Suo! [hug]
hi. :) how are ya?

I'm wonderful. :)
Gonna be back for a bit?

Pretty hair!

YOU HAVE A RAINBOW IN YOUR HAIR! It looks amazing!

wow love the rainbow hair

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it is just beautiful

Thanks guys, its actually a picture from...May? I've redyed my hair now...but it is a lot simpler because I did it at home...my hair stylist OD'd. :( He was really good but I guess he had issues. I was gonna make him do that to my hair again when it faded out. :<
But alas, paramedics in this state don't really carry ....Narcan ? I think that's what its called.

Anyway, sorry for sad story I haven't really shared it with anyone because I was also grieving my brother this year. #_#

Suona: I've been back, I'm just in like 2-3 hangout threads and thats it. I'm trying to spread out a little tho.

I'm sorry for both of your losses, monnie. :( I hope things get better for you soon.
I bet your hair is just as wonderful now though! At least you have a photo to remember the magic your old stylist did on your hair.

Mon, why don't you stop in UP or AP anymore? [gonk] Those are the few threads i'm in nowadays

Honestly its because people go OMG I LOVE YOUR AVATAR and then never nom me. I'm a little salty. I don't have many items so I gots to work with what I have. lol
If I had more items it might be easier for me to get back into Avatar Chat.

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Thanks, I'm doing okay. :< But the anniversary of his death is coming up right after my birthday so mixed feels right now.

I would usually get nommed here and there but then the same couple people won everything.
Just can't compete with some of them no matter how many items are available :(

Mon if you ever need someone to vent to let me know [hug]

Thank you Poet thanks a very kind offer. <3

I would nominate you monstahh I can go do that right now

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oh never mind, they are not accepting nominations right now :/

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I have not nominated anyone in most of the past few rounds so I will try to remember in the future

It happens I usually forget to nom too. @[email protected] that or they've already been nommed. I have voted a few times in the last few months tho, don't always remember that either but that i def try to do especially if i've seen avatars nommed I like a lot. :)

[headdesk] i thought i replied to this and thank you everyone. Ironically since i posted that I had an ER visit where I was in level 10 on that stupid scale they make you answer. And the doctor goes "this hurt you so bad cause you're thin" i burst into tears thanking her for being the first doctor in my life to call me thin. She was all panicked like why is this chick crying what the heck. [ot]

its kinda giggly now that i look back on it. But yeah i am not quite where I want to be. But i feel better about my body than I ever have and it makes me laugh that i'm considered obese. i have ARM muscles. do you know the last time I was able to do 10 push ups in a row before this past year. try never. eeeeee <3

That's wonderful! Congrats, Shad!

I know. :D really excited about that. i mean not the pain. But being called thin is awesome!!

lol Yes! Bad pain, good getting in better shape!

Haha. That's delightful.

Well hey obese people can't usually DO push ups so that right there kind of shows you aren't. [lol]

awww thanks poet. that helps me think positive about the numbers!

It's really best not to look at the number at all. It will only lead to discouraging you.

The best course of action is to regularly document how you feel and how soon you get tired, because your body will distribute fat different than every other human on the planet so it's hard to know anything with a number. At the same weight you may have say thicker arms but a smaller waist than someone else.

The number though, it is skewed by muscle which weighs twice that of fat. So if you go from weight lifting to eating mcdonalds you actually LOSE weight.

I got dreadlocks two days ago!

http://i.imgur.com/yTG3r4V.jpg

:D

They look much better today because they look "older" now, but I took that picture when they were fresh.

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Someone told me that I looked like a SJW with dreads, though. :s

That looks pretty good Ava.

Thanks, Poet :D

I did it myself! :D

That's pretty cool. How does one make them?

Wow! You did it yourself. Skills O>O How long did it take you?

It reminds me of the time I went to a sleep overs at my friend Stephanie's. Her mom was putting in corn roes (I think that's what the tiny braids with beads and shells are called) on her little sister after dinner. It took the entirety of the sleep over while we watched movies and played games she sat peacefully with mom.

She was done around 11 or 12 AM and looked like a princess.