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It might help, of course it might not either! But if you just keep track every day you might eventually see some kind of pattern, or at least have a percentage of how often you feel up compared to down.
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Nothing's changed much since last time last time it showed I was miserable practically all the time.
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I'm sorry. Did you ever get to go on that trip you were planning?
I like your little foxy! |
I looked into going but I wouldn't have been able to go from the airports near me so it would have cost more with paying for taxis.
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Oh I know all about that! When I went to Florida last year I flew from Heathrow, and my flight was at 9AM, so I took the easy option and hird a taxi to take me from door to door, didn't want the stress of having to go down the day before and stay in London overnight on my own, taxi fare was a LOT =_=
You might find a way around it yet though, HIM, don't give up hope ^^ |
I'm not really sure what I want to do at the moment. The only thing I am sure of is that I want to minimize the scar I have on my arm which looks like a burn.
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I am compleatly lost at what to do at the moment.
Everything is going down hill. The only way out I can see is suicide. No one listens to me when I say I need help parents just think it'll go away and the doctors just see it as anxiety and send me to a therapist or consellor. Neither of which work. They all just take it as it's anxiety because anxiety really makes me want to kill myself. No one will listen to me and then I'm made to feel stupid like it's some kind of insignifcant problem. I don't know what to do anymore. I would cut myself but I've lost my razor blades but even selfharming doesn't get me any closer to getting proper help because hurting myself is just a passing thing. So I have no idea what to do anymore. |
Search, there's always something, you just need to venture yourself into the world.
About wanting to be listened to, I can understand. Real-life people may be too busy to care for anyone else, but we, here, the unknown faces on the internet, will listen to you and try to cheer you up! Just believe we are more than just a post, we are people too, and we're listening! Well, reading... but that's how we listen! ;) If these guys don't work, find someone else. I shall remind you though, that the cure lies within you, and these people are just meant to guide you. If they don't work, venture yourself. It's your own mind after all, just take some steps back and try to appreciate yourself from some distance. Get some time for yourself and answer these questions: Why does self-hurting seem to solve your problems? Why does it seem to stop working now? Is it the pain distracting you? Is it because you think you deserve it? Is it any other reason? I hope I helped, if at least a bit. It takes one step to start a trip, but you need to keep walking if you want to reach the end. |
I have been to the doctors and I've got a months worth of anti-depressants so after a month then I go see the doctor and see where I go from there.
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