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I have a hard time keeping my resolutions, so I usually just don't make them. However...this time, I'll try. |
I started a bit early but I am working to lose 30lbs, in theory I'll be good to go by my birthday in June. If I do manage it - I'm going to go for 10 more lbs to be at my high school weight :) The 30 is how much I gained since I got married 2 years ago...
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I've given up on the notion of New Year Resolutions. If I change/grow, I'll do it in my own time. Without the label, as it seems New Year(s) resolutions are almost always doomed to fail.
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My New Years resolutions are not to care what people think,
and live my life to the fullest. |
Every year for the past... i don't know how many years my New Years Resolution was to loose weight. I am a big girl and have been since i was little. Last year i got to my biggest at about 500. Yes i know that is big so please no bad comments... Every year i keep saying I am gonna loose weight. I am gonna get to this size or this other size. Finally this year at work i was talking to a co-worker and she was like "Raquel Wanna join me in my New Years Resolution in loosing weight?" I really wanted to cry and scream at her but at the same time i understood what she was trying to do. I simply replied. "Ms. Wendy.... I understand i am fat and i have been fat my entire life. This year i don't feel like loosing weight.. This year I really don't want to do the New Years Resolution." She looked down, and i felt bad. So i continued. "Ill think smart while i am here with you and help you." Later that day i told my boss i was gonna get some soda and out of the kitchen i hear Ms.Wendy yell out "Some water Raquel... WATER RAQUEL.' So i yelled back. "Ms.Kate I am gonna get some water/soda....WATER/SODA." all i hear is both of them laughing at me. I know its mean but i don't feel like having my goal this year to loose weight. at the end of 2011 my goal was to get a job... and I got it right before christmas i was so happy and so excited i almost started crying. Now this year i really don't know what i want to do. I want to work on trying to get back into school and my job and trying to get a good running car .. but i don't feel like putting all my energy into something that i have countlessly fail in. as of right now i don't know how much i weight but i know earlier this year i gain more weight... everyone says that i look like i have been loosing weight and everyone is asking me what i am doing to loose with and i really don't know how to answer. This year is just gonna be a free for all. If i get some of the things i want done this year then it gets done. I would like to loose some weight but i am not gonna make it my number one thing to do. I am gonna take my time this year and figure out what i can do and what i can't. I know i might sound like i really don't have one but i have things that i wanna do that don't need a new year in order to do it. They are my goals and i hope and pray i can do them this year and if i can't ill do them next year.
You are all free to coment... i would like to know what you guys think of what i am trying to do... maybe you guys can help me out with my mind and what i can do.... oh by the way ... i weight now about 435..... I remembered that about a month ago i went to the hospital to take the fiance in and i asked if i could weight myself and thats how much i weight.. i wrote in in my check book lol.. and like i said everyone keeps saying i am loosing more and more every day. |
I don't really remember any resolutions from previous years, except for one, which was from last year, that was to quit cussing. My mom cusses like a sailor and has since I was born, so it's just in my blood I guess, lol So I made her promise at New Years last year to band together with me (no pun intended since we had rubberbands around our wrists) to stop, since I had my first child that September and didn't want her growing up around that language. We had rubber bands around our wrists and when we cussed we had to pop ourselves. I think I wore it for two days before I got pissed off and threw the thing away. Lol I don't cuss nearly as much as I did before my daughter, but I'm still working on it.
This year the cussing resolution continues, although like I said, I'm much better, I don't want to cuss AT ALL. It's not very lady like anyway. It's also to work out a little more than I usually do. I don't need to lose any weight by any means, but I'd like to be healthier, fit you know? |
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