I'm thinking about people I like that dont like me back cause I have nothing better to do. XD

Whats on my mind right now is the guy i like.
oh and how awesome the music im listening to right now is.

I don't want to think about it but I know I will and I most likely will cry about it because that's just how I am. I don't understand - I can get that I maybe am annoying and obnoxious. It's probably how he is seeing me of such, that's why there hasn't been any conversation because he finds me so. And I'm thinking about how many tears I am going to be shedding for quite a while. How there is going to be so much every night that it's going to hurt because missing him hurts. But in my head, it's to be expected. I made myself fancy him and I probably shouldn't have. I'm also thinking about how it's nearing the date when my brother got weaker and weaker until he passed in January. I feel quite lonely and I feel like there would be many more loneliness to come.

I'm thinking of cuddling up with my love.

what I'm thinking huh?

I'm thinking that menewsha should have a favourites option to mark on your favourite forums so you can't loose them :D,
And now I'm thinking of the holidays... and what I'm going to do.

What am I thinking right now?

Uh... well... I'm stressing about this semester's finals that are Tuesday the twentieth that I'm definitely not ready for, wondering what the phobia of the dark is called, thinking about a story I want to write, laughing about something that happened two weeks ago, and wondering how many people may have died in my house.

Yep... I think that's it.

Thinking of how busy this weekend will be at work. Fun.

I'm thinking about sleeping and how I wish I could be with the man in my life...and a feeling that I can't explain. Just another day in paradise.

I'm thinking about how in the world a member of my family that we have ended all contact with was able to find us and why in the world did she send us a Cubs Christmas card when we're White Sox fans :<

I'm thinking about a guy I like and how we're going to meet each other when we live so far away.

I just had my last final today for this semester and i am trying to figure out how I am going to keep busy until the next one starts.

I'm thinking about how I might get to buy Retrobot soon!!!! AND I'M SO FLIPPING EXCITED IT'S RIDICULOUS!!!! :eager: :eager: :eager: !!!

I'm thinking about love and romance and how I miss it so much.

About how funny it is that my sister is mad about a guy hitting on me when I am not responsive to him at all. XD

I'm thinking about how disappointed I am that I didn't end up getting Retrobot. :cry: It had already been sold, the seller just forgot to update her shop. :cry:

I am just wondering, where all the gamers have gone, I am in the mood for a game of some kind. Sadly I haven't heard form any of my friends off line, about game night yet.

omfg... that doll... </3 If I had the money, you'd be home for Christmas, Baby. And that one's head!!! He looks like he could be a drag queen. o_____o Oh my, he could share the body with Hiro and Cosmo. No! Must... not... get... BUT HE SEEMS TO BE GRABBING MY SOUL. I can't look away... Good thing my Paypal balance is low or else I'd have him coming my way. Wait, why is that a good thing again? D': Want... want... waaaanttttt.

^ LOL I realized that head's eyes were a leetle too cartoonish for my tastes anyways. XD (I'm still thinking about it thought...)

Oh my gaaaarshhh. SO. I just downloaded Pokemon Gold or w/e. 8D Can't wait to play it tomorrow~ Turns out I had, like, the first two games that had came out too. Not surprising that they stopped working. Sad that I never finished them, though. o____o BUT THE MUSIC IN GOLD IS FILLING ME WITH WARM FUZZIES. <33 Oh, Pokemon... How I have missed thee.

Really all I am thinking right now is about how I wish this pain medication would kick in and make my ovary stop hurting. I am also thinking about getting it taken out along with the rest of my useless female organs.

-grabby hands- Hey, hey, Person~!! I wanna see more pictures! D;< I can't tell how badly yellowed it is or what the wrist looks like or anything... XP You put "...as soon as I can" but duuuude it's been almost two weeks since ya said that. I mean, I can't afford the thing now-now, but... there might be ways I could. Hell, it's over 50% cheaper than the one I've been looking at AND it was the one I initially wanted. idk what I'm trying to say besides "I WANT EET." o____o

I think about food.

Thinking about how funny it is that my friend constantly tells me that I have anger problems and rage a lot when he's broken at least 7 computers so far.

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Look it's bob.
he's taking over again.

I'm thinking that it's about the time it should start snowing.

I'm thinking about how I really need to get kick-started on my media studies essays (I have four to do for Wednesday) and also how I need to start wrapping my Christmas presents. I'm also thinking about how much I like a certain person and how I just wish we could hurry up and go out. I'm thinking about university and how much I hope I get in to at least one, a conditional offer would make my year. I'm thinking about how nice my lunch was, and how I'm looking forward to dinner. I'm thinking about Christmas and how excited I am for it. I'm thinking about all the wonderful people I've met this year and how much I appreciate them being in my life. I'm also thinking about all the people I've lost this year, and how it's probably for the best.

Heh... it's not 50% cheaper... My math is terrible! XD But, wait, I already knew that. o_____o It's still one of the kinds I want, cheaper than I'll probably ever see again, actually in the US... BUT. I wanna see how the chest is damaged. It can probably be fixed easily like (I'm guessing) the other defects are. And I'd prefer jointed hands anyways and the yellowing is probably just 'cause of the MSC... I'm mostly just worried how Hiro would look on it and if someone will buy it or if they don't even want to sell it. It is a feeler... =/

Wahhhhhhh... I can't believe I have to go to the PO tomorrow. That mailperson must have sprinted to the car after ringing the bell. XP I wonder if it's the eyes or the head that came? I don't think the head could be here that quick, but I also don't think I'd need to sign for the eyes.