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How gross people are. Really? If I wanted to see a naked woman I would have said so so stop asking. -_-;
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What is his deal? And why is she such a raging betch; you have a job, you have a bf that's basically your perfect match, you see him more often than I see my closest friends, you have money, you're studying AND STILL YOU act like a total dick, towards me at least. WHY? I haven't done anything. Stop being negative and pessimistic when you have no reason to. I would sacrifice a lot to be in your position.
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I'm thinking about this blueberry pie that's cooling on the table, and I'm thinking about a guy that I've been talking to. :)
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I'm thinking about how irritating my editor is being today. It's like she's in super PMS mode. -_-; I really do not need attitude over nothing today.
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getting some clothes for my avi :( I have none~
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If I'll ever find a top for my avatar.
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facebook, what new profile pic i should use
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I'm thinking about why I haven't gone to sleep yet.
6am is too ... er... late to be going to bed. I'm wondering how I'm going to finish 2 weeks of homework today and turn them in. Stress... Oh well. That's what I get for procrastinating... |
Why he says he loves me, but says he doesnt want me anymore. Even if i try to make him smile so much, he never works in the end. But he wants me happy, even though he didnt care he left me in the first place. Friendship is painful when you cant have the person you love. I hate they get angry when your emotions slip, then you feel guilty in the first place for ever speaking again.
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Why I feel so ichy still >.<
Had to leave school early T.T |
Thinking if i should take a nap today, or wait it out and sleep early on a friday night.
Or stay up, and sleep in. *sigh* |
Whenever I see a bathroom pic, I just want to scream, "WHHHYYYYYY?!"
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I'm thinking about what to do today :/ cuz I really don't know
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That tonight should prove interesting...
That that person's pissing me off. They obviously don't have a damn clue what they're talking about, yet they continue to keep on talking. Bravo! Now what I should write the essay on. I have a few ideas, but I don't think I'd feel comfortable sharing some of them with a fellow classmate. Wait, whom would I share with? -tries to figure out the seating arrangement- |
Thinking about life and how you really need to make the most of it because you don't know how long you've got. About how I'm sick of being single but I'm also sick of acting like a slut every time I go out. How I'm torn between how I feel for my ex (not that it even matters since he's moved in with some new bitch that's totally changed him) and how I feel for a guy in my college class. About how I wish I could just tell someone how I feel and it go right for once. How I wish that I could be someone's idea of pretty. How I wish I could have blue hair like I've always really wanted. How I really can't wait to get my Hakuna Matata tattoo (hopefully Friday). How I wish I was what people wanted. How I wish people (other than myself) truly liked my weirdness.
As well as a whole host of other things. I'm pretty glum today. >.> |
Wondering what to do with classes...how ill get all my work done. May take another nap. :sleep:
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Peeing. Showers. Peeing in showers. How I'll never use a certain someone's shower again because of a certain suspicious silence we shared after mentioning people peeing in showers. How I don't like suspicious silences concerning peeing and/or showers.
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Now I am thinking about getting some Black Forrest cake from this bakery down the street. Darn hormones are making me want to eat everything!
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I am thinking about how hungry I am. I have a cup of coffee in front of me but my food is still cooking and watching it cook (so it doesn't burn) is just making me more hungry. Then after I have dinner I get to go to a comedy show tonight!
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I'm thinking that I should be doing my homework, but I just don't have the motivation to do so. I also don't have the time for it any other day of this week. Not to mention half of it's due tomorrow morning. Hmmm...
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I am thinking about how I am going to survive the next few months without him...and what I am going to do for a job next year while I am in community college and if I will be able to transfer out for the second semester and what I am going to do with my life and how will he fit into it and will he still want to be with me when that time comes around? My mind is swirling with so many questions...all about the future! I am so excited but also nervous from all this uncertainty...ugh...
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If I should be afraid. o_____o
"I have something serious to talk to you about when I come back. Be ready... be ready..." WHAT. COULD. IT. BE. |
I don't like my window being open. I don't like it all. If it was closed I would have never known that my tree has an eye and a skull on it while the trees in the other yards form hearts with their branches.
OH. I thought of another reason why I don't like my window open: when I yell, "HI~," people outside think I'm saying hi to them. |
That I wished I wasn't sore all over, and didn't have a headache from getting about 2 hours of restless sleep last night. And about how I wished I hadn't had that dreadful nightmare...and that I don't really know what to do. I wished I knew where my talents really were. My family praises me for my artistic 'skills' and general creative prowess, but I don't know. I know what I'd like to do, at least for a while, though I seriously doubt I have the talent and the capability to get into it. I draw okay, but when I look at the people who are actually in design studios for things like character design, etc....I don't even pale in comparison. And not just on the drawing abilities part, but my ability to produce anything in a timely fashion. It's utterly pathetic. I can't even draw a simple chibi/doodle in under 20 minutes (and that's just the sketch). I need to shut up.
Now I'm thinking that I'm nothing but a useless coward who really needs to stop crying. Why am I even crying? Cause I see the truth that I can't do what I'd like to? Well, tough nuggies bitch. That's life. Good God. I am selfish. I am the dumbest person I know. And I hate that so much. So much. I really wish I knew what to do. Sorry. |
that I feel weird and super tired @[email protected]
stupid doctor drugs~ >3< |
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