Oh yes. Thank you. Maybe I should go kill myself now in proof of you just now proving to me it was my fault that I got raped and see myself in that light. Thank you so much. As if this dirty feeling and the fact that I pushing everyone away wasn't enough. I appreciate this.

I mean after all. I was suppose to get raped. right? No. I never ever ONCE said that. No one deserves to get raped. EVER.

Also one more thing. I have never once stated my thoughts on the matter of abortion so putting words in my mouth is what you are doing. Want to know what I logically believe? I believe this.

If you can't take care of a child. Then get rid of it. BUT IT SHOULD NOT BE OVER ABUSED AND USED AS A BIRTH CONTROL TACIT.

Also I was being a smartass with the whole living and breathing thing. Something I do. I'm a smartass.

As for everything else, you also have proven valid points, and currently. I am in no shape and situation to go on and continue this. As seeing as I was using this to get my anger over issues off my mind and it didn't really work and I was more or less. "taking my anger out" on other people.

I believe I also said that I was sorry and did not mean to offend you in anyway.