I dont know how to end this
 

I know how to move on when something happens, and i easily accept things. But a while ago my 1 and a half year old sister past away. She had a couple of problems with her heart and brain. But nothing on the outside. She was really cute. She looked like a normal baby, But she couldnt eat, couldnt talk ( only cry) and could crawl or walk. I always think about if she was alive and healthy, And i have alot of cousins the same age as her . ANd i cant stop thinking about her. Sometimes i cry myself to sleep because i have nothing better to do. I get over it, because, like i said i accept what happens. But how do i stop from constantly thinking about negative things?

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woops sorry i accidently said she could crawl and walk, she cant.

Death is always hard to deal with.. it happens and we see how fragile life is.. We see how much we take life for granted.

This video is really encouraging:

I hope it helped you out. Things truly happen for a reason- God is good no matter what :)
If you want to talk more, I'd love if you PMed me :glomp:

If you're religious, God is your best option.
Either way, death is a hard thing to deal with, especially with loved ones and siblings. Eventually, you will move on more. What you have to remember is that you can't just mourn and be sad. Yes, you can mourn at first, but you have to remember them and honor them. Think of the good times you had, the laughs and smiles, the little things she'd do that would make you smile. You have to honor her and talk about her (in a good way). Always keep her in your heart. PM if you ever need to ^.^

It's normal to dwell on the "what-ifs". I also had a much younger sibling that died due to health problems. Eventually you move on and get past it--never past them, but past the hurt. It really does pass, you never really forget, but the persistent nagging of negative thoughts go away...

But it's part of the natural human process to think about these things, so don't think you need to be in a rush to "get past it". Or else you just make it worse later on, when you realize you never really got past it at all, just pushed those feelings aside.

You say you've gotten over it, but obviously you aren't yet. Unfortunately, healing takes time. Maybe you should take up a new hobby or something, to help get your mind off of it, though.

You are still alive and you should be happy that you are still here. Be happy to know that she was alive for a moment and that she was loved. *hugs* be happy no one should be sad. *hugs*