My mother was in a bad state last year. she had to go to the hospital. just thinking about it makes me cry. hell writing it makes me upset.
Anyways the problem was she did not take her inselen or any meds of any kind. she did not breath and threw up. she is diebetic also. my grandparent were gone and an hour away. it got worse every hour. so I called 911 and well got everything I was told. I could not stop crying. I have no father so it was just me. my sister lost her cell and I went into the ambulence. she is fine now but sometimes I think about it.

I'm sorry I'm just telling random people but I'm hoping it will help. its starting to drive me crazy. the month she was in the hospital is coming closer.

she was in the hospital for two weeks, one week I stayed but the other I was gone. My grandparents took care of us but there nothing but bastered. literally My sister and I hated them. it was hell the whole two weeks.

When I want to know is what do I do? I see a image of my mother being run by michines. I'm in group therapy but I can't bring it up.

Sorry I put this on you

that sucks! i can't even picture that happenning. I worry about my dad all the time and i'm always afraid something will happen to him.

hopefully posting about it will help you. And I seriously hope there's something the hospital can do to help your mom.

Wow.. That had to have been horrible.. I don't think I could have stood to go threw with that.. I mean.. My moms a bitch sometimes.. but.. I love her to death.. I don't think I could stand to see that..

I'm really sorry, that sounds awful. But you should be glad that she's ok now and you only had to deal with your grandparents for a short while.

Originally Posted by Vitorai

I'm really sorry, that sounds awful. But you should be glad that she's ok now and you only had to deal with your grandparents for a short while.

no I still have to deal with them. I do not like them even more since they paid for the stupid trip.

I'm so sorry to hear! I hope you feel better.

Originally Posted by ii_Panda

I'm so sorry to hear! I hope you feel better.

Thanks =^_^=

*hug* i feel sorry for you... you make me feel bad *crys*
you don't like your grandparents i like mine
you like you mother i hate mine

*hugs tight* you'll be ok.. your mum will be fine *prays*

Originally Posted by Flutychiick

*hug* i feel sorry for you... you make me feel bad *crys*
you don't like your grandparents i like mine
you like you mother i hate mine

*hugs tight* you'll be ok.. your mum will be fine *prays*

-hugs- I didn't mean to make you feel bad. and I need to breath too >.<
Thank you though. this has helped allot. >.> and you don't have to pray.

I'm very sorry to hear about what happened to your mother and what you had to go through practically alone. We had a couple scary moments like that with our Grandfather when he lived with us for almost three years because his health got too bad and Grandma wasn't able to take care of him...not that she ever did. >>
It's hard to be strong and see your loved one in that state without breaking down and needing someone to hold you up. I was fortunate enough to have a very loving family *minus the steps* and we all cared about one another enough to get along. I can only imagine your horror with your grandparents being close to if I had to deal with only my steps for two weeks...I'd run to a friend's house not being able to handle it.
Sometimes writing/typing out how you feel is better than talking to counselors so don't ever be afraid to talk about these moments with others.

Originally Posted by Dom

I'm very sorry to hear about what happened to your mother and what you had to go through practically alone. We had a couple scary moments like that with our Grandfather when he lived with us for almost three years because his health got too bad and Grandma wasn't able to take care of him...not that she ever did. >>
It's hard to be strong and see your loved one in that state without breaking down and needing someone to hold you up. I was fortunate enough to have a very loving family *minus the steps* and we all cared about one another enough to get along. I can only imagine your horror with your grandparents being close to if I had to deal with only my steps for two weeks...I'd run to a friend's house not being able to handle it.
Sometimes writing/typing out how you feel is better than talking to counselors so don't ever be afraid to talk about these moments with others.

I'm in group therapy. and my freinds had problems of there own. the worst few months of both our lives. my sister went when things got really bad but we both had it rough. I probebly already broke down. long time ago. I'm amazed I can even face my mother let alone the rest of my family. I know one good thing about it. I saw how my family loved my mother. even those those who never shown it before.

wow i'm lose for words,
that's extremely brave what you did x.x
i think you need to let it out,
if you can't really have a good talk with your grandparents,
try some other family relatives or friends,
and if that doesn't work,
you can always ask questions and for support in this kind of situation from community/social help centers. :/

Yeah, I really think you need the extra help. You are a little too upset. I mean, to be upset and shaky around the actual event is normal but to have it clinging so long is not, considering it's all very typical for a diabetic, and any diabetic can go into a sugar coma at any time. Especially when someone does NOT take their medication.

Your mother needs some sort of supervision, perhaps.

You can definitely get some social help from the hospital she was at. I know you're in therapy, but to get something from people who understand your distress over the illness. Chronic illnesses are not fun. But there are millions of diabetics, and everyone around them lives their lives. You have to find a way to let go a little.