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I have always been told what I'm not good at, I'm just wondering if there's anything I'm good at. I feel so stuck... I just wish I could be something more then just a mom. >.<

D; Awh. :hug: Being put down like that is awful. I'm the same way. Even my family treats me like that often, and I've sort of had to train myself to not care what they said.

I will say this: You're a talented avatar designer. What sorts of things do you like to do, that you've been told you're not good at? I'm sure you're much better than you think.

Well I really want to be a model but right now I'm to 'big' weight wise.
I just don't want to do anything that is normal I want to be free from being normal...
I'm a fee spirit and I feel so tied down. >.<
My husband, his whole family and my family, they don't think I would make it. The only one who supports me in anything is my three year old baby girl...

:[ If even your husband won't try to support you, that doesn't sound good at all. :no:

Maybe you should try anyway. It doesn't hurt to apply and give it a shot. To hell with what they think.

*huggles* Thank you. ^_^
You are absoultly right.

And besides, if you truly are too overweight for the modeling industry to accept, and you really want to be a model, losing weight is always possible (as long as you do it safely). I will say though that the industry is vicious and cut-throat. I believe you can make it, but if you face initial or even repeated rejection, you can't give up! If it's your dream, you can't let others stop you.

Want to see a pic of me?
I really love pic taken of me
(that sounds so vain >.<)
I've changed my eating habits in hopes to lose weight I cut out all meat

I'd love to see a picture of you!

*huggles hummy* your going to make me cry.
Thank you love for you support. <3
Here's an old pic of me while I wait for the one I just took to load up on photobucket.
http://i1084.photobucket.com/albums/...9/DSC00055.jpg

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http://i1084.photobucket.com/albums/...9/IMG_2041.jpg
here's the one I just took.
This is me with no makeup >.<

You are quite beautiful! :heart:

Thank you. *blushes*
I think so to most of the time. lol
I really need to redye my hair. >.<
my blond is showing lol

I'm glad you believe in your own beauty. :] That actually makes me EXTREMELY happy to hear. High regards for one's own appearance is EXTREMELY rare these days. Depressingly so. It makes me happy to actually see someone who knows she's beautiful. :heart:

Thanks if I could lose more weight I would feel even better.
I just have about 20 more pounds to go.
I'm happy with my looks over all though.
I always thank my mom for making me beautiful lol

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http://i1084.photobucket.com/albums/..._3037001_n.jpg
this is when I had my blond hair. I was born with this lol

Hmm. I don't really see you as being overweight at all, to be honest. In all honesty, I'd forgotten that you said you were when I saw the pictures. O.O

lol thank you ^^
I'm 176 and only 5'2
I look really good at 145, that's my comfortable weight

Hmmm. 176 isn't that overweight. But weighing that much doesn't necessarily mean you're not thin. My best friend is about the same size AND weight as you, and she's as thin as a twig. Haha.

Even so, however, I think you're beautiful just the way you are. :yes:

Thank you that means a lot to me. <3
want to see a pic of my little princess?

Hun, I don't see you as being overweight either. I think that being a mom is on e of the hardest things to do. If you're interested in modeling you should get a portfolio made and start from there.

*huggle bucket* thank you.
http://i1084.photobucket.com/albums/...9/IMG_2035.jpg
http://i1084.photobucket.com/albums/...9/IMG_2037.jpg

Your daughter is so cute! :heart:

And see? It's not just me. You're not overweight. You're fantastic like you are.

thank you. the two of you are making me blush.
I posted my pic up on a web site that I go to for my pic and this is what a girl posted.
It made me laugh.