Damn now I'm sad. (Non-emo)
 

My mom didn't come to visit for mother's day. She was probably busy or something but then again I don't want to seem like the hopeful boy that is in denial. I don't know what to think. Right now my life is in a bit of a jumble, but suicide is not a plan as of now and it's not going to be. I gots something I want to do before I die.

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Straying away from tradition

Yea, this is the first time. That's why I'm so sad. I'm on the verge of tears right now. And she didn't call, I have no way of contacting her. I think her phones are off.

Maybe she.....forgot? I remember i forgot my own birthday! DX that day was tragic. But don't cry!

It sounds emo to me....

*plots a cover-up for murder*

>.>
Nah I HIGHLY doubt that she forgot. If she did then she has amnesia. We're crippled financially right now. So I'm guess that she couldn't make it or something. I don't know...but I was truly expecting.

And for the record: saying don't cry for some reason makes me wanna cry even more.

I'm not tryna make it sound emo. Emo's get sad if their eyeliner is smuged or something. This is very serious to me. I'm very close to my mom and grandmother and I don't get to see the day that is for them. I also had this big ass green stone for my mom considering that green is her favorite color. no I didn't find it, I bought it and it's beautiful. I've been waiting a whole month to give this to her and now I have to wait s'more. :|

SHIT!!! This means i have to be mean now...i hate doing this but....suck it up!!!....please...I know that she wanted to be there but something probably came up and that way she couldn't make it! There is no reason to cry like a 12 year old.....i hope that wasn't too mean..

LMAO.
I lol'd at that. Somehow the tears has been sucked back into my eyes.

See my words are like magic!!!

Lol, yes srsly. You are special to me now :heart:

No it's just I know what to say when someone feels down...that and i'm on a undercover ninja Cat on a mission to the moon

:o go u!

Yes....and if anyone trys to stop me i'm going to shoot them with my lazer tail!

If it makes you feel any better my mother says she has no son XD She calls me her daughter <3

But just keep trying to get in touch with her. Make sure you let her know that YOU care, even if, for some odd twist of reasons, she doesn't

She does care. It's just that things happen.
I FEELZ BETTER NOW PEOPLE.

YAY for feeling better!!!!

LOL today is my birthday >.<

SEE! I FORGOT THAT TOO! oh wait..i dont even know you XDD

Lol.
:o
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEE LADEH!

AND YESH YAY FOR FEELING BETTER x3

Well typically it's the kids that do the visiting on mother's day, so unless you guys made plans for her to go see you, maybe she was expecting you to go visit her?

Nope not at all. And other people have been saying this but in negative ways. Basically they slandered me in their opinion. But in my situation we're in a financial ditch and right now the car is in the shop. She was planning on coming up so that's why I'm not all like "OMGSHEDUSNTLOVEME!"

Well that sucks. I'm sure something just came up and she couldn't make it.
When you get in contact with her you could plan to get together with her for mother's day on some other day? I mean, it doesn't really matter when you celebrate it, right? ^_^ It's not the day so much as she emotions behind the day.

That's what I was thinking. I'm sure she wanted to come but, yea like you something may have came up .