Hello random migraine, how very nice of you to visit. I hope you don't think I'm being rude, but I think I'm going to go take some of my medicine so you could go away.

In other words... owwwwww, my heaaad. Whhhhyyy?

I hate this. They said I should talk to someone in March. Well, it's March. I still don't know what to do though. I can just see how it would play out too. I would walk in, sit down, and just say, "I don't know what to do," as if they'll solve everything for me. Stay or go? I can't excel if I don't see a finish line. Then again, I probably won't be able to even step onto the track if I don't stay. BUT, if I stay, what will I be staying for? If I don't know, how the hell will they know? I hate this, I hate this, I hate this...! I'm rather fond of the idea of going because I've never enjoyed staying, but what if staying is still the best option? Ugh... There's too much I don't know. How can anyone possibly have a destination when they're running on uncertainty? I might as well flip a coin! I should flip a coin. I am going to flip a coin. Where's a coin? OK. Heads I stay, tails I go. Tails it is. Heh, there's a fish on the coin. For some reason, I've been wanting to go camping lately. Oh, it's a Washington coin. I wonder what Washington's like? I wonder if I could stay there? Washington has a nice ring to it.

What to do on here.
Played all the games to my max. All my friends are offline.
Guess I need to make new friends and post around. :3

Xylophones are very haunting. . .

I'm thinking about which camera I should get so I can make cosplay music videos with my friends and them not turning into little pixels...

My current camera is VERY crappy when it comes to video. -3-''

But with pictures, it's fine.

That's why I'm working on Rolling Girl by Miku Hatsune but Hetalia version-- With Lithuania as Miku.

You can just do it picture by picture, and it'll turn out fine, but...

I can't do that with Ugly by 2NE1. D;

I need to actually film stuff for Ugly... =P

I'm thinking about how my head hurts and how I haven't gotten much sleep lately, but that I'm going to play on the internet anyway :P Since night time is the only time I really can!

The fact that I just bit my tongue SO BAD eating jelly beans.
Never again!
-slowly reaches for another jelly bean-
>.>

I'm thinking about how I can already feel a migraine coming on for the day. I need to eat and shower. I need to go to the bank and then my daughter needs a nap. I want to take her swimming today. That's pretty much all that's on my mind. Besides that I miss Rocket Power. Lol

I am thinking about how much of a dick my ex is being right now. Honestly, if someone doesn't want my honest opinion they shouldn't ask me for it.

Uhg I'm thinking about how bad my head hurts and how much stuff I still need to get done today, but I just wanna post and get me some eggies. :cry:

I'm thinking about which of my latest crop of Pokemon to level up for the gym in Azalea Town. Whoops no deep thoughts here right now! XD

this pizza is good great fantastic oops i ate the whole thing. yummy yummy great pizza my mom makes great french bread pizza with peperoni and extra cheese. this is the only dinner that will not have any leftovers. washing it down with my fav root beer. yummy!!!!!

I'm thinking about the RP I just started for the event!

HERE IT IS!!!!

I'm wondering how I'm going to do this 16 hour shift without falling asleep at my work desk. D:

I am going to type; "I am going to type: "I am going to type: "I am going to type..." ." ." and so on.

I'm thinking about Victorious because that's what I'm watching right now. It's freaking hilarious!

Victorious? That makes me think of the comic series Runaways. One of the characters, Victor Macha, has the alias "Victorious" in one of the comics. He's also a cyborg created by a super-villain to infiltrate and destroy the Avengers, but hey, nobody's perfect...

I'm thinking about how badly I want to play some games in the event forum. > 3<

I am thinking about something I call a fadoodlenuggetbob.... and a turtle...

I'm thinking about how much i hate working at my current job and i've only been there less than a month. I get yelled at to do a million things at once so not fun. :(

How nice another nap would be right about now. And how nice it is to have the house to myself.

Josh and Jesse both IM'd "hi" to me in the last hour... I have a feeling people are talking about me or checking up to make sure I'm not dead or something.. Weird.

Right now I'm wondering what to do next and if I should start cleaning my room. But its 10 at night and i'm a little tired... so wat to do.. hmmmm.

What I am thinking about? I think I have plenty that is on my thoughts. I don't know what to do. I have no real solid job and my life just seems to go to shit every time I think about it. My mom wants me to get a job and just get the fuck out of the house once in a while, but I can't do that if I have no uncertain idea where my life is headed. My health seems to be declining or so it seems. I'm currently having mixed feelings about everyone and everything. My stomach seems to be not wanting to eat much and when I look at myself in the mirror I look really skinny. It scares me and I feel like I possibly have some kind of disease, though it's a psychological thing I am hitting bricks with. Constantly worrying about myself, my body, and EVERYTHING MY LIFE MIGHT TURN INTO! I also feel that I might be stressed but then I don't know if I am. Or I probably am but I have this underlying stress thing that I do not realize I have. I don't understand how people have this determination to do things they do. I'm trying to figure out my life but everyone seems to already know what they want to do. My siblings certainly do but I have yet to move an inch on reaching a perfect goal to achieve, to be proud of. I just have no idea where my life is headed, where I am heading and if it's a good path or not. Everyone makes it out to be that education is a solid thing, I just can't even picture shit because I am in deep shit. I want to be guided onto a path, a good path to where I am headed but that isn't happening and I have no idea where I am going. I just feel like shit and now I'm fucken lost. Deep shit lost. And this supposedly crush I had, I don't even care or really want to bother on caring. I just don't know what to feel about people anymore, I stated that before but I am stating it again.

worried about finishing my thesis. ;/