Do you ever catch yourself in those moments where you just DON'T have anything to say?

I often find myself in those situations when someone says something to or about me that I don't like.

When it's awkward;
I turn into a quiet, shy little girl and just stand there smiling for the rest of the conversation really. I know that may sound weird but it's a defense mechanism.

^This happened a few weeks ago when I was talking to my sister and her friend, who had graduated and was in high school with me for one year. I didn't know he had no clue who I was until he asked my sister why this weird freshman was standing next to them...AWK.

When it's rude;
I get kinda angry and I get a weird snarly look on my face. = >:\
But with more anger. Then I make casually rude remarks on occasion. Most of the time I just kinda stand there silent with my arms crossed; making it an "I have no words for this" moment.

^Girls in my school are bee-otches. Let's put it like that, kay?
They are NOT afraid to say anything to your face if it'll benefit them at all.
Facebook is the worst for this specifically. Thanks for calling me two faced over a STATUS, you coward. But yeah that happened a few days ago actually when a girl called me a b*tch infront on like...10 people. <3

When it's shocking or etc;
I tend to sit there and just kinda do that weird "UHH" thing people do when they feel like they were slapped for no reason. Then my eyes change directions a lot and my mouth hangs open as I stare off into space. No words come out, just weird and awkward breathing noises. It's...fun.

^HAHA. HA. HAA. None, no words.

I do get those moments. I've been slapped twice by my cousin, she's a fucken bitch to do that to me. Oddly enough I never slapped her back on those two occasion. Because my thought process was thinking if I did, I'm lesser than she is. I have no idea why she slapped me. One was because she found this guy really hot and the second, I'm not fucken sure. Though on facebook she said how I dramatically change and I'm such a bitch, I'm not. I probably have the 'uh' face mostly when I'm dazing out, like most of the days. I do not talk in front of strangers though, I can tell you that. Being isolated tends to do that to you. I'm comfortable in my own bubble and when someone literally get close to me, I tense the fuck up and oddly do this slide thing to move away. I also don't smile, I have this O face that I don't fucken know where it came from. >>;

Yeah sometimes and I really need to work on it. Like when people near a bus stop start swearing and there's like elderly and young children nearby. Even if it doesn't matter to them it bugs me and it also bugs me when I see parents bullying their young toddlers and stuff. I want to say something but I don't want get hurt physically and stuff. A lot of the people in my area use heavy drugs like meth and crack and never know about those types.

My exgirlfriend and I had a fight and stopped talking for a week and then she invited me over then slapped me across the face. I honestly had no words for a good while and we just kind of stared at each other for a bit. It was weird because I still don't know exactly what that was about since the fight was about her cheating on me anyway.

Another time was when my exhusband asked me to marry him. I wouldn't really say we really ever dated but we've always been really close so when he asked me randomly to marry him I was surprised but happy.

In awkward situations, I tend to just walk away or stare at my phone.
Sometimes I laugh but that doesn't really make it any less awkward
than it already is.

This one time my lab partner kept stroking my hair
and started sniffing it. .___. Apparently, my hair
smells like coconuts and has no split ends.
I sort of just said " :sweat: thanks? ..:stare:"
but my real reaction was ":gonk: get awaay!"

My husband's come hither look.
<_< Doesn't matter what I'm doing or if I'm in a good mood or bad mood, or even while yelling at him. I can't speak.

when hummy thinks she has said something to hurt someone's feelings unintentionally.
she gets scared she will hurt them more by explaining herself.
so she usually just clams up.
though hummy has tried to explain what she meant online.
this has not produced a good outcome.
so hummy thinks silence is golden.

In awkward situations, I will actually say, "Awkward silence..." XD

I don't have the right words to say when someone is grieving...and I really wish there were better words or things to say to someone when a loved one passes. I'm sorry for your loss, seems sooo....Minimal. I often feel like I want to say more, and really convey how much my heat hurts for them in their time of intense sadness...and "My condolences" just seems...Sooo...Impersonal.

I'm pretty silent a lot of the time, just because half the time I can't be bothered to speak. Lately though, i've started talking to some other guys from uni, and going out with them a lot. If I go silent I have half of them asking if i'm okay or what's wrong. . . So I kinda have to talk. xD

They also come out with some weird wtf stuff loads. In which case I usually just shake my head and give them a weird look or sigh or something. To show i'm not amused. xD