I have been aware of my attraction to girls for a long time, but I'm also attracted to SOME guys. [lesbian with Bi-sexual tendencies, I suppose.] I finally made a move on a boy and was feeling pretty damn good about the whole concept. We kissed and cuddled and I wound up spending the night at his house accompanied by a few more friends. We both left hickies on each other's necks. [the one I left on his was pretty damn wicked.] the next morning we went to school for orientation and met up with this girl. I shared a cigarette with her and we planned to go to the mall with all of the friends that where present. I began to notice that half way through the mall the boy wasn't even acknowledging my existence...
It's not that I'm ugly. I get looked at by guys all the time...regardless of how baggy my shirts are.
Fast forward to later on that night; me and him and a few other friends where hanging out and he got thoroughly wasted, like, black out drunk. the girl was present...cute little bitch. anyway...somehow they hooked up...I was under the impression that me and hero where dating...apparently not. I would have been fine with it if it wheren't for a comment he made earlier tonight.

"I think I might be in love."

My first thought was; "Wonderful...what about me?" I don't want to sound catty...but damn. Is there something wrong with me?

I just kind of wanted to vent. If anyone has anything to say send it to me through notes. I'm not checking on this thread, like, ever.

'kay, thnx bye.

Well, if you ever decide to check this thread, I'll leave some advice just in case. I think the main problem is the type of people you're hanging out with. They're obviously not serious people. He sounds like the kind of guy who makes out with any girl he happens to be hanging out with and decides he wants at the time. The next day he moves on to the next available person. Even if he claims he was in love with that girl, I highly doubt that he was. People like that probably don't even really know what love is, they think being in lust is the same as being in love. If you want something serious, you have to look for the right people. The guys that tend to be the partying type, where they go to these things just to get drunk and hook up, are not the kind you want for an actual relationship, because that isn't what they want. Most are just looking for sex.

I'd just like to point out that girls are just as bad as guys so swaring off boys isn't going to spare you any grief.

Let me get this straight:
You bothered writing out a post in the life issues forum, a forum specifically designed for people to talk TO YOU, fully knowing that you never intend to check up on the thread ever again?
There is a blog function, you know. :\

I think this was meant to be posted into a blog.

But for some chance of you ever reading this thread again: How long did you know the boy before you ever even made a pass at him?

it happens alot, and yeah, the what about me is why girls can be worse, cause then they start nackstabing. guys just say what they think half the time, good or bad or inconsiderate. I liek obth genders, but one must understand that they just communicate differently, and people making a move on one another is something that may not be seen in the end anyway.

That's upsetting. I think I might have yelled at him. Anyone I know will tell you that I have high expectations for both friends and guys so I don't date much. I don't think I could like girls though. That's just not who I am. Unfortunately, both of the guys I would like to date are, according to my own observations and my friend's, great friends, but lousy boyfriends for various reasons. It's a little depressing.

You should have posted this in a blog if you weren't intending to come back to this thread, really.

Girls are just as much assholes as guys are, in my opinion.

I honestly have to say, I think you're being selfish. Caring only about yourself and your feelings, no one else's. If you want him to acknowledge how you feel, then damn well tell him. It's not worth it otherwise, making people play guessing games with you. It's not like he can read your mind or anything. He's probably completely oblivious.