Sometimes I think I'm not actually as gay as I say I am, and find the opposite gender attractive as well. But I bury the thought deep, deep in my mind until the day when I actually have any real romantic experience.

well, the first and last time I ever cheated on a test was in the 2nd grade. It was a spelling test and the word was "of". I spelled it "auf" and then saw while we were turning our tests in that this other person at my table had spelled it "of", so I quickly changed mine and turned it in. I don't think I'll ever forget that. how ridiculous.

I'm HPV positive.
I'm certain that it's cancer that's going to get me in the end, probably cervical from the HPV, or breast cancer, because I'm high risk.

I worry about the chemo a lot. That's the scariest part.

I once stole my mums car when I was fourteen and drove it into a tree. I blamed her boyfreind at the time.