well I just had a major mental breakdown at school today!
and I don't kow why cause it's not like anything happened that doesn't normally, and I didn;t have to deal with anything I don't normally.

I think it might be because of this.....I think it had something to do with my friend troy and my friend matt hating each other >.< cause Matt is in my hospiality class (the class I had when I broke down) and troy walked in with me to say hello to people and I walked over to matt and as soon as he saw troy he picked up a huge knfe next to him and looked like he wanted to stab troy! I looked at him and said dont you fucking dare! (pardon my swearing!) and if he touched troy or said anything I would kill him!. apparently I looked really serious and feral when I said it cause he literally dropped the knife like it was on fire and said that he was sorry! even my friend said that I look really angry at him!

but than when I walked outside the classroom for my break and let out this scream and troy came out and was like dude are you okay? and when I said I was fine he was like I dont believe you and than made me feel really bad by saying that I hated him when I said that I hated everyone at that point! well I started to get really mad and when he was going to leave to go home he hugged me and was like if you need to talk facebook me or text me! but than he wrecked it by saying that he didn't have his phone cause he broke it (lol by the way!) and I said that he was really bad at conforting people and he laughed >.<

well for the rest of the night I was in a bad mood and really shitty and mattt kept saying sorry about what happened and asking if I was okay. I nearly stabbed him myself!!!

have you ever had this happen to you? or do you feel my pain!!! >.<

I do think this is more appropriate for the Life Issues forum, so I'm going to move it on over there. :D

Yeah, friend drama is not fun at all. I had two friends and started dating one of them. The other get jealous and I had no idea why he suddenly hated my other friend until one day he finally told me that he liked me. They'd get into fights and things like that all the time though. It's hard being the one stuck between the two. Hopefully things work out for you. Don't let it stress you out.

Damn, that really sucks. Sadly I've never had this happen to me so I can't really help you out much. I just hope that everything turns out okay in the end and if you need someone to rant/vent at, you know I'm here for you. <3

Drama sucks but its that part of life you just have to adapt to as it comes around. Give it time and things will get better.

Though.. that knife shit isn't good. If school staff would have seen that, instant expulsion, threat with deadly weapon and most likely some minor, if not major jail time. Looks more like to me you friends need to chill the fuck out.

It's okay. There are times when I get mad for no reason. I just wait it out. Or take a few deep breaths. Can't say it always works, but whatever happens I try to be patient and tell myself that it'll go. See if it works.

Well, I'm saying this for the mental breakdown stuff. Because you said nothing abnormal happened.