and way more to do with my insecurities and lack of self-esteem. I don't act like myself much, but then again, I don't really know who I am, so there you go.
I get really, really philosophical about my Self and what it entails. I've been having all kinds of existential crisis of late. |
I don't act too differently... while I'm on the internet I hardly ever cuss. In real like, I cuss a LOT. When I'm in public I'm very quiet... but in the house I say whatever I want.
... pretty normal stuff. lol... =3 |
Yeah I guess it is pretty normal stuff.
Tho the internet is a good point. I am happy to say whatever I want on the internet. But face to face, I won't say half of what I am thinking |
Due to my outward subconcious 'bitch' mode, for a lack of wording here, I tend to be seen as someone to hate but once a person who hated me due to how I act is alone with me, I actually try to recover for my subconcious wrongs, most of the time I get those who hated me before to actually be fairly nice to me afterwards even in groups after getting them to open a bit up to me. :D I am so happy at being able to fix my blunders even if sometimes I don't always catch what I say so I can correct that. I have a bad habit of blurting with in my own age/grade group but outside of that, I am just who I am for real, I am normally scared out of my wits of people(was not raised with siblings to get the people skills needed for this might be the blame here) who are not my age yet I have to put on a calm act to get through it, which leads to me doing minor stuttering which makes things worse half the time. Otherwise when I am with people I know and like I am a really nice person, loud but nice at least.
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You sound like an interesting person.
I know someone who when you first meet him is a total ass, but if you actually get to know him he is really very very sweet. I think its a bit of a defensive thing and too many people judge him on first impressions. |
i always act differnt for some reason
withm my friends i'm a hyper actif do anything not job at school i'm the silent on to realy soing home work or lissing to the teach but not bothering anyne to at work i'm sociale and talk A LOT at home i just silent and act like i don't care for much as long as ever one lets me be and some times i just mix all that up it just depends i guss i brought up in way that your sepose ack like a mature persone when neded but aftehr that you can do what you want |
Hmm...
My parents are Christian fanatics, pretty much. So whenever I'm around them, I'm hella innocent and stuff. I don't listen to loud non-Christian music, and I don't swear. But around others, I'm overall pretty perverted and swear reasonably often and listen to lots of music : D It sounds really fake. And it kind of is. But if I acted real towards my parents, my mom would beat the shit out of me. And kick me out of the house, probably. |
I'm just . . . me, though often people are suprised by who that is. I'm a bit quite, but very friendly and good with conversations but not prone to start them. I'm open minded and opinionated, but also very blunt, which is something people tend to like about me. If something seems wrong to me, I say something. When some students working in the lunch room pretended they didn't have hamburgers because they didn't want a special ed boy to have them, but gave one to the girl behind them, I did something about it.
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Yeah my family are really christian too, and so I am... but a ton more relaxed about it. There is so much I wouldnt say or do around them, that I would around others. So I get that Sanctuary I like that you stand up for what you believe in. It takes a strong person to do that. And happy birthday for a couple of days ^-^ |
@Embella: Yeahhh, same here xD
It's hard though. It sucks trying to have to act perfect all the time. Because I'm definitely not. But that's what my parents expect of me. ^^;; |
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Yeah totally What I started doing was sort of.. getting my parents used to it a little at a time lol. For instane, when I was younger we weren't allowed to say shutup (along with tons of other words) but I slowly started using it a little. At a first I got told off, but after a while they stopped caring because they were used to it. Sounds silly? I duno. Its kinda hard to explain lol. My parents are alot more relaxed now anyway because I push at them little by little without them realising. |
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