I know. She really screwed up and lost me because of it. I know she didn't mean it and she regretted it as soon as she said it... but I've never heard her say that to my brother or my sister. And she said it so calmly. It crushed me.
Teenage kids are just... awful. I don't understand how people can do the things they do and not feel bad later. I can't even be mean to someone that deserves it and not feel guilty about it later. =/

@ WTFranki: Omg I would have broken up with him right then and there. I don't know why you decided to stay with him after that, though it's not my life and I don't know the situation. I am so paranoid over wondering if people are talking about me behind my back. I wish I could just read minds and find out what someone really thinks of me because people can be good actors.

never mind i dont wanna put it up

I was going to, I was pissed. :<
But I believed him about him being annoyed with his cousin. And he seemed sorry. ,_,

For me?
 

The sexual abuse I endured from my birth father and his male callers. The abandonment of my birth mother after she took drugs while I was in her womb and by extension gave me brain damage.
And when my father left me at a pool and went to go hit on women and I slipped in and nearly drown. That stuff is probably my worst.