my dad family suckz
 

I just my life cause of my stupid father he ruin my life when i was 16 he cheated on my mom and she was not a good mom that is what i heard of course. So i dont like my dad not all of his family they dont care about us anyway so why should i care of them. My family goes to see my brother at college but not me i really dont understand it but sometimes im glad i dont to see my father but my brother is like upset for me and i understand for my brother i worry for my brother. i have to see them next week and i really dont want to go my life is so bad with them been having nightmares a lot and i really dont want to say anything and the only person knows of it is me and my mom my mom is really worried for me I really dont want to see them at all.

......I dont know what to do.

I look at people as people regardless if I'm related to them or not. If I don't like them then I see no reason to pretend I do for appearances. I don't have much to do with my mom's side of the family because her sisters are disrespectful, drink to extremes, and try to steal from my grandpa. I just don't care to be around them so I flat out said that and stick by it. They're more than aware of the fact that I do not approve of what they do and that I feel they ruin every family get together because they do.

The way I see it is if the person does no good for me then why keep them in my life? I know it sounds harsh but honestly, I'm happier without having to deal with the stress that comes along with having to deal with them being immature and irresponsible.