-but havent got a time to...
-but changed your mind and walk away
-but decided to keep it inside

i'm made this thread to let the fire out of your systems!
if you have something to say to people.. say it here! say it now!
dont be scared, conquer your fears! awww...
just blurt it out!!!

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i have this friend of mine, we used to date.. and i broke up with him for the reason that i dont love him at all. we remained friends... and he found someone else... after him,, i got back w/ my best friend but then my best friend chose to be with someone else.. so i end up being alone. i regret the day i broke up with my ex..
when me and my Ex broke up... he called me on the phone.. telling me that we should fix our relationship and that we can work it out... and yet i told him i dont want to be with him anymore.. T_T

i remember the telephone call... and i should have said...

".... yeah, maybe we can fix this. i'll love you... and i will do anything to love you... i know i've been selfish for treating you this way... but i swear,, i'll be better... i'm sorry..."

...Why do you regret dumping your ex if you don't love him? Simply because you don't want to be alone?

something i wish i would have said to a certain person " i don't need you. i never needed you. you were never there, and i did just fine. what gives you the right to be in my life now?"

You will realize as time goes on that you are better off without him and do not need the selfish bastard.
The things that you go through now will help you later. <3

Oh there are a lot of things I wish I have said. I wish I would have told off one of my past boyfriends. I wish I could have told one of the people who helped me a long time ago, thank you. I also wish tat I could have told someone who was just using me to get to my older brother that they were a horrible person for doing that. Not only that but she did that to other people too. I don't know I think I have a lot of things I don't tell people. Either because they're mean, or because I'm too nervous or afraid to.

Won't go too deep, but I wish I had told him that even if he was alone, I still loved him, before he took his life.

I regret nothing exept not dumping my ex sooner. He was a jerk and treated me like a POS. I just wish I could tell him this to his face.

Originally Posted by dieyousucker

i remember the telephone call... and i should have said...

".... yeah, maybe we can fix this. i'll love you... and i will do anything to love you... i know i've been selfish for treating you this way... but i swear,, i'll be better... i'm sorry..."

What's also really horrible is when you say all that, and mean it from the bottom of your heart, but it doesn't matter any more. It's too late.

That's the worst thing anyone can ever say.

"You're too late."

Originally Posted by SugarRos

...Why do you regret dumping your ex if you don't love him? Simply because you don't want to be alone?

because after all,, i realized,, i do love him... now.

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Originally Posted by TalkingBackwards

What's also really horrible is when you say all that, and mean it from the bottom of your heart, but it doesn't matter any more. It's too late.

That's the worst thing anyone can ever say.

"You're too late."

true.. and it is too late for me.. my ex has a girl friend now

I should have said "I Love You" to my Mom and Dad a long time ago but I decided to keep it inside. Until now, I'm still keeping it inside. I hope I can say it to them anytime soon before it would be too late.

I should've said "I love you" to a few people. I felt awful for not saying it before they passed away, and it's just not the same saying that same phrase to a gravestone.

I kind of made it up to myself. One of my tattoos is the Latin phrase, "memento mori." It means "remember you must die." It's a reminder to me to make sure the people I care about know what they mean to me now, and to never leave off on a bad note with anyone. It's why I always apologize first, why I keep how angry I might be with someone inside, why I don't start fights. There's no greater guilt than knowing that you had all the opportunity in the world to say, "Hey, I love you. You're an awesome friend, and I'm really lucky to know you," but you just never got around to it.

I don't really think about things I should have, rather than things I shouldn't have said. I get nervous and say dumb things sometimes xD

Originally Posted by unseenchii

I should have said "I Love You" to my Mom and Dad a long time ago but I decided to keep it inside. Until now, I'm still keeping it inside. I hope I can say it to them anytime soon before it would be too late.

i hope you can gather all your courage to tell them... ^^

Probably the only two times I can still visibly recall are:

When I saw someone being pushed around I had the urge to stop it, but not the courage.

And when my so called "friends" were picking on this one girl it made me alternatively sick and angry but again I said nothing. And I should have.

The second situation brings to mind that Harry Potter quote about standing up to one's friends.

But I don't let either bother me overmuch any more. I've changed over the years and won't let it happen again :3

Originally Posted by dieyousucker

-but havent got a time to...
-but changed your mind and walk away
-but decided to keep it inside

I am in love with a wonderful FTM...and I want to help him in his transition...but I feel he doesn't really see me...it's killing me. -_-

To the guy I am currently deeply in love with and have been in love with since the very end of December. I have also been in love with him before and dated him in his prior form on and off for three years...he holds our past against me although he is the one who ended it everytime. He holds it against me that I was hurt by this. I have said only parts of this to him because I can't put every way I feel about him into words...and the one time we really talked about any of it...I said something with the wrong words and now it is used against me, all the time when ever I try to re-open the topic. I would say to him: You are so unique, it upsets me when you are false because you think you need to fit in and be what everyone else wants you to be. I wish I knew who made you think that this is the way you need to be. You can't tell me that you are really only into guys and that your not looking for a relationship or a sexual partner and then stand there next to me and say I want to go home with those girls. I would be with them and they would make me Japanese food all the time. Or you at the club being all touchy feel with me and then we get back to your place and you disappear into your computer or your phone while I lay there exposed and ignored. You can't be all, "you are beautiful and sexy"...and cuddle with me and kiss me and then be all...but I don't feel that way about you and I don't want to hurt you. I feel like an idiot every time we get close just for you to throw things in my face. Because you know I love you, want you and want to take care and provide for you. I've been here for you forever...in case you haven't noticed I'm not going anywhere if that doesn't tell you something I don't know what will. I told you I don't need a title or a relationship and that I don't want to own you. But, I do want to be with you. It's killing me denying this and holding back what I feel. It makes me not sleep because you are always on my mind. You wonder why it is that I sleep like a person in a coma when ever I'm around you...that would be why. I'm content and feel whole and it puts me out like a light. I wish and would give anything to make you open up to me as much as I do to you.

(This could very much continue...but for now I think I'm going to stop here.) ^_^

There is only really one time where I wanted to say something, but I didnt because Im the quiet kind. I wish I had told her how I feel, though Ive tried on multiple occasions, only to find out she either has a boyfriend, or that she was on vacation. Hell, Ive been trying to contact her for the past 3 months to get together for old times sake(I worked with her, and we used to hang out together for almost 2 years), but unfortunatly she hasnt returned any calls, or messages Ive sent her way.

Okay, so a few weeks ago (omg, I can't believe I'm still thinking about it) there's this guy that was backstage while I was playing piano and I didn't really mind him even though he wasn't supposed to be there. But then I heard him start moving the curtains, and I was like, "Hey! Are you supposed to be here?" and I asked this because I seriously DON'T like people playing with the curtains, if it was open, leave it open, don't close it unless you get permission to >.> and then he said "No, I'm leaving, I'm leaving." Okay, so when he walked away from the spot that opened and closed curtains, I saw this light coming through and I thought "omg, please, please, please, please tell me that is NOT a hole in our brand new curtains." So I went over to check. When I got there the other guy was on his way off-stage and then he saw me standing there where he was and he was like "Geez, I'm leaving already okay?!" and I said "There's a hole in the curtain." and then he was like, "yea, right" and said something else about how I'm being racist (oopse, forgot to mention he had dark skin) and I was so shocked I was frozen for a few seconds because I was at the curtains to check on the hole T_T and before I could say anything, he was gone. If I could have said anything, I would have yelled at him, going like " THERE IS TOO A HOLE IN THIS CURTAIN AND YOU CAN COME AND LOOK YOURSELF YOU PREJUDICED [email protected][email protected]!!!" *sigh* I guess it's just plain me and my bleeding heart that I cared enough to get pissed and hurt >.>