Tony,

I love you dearly.
I sound like an overly obsessed, childlike, vapid little schoolgirl when I say things like that. I contradict everything I despise when I'm around you because as well as I am proud, I can't hide that giddy side of me that wishes I could be your everything...although I know I'm not. But I want you to know that if there was any way I could express how much I appreciate having you in my life right now, it would take all the colors of warmth, happiness, sunsets, rainbows, comforts, and satisfaction just to paint the portrait.

I want so much to tell you this personally, to let you know you've been the relief of my inner tension, and the dispel of my personal insecurity. You made me find worth in myself when I thought I had none. You made me feel beautiful when all I saw was a lifeless blob. You made me give love when I thought I had none left.

I had to cry many nights, fight endless battles, and be alone numerous times before I could be so lucky to come across you. By chance even.

Thank you, love for being my lithe.

Dear Self,

As hard as you deny it there are many people out there who love you the way you are, so why can't you just love yourself? Maybe then it wouldn't be such an emotional battle when it came to love. How can you love someone with out loving yourself first? All the self-loathing and hate formed a few years ago and you know you didn't cause it, so why not let it go? It will help you in the end. Right now you are trying to change your body, so that maybe you could love yourself for whats on the outside. But love, you aren't looking within.

-Sincerely,
All the sanity you have left

Dear _____,

You're pushing me further and further away. I don't think you understand the fine line you are walking on. Is this you? Or is this you taking advantage of me again? Do you still care or is it all an act because you feel you owe me something? Honestly, I still don't know. And that scares me, it makes me sad, and it pushes me away. I feel like I might fall into something I don't want to do. I might go off with someone else and lose the best thing that's ever happened to me all because of..a misunderstanding? Or maybe it's true that you're finally realizing you've lost your love. I don't know. You are starting to treat me like you used to...not all the time, but still sometimes. And it's not fair to me. You know I deserve better than that. You know I deserve something/someone good. I am NOT overly demanding. If I lower my expectations any lower, I won't be expecting anything at all. Am I happy? No. Once again, I am not happy. And I'm sorry. I don't know how to bring anything up anymore. I feel like I'm always supposed to be happy, but how can I be happy when you're still doing me wrong? When you still hurt me and take advantage of the fact that I did stay after you cheated? Yes, you cheated. Stop ignoring the fact that you did. Face it, don't run away. It's what you do all the time...and it doesn't work! I thought you would've gotten that the first time. I guess not.

Dear Aaron,

Wow This is the second letter I have sent you in 6 months. I know you will never like me and I respect that. The one thing that is bugging me is that you ACT like you like me and you are dating my best friends. I just want to know if you have even thought of the two of us being together cause when I asked you out you didn't think you just said no. Apparently you wish you could like me but..... Aaron what comes after that what I just want to know. What is it about me that you don't like. I could go on forever but I have to go. Im sorry I fuck up your life it will all be over soon I will be moving soon I think that might be a good think for you you can finally relax and not have to deal my fucked up mind. I love you I dont be love like that but I don't want to ever see you be hurt. Last but not least sorry for saying sorry so much I know you don't like that.



Sorry.


Helen.

Dear Mother and Father,

There are so many things I've hidden form you over the years, and I'm so sorry. You know how I moved across an entire country, and barely gave you any notice at all?? Well, I'm not really living with Taylor and her boyfriend. I didn't move here for an amazing job. I moved here to live with someone I met on a kids chat site. And.... I'm happier than I have been in years.

Mother, did you even care how much you were hurting me every time you tried to kill yourself? What about Dad? You're the reason for every tear he has shed in 22years. I want you to know that you were always my inspiration, and that all those horrid genetic problems you have and hate... well I inherited it all. Thanks. not.

Also, I want to know. Why do you hate me? By being born, did I really ruin your life that much? Do you even love me? I've heard you say those three words maybe 4 times in the past 5 years. Once was while I was in the hospital, and the other when I moved multiple thousand miles away. All I want is for you to be proud of me and to love me. Is that selfish of me??!!

And father.... daddy......
I'm sorry I don't tell you I love you enough. I'm sorry we fought when I was younger, but you were hurting me too. did you know that? I felt selfish for wanting your love. Mom needed you more. She was going to kill herself, and she needed you. But I wanted your love too. But you were still always there for me. well, at least when I needed someone the most you were. That's more than most people after all. I'm sorry I'm so selfish.

From,
your oldest daughter

To Those Who This May Concern:

*Please grow up. It sounds harsh, and perhaps it is, but there's no excuse to be your age and acting the way you tend to do. I love you dearly, but I wish there was more you could talk about than "that hoe-bag on your WoW Server." It's the internet, it's WoW, and this person has nothing to do with your life. And while you're busy playing WoW and interacting with people who do nothing but irk you, you are missing your children's lives. They are growing up and before you know it, they will move out and you will still be complaining about "that hoe-bag on your WoW server" when you see them again after a couple years. Please. Do something for yourself. Find a house that isn't falling apart and doesn't have a landlord that would love to see said house crash down on you. Pick up your old hobbies, because once your children are gone you won't have much else to do. And most importantly, let go of the past. Your ex-husband would very much like to be on good terms with you and he's either changed drastically over the years or he was never that bad to begin with. There's no need to be so bitter. Just because you feel you're suffering doesn't mean he has to, too. In fact, there's no reason for you to suffer. Move forward and live free of the past that you've been allowing to drag you down. With Love and Concern, your Daughter.

*I really wish you guys could treat me with a bit more respect. Comments that refer to my German heritage or the color of my hair are rude and overtime cause major issues with my self-confidence. Saying things like, "Just let me do it. You suck at this" and "Well, it's alright. You don't have to do that well. You suck at it anyway" are extremely hurtful. I would very much like to know that I can accomplish something, and it would be nice if I could actually have some support. Referring to me as someone with little importance with phrases like "Furniture" are also rude and hurtful. It's just SO nice to know that you think soooo highly of me. I would also appreciate it if you guys would stop using me for my generosity. I like to do nice things, but if I need to be paid back, I'll let you know. And when I let you know, I expect to be paid back. Don't just walk off without paying. Some of you really need to rethink the direction of your lives, as well. If you're going to pretend you don't know me while your girlfriend is around and think for one second that I'll acknowledge you when you come back after she dumps you, you're way off. Friends don't ignore each other just because someone new came into their lives. In fact, I would expect friends to be comfortable with each other enough that they don't mind introducing their girlfriend or boyfriend to each other. So seriously, don't act like we're friends or like you're deserving of a hug. Hugs are for people I'm close to. You grouped me with "those people" that you decided you were done with (didn't think I was listening, did you?) and then expected a hug after she cheated on you and broke up with you. Lay off the pot, stop counting down the days until your probation ends like your life depends on the "freedom" to smoke that stuff again, get your life in order, and actually treat me like a friend again. Then maybe you'll get your hug. So, as a result of how disrespected I've felt lately and how out-of-whack my life has been feeling, I'll be taking a break from all of you. Most of you, I won't call, text, or IM. Some of you I may see in class and around campus. A couple of you I may even hang with a few times. But don't expect to see me on the usual day-to-day basis that you're so used to. Maybe when I return, I'll be in brighter spirits and you can appreciate me more as a human being instead of a free ride. From a Friend

*Seriously, dude. I don't like you. Perhaps you get that. So here's why. You dedicated the entire time that we first met to insulting me in every way possible. So here's the run-down. Being an Art Major doesn't just mean I doodle. It means that when I doodle, I have ideas. Some of those ideas go on to become actual pieces that would be turned in for a grade, and eventually sold for actual value. Art isn't just a bunch of doodles in a notebook, like it seems to be for you. It's a way of life for me. So when you insult my major, you insult me. When you insult me, you're messing with the forces of nature, buddy. So, here's a few things I'm just too polite to say to your face 'cause some of our mommies taught us better: You're socially awkward. Just because you can count and say "I need to use the bathroom" in 4 different languages doesn't make you fluent. As far as German goes, I don't even understand how you can be thinking you're tutor material. The questions you ask are ridiculous for someone who claims to be as "advanced" as you supposedly are. Learning language isn't about learning how to insult as many people as you can, too. Well, unless you want to get your self deported from every country possible and eventually killed. Learn to speak smoothly and in an understandable tone. I may not be fluent, but I refuse to respond to a question I half-heard because you can't enunciate your words. I can't believe you tutor an etiquette class. What kind of etiquette do you teach? Seriously. Back off and take some classes in basic social behavior before I'll give you so much as a smile. A Highly Insulted Classmate

*I'm so glad I got to see you again and hang out! I know things last night didn't exactly go over that well, but I'm always here for you. I really hope that real justice is seen. You should take that ticket to court. I'd totally go with you and stand up for you, 'cause that cop was a total jerk who was just after your license. There was no ounce of credibility in him. We all knew you weren't going that fast, and his insistence that "it doesn't matter what we say because you're going to lose you license" is BS. There were witnesses. 3 of them. All who say he's full of bull. Anyway, I hope everything turns out well. I really do. If you need anything, don't hesitate to call. We'll hit up that movie another time. In the meantime, try not to break your other hand in a fit of rage or anything. ;] Love, a Good Friend =]

*I'm sooo sorry I haven't been around! I missed all of you, too! I was so glad I was there last night to see my team win for once! I'll definitely be there again on Friday! You can count on it! I'm gonna try to get myself back into shape so that when I've graduated from Community College I can go take some more classes before I leave for Art School. It was so nice to see all your smiling faces and bouncy personalities. You have no idea how badly I needed it. Love, Your Fellow Black Belt

*Get yourself together and stop being so moody. The sun is shining, the weather is nice, and you need to start doing what you said you were gonna do. Get off the computer and go DO something! Geeze! Your life is wasting away while you sit there in bed typing away. And to what purpose? Nothing, that's what. Go draw some trees. Go running. Go have a snowball fight with the leftover snow in the 50 degree weather, just because it's there to do so with. Clean your room. Watch a movie that's so sad you remember how to cry. Finish your homework on time so you actually get enough sleep. Passing out on your laptop at 1AM because you're so sleep deprived and have only gotten about 5 hours of sleep in the past 3 days is absolutely unacceptable. You're a horrible role model, so stop trying to be one. Be yourself and forget about everyone else that thinks you're worth looking up to. That's their business, not yours. Have fun. Go wild and crazy. Get messy. Turn the world upside down and spin it faster than it's ever spun. Love, You.

Dear ___

I still think of you sometimes. He reminds me of you so much. He's replaced you and I'm so scared. Because his name is the same as yours. He has your humour sometimes and he says things that make me laugh so hard.
Ah. I don't miss you much anymore.
I believe I am over you.
Now I'm into him.
And that's scaring me.


Dear ___

I'm terrified.
I am. You're so beautiful, for a guy, and your eyes look so fierce. You give the warmest hugs and I've fallen for you so hard. But I left her for you. And you still love her. I can't compare to her. She's perfect. In every way. except for her hairy back. And even that's cute. I'm scared.
I want to be yours, but I don't at the same time.
You frustrate me and I don't think you like me that much. I crave your attention.
I want to kiss you.
But I don't want to lose her.
You're my vampire.. Or atleast I want you to be mine.
You excite my sense of fantasy and I want you to hold me and bite me and take me away.


Dear ____

I don't want to be yours but I do, I don't want to lose you but I'm scared.
I love you, I'm in love with you - I don't know anymore.
I want to protect you and never have you hurt.


Dear me,

You fuck up. XD Honestly.

Dear ___

I hate you I hate you I hate you I don't want to see you.
I want to hold you and I want to kiss you. I love you. Is that weird? I think I do. I fall in love too easily.
I want you to know me so well but I'm terrified I'm boring. I am boring.
I'm clingy. I'm needy. I'm broken and I hate everything. I hate this. I hate it. I'm so lonely and I'm dying. I don't know what I want.

Dear ___

You are a controlling idiot.
But you're still family.
I wish we were closer.

To my best friend and roommate:

We got into an argument last night, and though we made up, I still have a lot on my mind that I know I'll never say. I'm too much of a coward to really speak my mind to anyone.

I did not appreciate the way you spoke to me last night. You said a lot of hurtful things, and I know you apologized, I'm still hurt.

You threw an absolute hissy fit when I said I wouldn't do the mopping. That's one chore I refuse to do. I've never been taught, and I don't care to be taught. I can handle everything else. When you said you would refuse to lease with me again, that was below the belt. If that's how you're going to talk to me for the rest of this year, then frankly, I wouldn't want to lease with you either. You're not the friend I love so much, not since your boyfriend moved in. Lately, everything has been becoming more and more about you and your boyfriend, and less about the other two people living here: my boyfriend and myself.

I do blame everything on yours. Before he came along, you were so carefree, so happy all the time. The three of us did everything together. Now you're so unhappy and stressed, and he's not helping matters. I can't do or say anything that might offend either one of you, because I know somehow it'll reflect badly on me, and I'll be the one apologizing in the end. He's becoming the person I hated living with before, and I can't tell you how much I want him gone right now. You love him, and I dread stepping on your toes.

Right now, I can't help but feel that he's coming in between our friendship. Until he's out of the picture, I think the relationship you and I have is going to continue unravelling. I know he whispers in your ear when we're all together. I know he's talking about my boyfriend and me, and I know he's trying once again, to convince you to move out with just him. But the choice lies in your hands. I don't want to say "me or him", because that would most likely drive you to pick him, but I do want you to think on your own, without his influence. You're better off without him, and you know it.

I do love you, best friend. But please, don't be a sucker for love. You're smarter than that.

Me

Dear Mom,

Hey, we're going to glass beach on the 30th, wish you could be there. Join us in spirit, I'll be playing Gorillaz for you. Hey, they came out with a new album. It's pretty good. Oh, auntie and uncle are going to Hawaii for their anniversary. I'll be here by myself for a week. Hey, by the way, why do you visit everyone else in their dreams and not me? What the hell! You and dad both need to pay a visit soon. Also, tell me more about the afterlife, it's better that I hear it from you guys instead of going myself.


Dear Sensei,

I guess I could send this if only I knew how to contact you. You may have guessed by now due to me not attending for years but I'm not coming back to karate. In fact, I moved 10 hours away. Sorry!


Dear Shiny Apple,

While I can't send this due to extreme awkwardness in the future, did you ever have a girl-crush on me? I know Kiwi did, I was just wondering. If that doesn't make life awkward, maybe this will, I have had a girl crush on you. Coming to terms with liking girls is getting awkward only because I've been engaged to a guy for 3 years. Anyways, just wanted to know.


Dear Kurenai,

I guess this is a love/hate thing. We've been best friends for years, but I think that yuriness was a mistake. While it is true my fiance has given me permission to be with girls, I just don't think I can. Don't get me wrong, it's not the yuriness itself that bothers me, it's that you can't separate sex and love. You're with your man, by your context I'm not even sure if he knows you and I had a thing going on or if he's okay with it. Besides, my love was right, you do get clingy. If you want to have yuri time again, then fix yourself, tell your man that you like girls too, and see me when you're ready. Until then, me being so far away will just wreck you if we have yuri time and I don't see you for months. Being realistic, it will be too hard. I'm not moving down south again, I just can't live there anymore. While you still hold a place in my heart and my heart still loves girls, I just can't. Gomenasai.


Dear Love,

Why am I even typing this, we talk almost every day! I'll skype you tonight. I love you!


Dear Family,

I hope I can send this one day, while I feel like you will accept me any way that I am, I just don't feel like you'd believe me. You're all the biggest bunch of skeptics I've met! Well, what I've been meaning to say is that I like girls. Now while I can't exactly declaire Bisexual or not is really a challenge. Honestly, my love is the only man I've found sexually attractive (of course I love him mentally, emotionally, and in every other way). I just don't find men attractive, which is really confusing on my part. Before you shun it off, I have had a girlfriend before and I found that much more fun than being with a man. It's not like I would ever dump my love now, but if anything happened to us, you'd see me with a girlfriend after him. Another thing, I do check out girls, not guys. When I see a guy I'm just like "okay, there's a guy." When I see a girl, I check her out and think "Hey!" Anyways, I felt you guys should know. Surprise?


Dear Self,

You're an idiot, your poetry sucks, and you should just figure out what you want already. You're still with the same guy that's cheated on you, for Christ's sake you're engaged! What is wrong with you, anyways? You know he'll do it again and I'm not surprised if he's doing it now. You remember all the cybering he's done on Gaia, he probably is doing it on that new account he made after he got banned. Your mom probably knows already as well! So why is it that you're still with him? You hate the sex, not that it's bad. You hate what he's done. What is it? Is it that he was there for you every night on the phone or that he came over when your mom died? He can't be trusted. I don't doubt that he cares, but I doubt he can keep his head straight. Besides, you do so much better when you have no one else around. Don't give me that crap about it being hard to leave someone you're engaged to, it's your fault and you're going to ruin your life. I know, it is hard to even make friends with anyone out of high school or college, but that's okay. Go out, meet a nice girl. I'm sure in this liberal town you'll find a bisexual or lesbian gothic-looking girl somewhere. The only reason I say you should stay with him is to get that stalker off your back. This guy makes penis pottery in class, I wouldn't be surprised if he thought that bisexual girls are a turn on. He creeps you out enough, he stalked you too long, you don't need to provoke him. Not to mention, if he found out you were single you might as well transfer colleges and move out of town. He hurt that one girl, who knows what else he'll do. Haru, Drakkie, whatever you go by now, just watch out for yourself. Maybe you should move south again and go have fun with your friends again. Even though you sucked, you can't deny that playing Halo with the guys was fun. Go south after the semester ends, go pay everyone a visit. It's been too long.

Dear ____,

I understand that the economy is hard and you’re really hoping to get one particular job with the city, but it’s most likely not going to happen! While you’re sitting on your butt watching TV all day you’re not going to magically get a call from someone saying “do you want a job?”. Life doesn’t work that way. You have to apply!!!! Do you even remember what that is? From what I’ve seen and heard you haven’t applied at a new place in many months (since I began college). Believe it or not, most companies ‘refresh’ their applications every 3 or so months! So guess what? You have to go back and reapply. I know you don’t believe me on that since it isn’t a retail spot or something, but yeah! Do some research if anything!!

Money is tough, yes, but stop blaming me for all the food money and such going away! On average, I only eat/drink about $15 worth of food and drink that you buy a month. That’s not even 1/16 of what you get for free for food!

Also, I’m sorry about the coldness that was in the apartment! You know I can’t afford to keep the apartment all warm and fuzzy all winter long right now. Until I graduate and find a job in May I will have barely any money each month.. You know this, but do you care? Nope. No matter how nice to ‘try’ to seem about it later.

I know you love me and I love you, but pull that stick out of your ass and do what is so basic!

Love,
Joy

It is really good to have a place like this. I have written many letters I never meant to send... I think it is a wonderful idea and a healthy tool!!

I really don't have anything right now, but maybe latter.

^Agreed. It's already helping me relieve some stress ^^

Dear _________,

Why are you such an idiot? You’re sweet and caring.. most of the time, but you can be a real airhead when it comes to common sense. Granted you know a lot of random facts, but no one cares about those! They’re sometimes interesting, but not after you hear them a million times! Also, I know you’re pretending to forget about it, but you do still owe me $110. You’re going to pay me back some time whether you like it or not. For now I’ll let you slide since you don’t have a grand paying job, but instead of going out to eat every other night you could at least pay your old debts a little at a time!

Sincerely,
Joy

Originally Posted by Gutter Glitter

I wonder if anyone has any happy letters they cannot send.

Dear Jaystar.

I love you all the way to the moon and back. I'd do anything to snuggle up to your face and tell you about everything in the world and the outerworld and even in about the world where there is no world. Because of all of this, I want to tell you for the sake of just telling you. I long to hear your soft voice and feel your strong body as you sit on top of me when we play video games. Every day you're sitting next to me, I can't focus on anything thing else. And when you aren't around, I write down a long list on things and then call you and talk for hours because I need it. You are my life and love and you don't know how much you mean to me. We started off awkward and cute, but now I've grown to skip meals and sleep just so I can be with you. I hope we can be together for the rest of our lives. Just you and me and no one else.

Love Kaykay.

I could never send this because it would just scare him a bit. I almost sound like a stalker in the letter. x.x I just can't explain in any other way how much I love my boyfriend.

Dear _____,

Why way back when did you begin copying me? You’re your own person and you even said this often, but yet you began to dress, act, and be just like me! Only guess what? You’re not!! When we first became friends I really liked you. I had a lot of fun hanging out at your house almost every weekend (it seemed) and seeing movies with you, but that got old when you began wearing pure black (even more than me) and altering your ‘love of music’. Why did you dislike rock and then all of a sudden love it and can’t get enough of it? Why are you a hard on Christian, yet after knowing me a while you just slip and say you’re not Christian anymore? Yet you still go to church.

I understand the love of vampires and such, but why claim you actually are one online and say you love the taste of blood when you rarely even taste it? Only when you bite your lip or something? Guess what, you’re not a vamp! Believe it or not. It also doesn’t make you automatically cool to claim you are either. You just seem like a Twitard at that point. Also, quit pretending you’re a night creature when you have to get up early in the morning and go to bed around 9-10pm!

Also, I’m not you’re sister! Nor have I ever been!!!! Quit saying this to everyone. I mean, definitely now that we haven’t seen each other in a few years. We just not began semi-chatting again and yet you’re still saying we’re ‘sisters’? You’re retarded. We were never so close we could be sisters. Despite what you want to believe.

Why did you change you’re clothes all of a sudden? You use to dress really decent and have a good range of colors in your closet. I understand if you like black and all, hell, I LOVE it! I have a sea of black clothes, but I also keep colors here and there.

For someone who hates labels, you’re sure calling yourself a goth a lot in the last few years. I have no clue either, I mean, you don’t even do anything a stereotypical ‘goth’ does. You might claim you do, but me, and anyone else with half a brain that knows you for more than a minute, knows better.

I use to think I was just being ‘paranoid’ or ‘flattering myself’ when you began changing, but after all you’ve said and all you’ve truly changed, I’m now convinced that you need to make your own person and live your life. YOUR LIFE! NOT MINE!

Love,
Joy

Dear Fuckface,

I know I shouldn't call you that but I honestly don't care right now. I don't know what the hell happened between us.. It's not fair. But.. I think I'm getting over it. To think I almost killed myself over you. Sigh. I hope you learn not to tell people things that you don't mean. You told me so many things that were fucking lies. You love me, we're going to get married someday, move to Europe, make a bunch of babies. Yeeeah, wtf? I told you I loved you, and I meant it. You have no idea how much I loved you.. sad thing is, I think I still do. I probably always will.. :/ I can't help it. At the same damn time, I hate you. I wish that I had never met you. I wish that I hadn't wasted those three years with you. I could have been with someone else who actually cared and meant what they said. I hope one day you realize what you did.. When I'm with someone who cares and you won't be able to touch me. :)

Sincerely,
the one you lost! xoxo

P.S. Die in a fire. >:|

P.S.S. LOL, I know I'm getting over you when I didn't even take this letter seriously. HAHAHAHA, FUCK YEAH!

P.S.S.S. That felt good. o_o;

My Dearest Bed,

Your attempts to lure me to your cozy comforter, and soft pillows is at its end. Night after night I fight you and eventually loose. Well tonight I am just going to call it quits.. I can't avoid the dreams we share, any more then I can avoid the lust I have for you. You are after all my best friend. Though the coverings have changed, we have spent several years together. I know you envy my old bed, but you two are so different, even though my past bed was larger, you have three parts, and some drawers. So not only are you comfy - cozy, you are also efficient.

However we have to make a deal. You have to start letting me go in the mornings, if I promise to retire to you early, you must release me earlier then you have. Ten thirty am is just not acceptable any more. That is only fair. I have work to do during the day and your loving embrace, thought nice, is keeping me from it.

I do love you but if you refuse to comply I will be forced to spend my nights with the couch.

~ Sincerely Yours,
Anjiu

Dear ________,

i was happy, and well i,, i dont know if i'll ever be happy again. time flies, isnt it? hahaha... move on! lets just move on! things will be just.. they way they are right now... sometimes, this situation really piss me off! it kills the hell.. hmmm... should speak like that!! i should be happy... ^^ i wanna be... we've been through a lot,,, i wasnt the onyl one who went through hell,, i know you have your share of pain, and frustrations... but it will end, am sure of it. one thing that keeps me going was the future. i just cant turn back on my words now.. it just... hmmmm... i'll keep on dreaming, even if its painful, i love dreaming... i just love it. i gave up a lot of things,,, because of one stupid dream... i cant say i dont have any regrets at all. in fact, i do have tons of it.... ^^ but i cant do anything but find solutions and live my life... ^^
cant stop walking, cant stop breathing, cant stop.... will never ever stop... ^^

hahahahhaa!! guess havent written all of it in here... my head's spinning... ^^ owwwwwwoooohhhh!!!!!

Dear ___,
You have the most beautiful eyes. Really. I look at your face and I feel like I'm falling. Ah, I'm so confused.
I do believe I'm in love with her, but I can't be sure anymore. I don't want to hurt her.
I want to tell you everything. I want you to know everything. I want to surrender myself to you and have you love me forever. But I'm not sure - maybe you just excite my sense of fantasy.
Whatever is happening, your eyes. They look so sad. Everytime I look into them lately I feel as if I could cry.
I really want you to be happy. Really.
I'm sorry I just can't say what I want to, to you.
I'm petrified.

dear _________,

i was fucking useless!!! you make me feel so useless!!! i dont believe in myself anymore!!! the hell with life and the hell with it!!! everything i know... everything i believed in!!! its not easy to just keep this on going.. pretending that it'll be just fine. that you can change... thet you will change.. i loved you! and you just beat the life out of me!
now i'm back... to my depressed state!!! i fucking hated my life!!!! why is it so hard to be loved??? why do i even have to try so hard????... i want to die!! you!!! you just keep on lying!!! damn it!!!! why did i even believed you... why did i even believed you when you told me you loved me!

Dear People (myself included):

You are beautiful. Your life is special and amazing and worth every breath you take. Love yourself, because when you love yourself, others love you, too. Don't waste time around negative influences. If they make you lower your self worth, they aren't worth your time. Do things to show yourself how much you love being you, whether it's cleaning your room regularly or taking yourself out to that restaurant you've always wanted to try. It's okay to pamper yourself every now and then. You should feel good in the skin you're in. All life is Beautiful, and you are no exception. Live with love in your heart and love will find you. Laughter is a wonderful cure. Laugh often. If it seems like laughter is as far from what you feel at that moment, find something funny. Laugh at the world, feel free to laugh at your own mistakes, laugh at strange kids in the stores that like to run around and do odd things. Finally, find peace with yourself. Come to terms with the parts you can't change, and work to improve the parts you can. Nobody ever said you have to the way you are. You determine who or what you are, not books, not parents, not your friends. Love, Laugh, and Peace. We search for these in our lives because they are Life.

From, Someone Who Cares <3

Dear Earth:

I'm sorry I'm not kinder to you. I'm sorry we, as humanity, are not kinder to you. There are those before us who have warned us of the things to come if we did not change our ways, yet we did not listen. Now we only see suffering. You suffer, and as a result we suffer, too. We have polluted the waters, destroyed forests, de-fertilized the lands, and killed needlessly. We only take what we need in our greed, and in our greed we do very little to give back. We do not use our resources wisely, and we poison you with our own unnatural resources. In years to come, whatever will we do with all that Waste? Soon we will run out of hills and mountains to bury it in, we will run out of trenches and faults to dump it in. And is there even any guarantee that this is protecting us? They're thinking of covering the Ocean floor with it next, in hopes that the plates will shift and swallow it into you. But how long would that take? How much life would be destroyed, just to see whether or not such an act would cause radioactive eruptions within the underwater volcanoes? We have, indeed, reached the point where Human Life is a thing of the past, where it is merely Human Survival. We do not even know how to live anymore. Instead, we survive in our current world of greed and war by earning as much money as we can and then dying. But I want to live. I do not wish for harm to come to you, or for us to poison ourselves by poisoning you. Perhaps I was born into the wrong family at the wrong time. I hope not. I know that you are still brimming with life in some places. Please, don't ever let those die. Please, if you can, help me to help you. Not because we should provide a better world for future generations, though we should, but because you have been here much longer than us and will likely be here much longer after us and you deserve much greater respect than what we give you.

From: Your child

(I guess, in a way, I've sent these just by typing them here. But at the same time, I can't send them because I can't just mail out a billion+ letters to every single person alive. And I'm not sure how I'd send a letter addressed to the Earth. XD Anyhoo, I'm totally sincere here. I'm going to do my best to love myself more and respect the Earth. Hopefully, others can as well. Peace and Love, guys! =D )

Dear __________,

Hello. It’s been a while.. or just a few days. We haven’t talked much in such a long time, we seem to just go to our friends or keep silent. I know you better than anyone, and you, me, even if we hate to admit it. Hell, even though we know each other, I guess we don’t know one thing either, or else I wouldn’t be writing this.

Lately I know you’ve been feeling a little weary about school and money, just like me, but just remember that you’re graduating soon! Soon you won’t have to worry about money and you’ll be able to get that dog you’ve always wanted and even move out! You’ll have so much fun decorating your place. I’ll help, haha, of course. I know how bad you are at coordinating. With my ‘neat clutter’ technique it’ll be a snap to get all your stuff into a small apartment. I’ll even bring the disco light!

But this isn’t about having fun.. I wish it was. I want to say I’m worried and I’m scared for you. I know things are getting better, but you’d never admit that you’re scared too. Worried that the future holds nothing more than a rock hard routine and boring paper pushing, but there’s so much more! Wait until you find that perfect someone. Yes, the love of your life. I know you’ve been looking, though you deny that too all the time. Your last love was a two-faced jack***, please don’t think of him, or even the girl for that matter. One day they’ll die a painful, unexpected, embarrassing death and you’ll just get to laugh.. Even though you wouldn’t know about it until you’ve passed yourself, but I think you know this all too well. I’m proud that it took you a minute to remember even his name last time we spoke. I’m so happy for you! It was a hard time that I knew you fought through to forget and grow-up.

That did change you, I noticed. You, dare a admit, were too gullible and childish back then. Though I hate you got hurt so bad, it did smack you into the present and reality. I’m happy you were able to keep most of your childish traits, don’t get me wrong, I’m just happy that you now think more on certain situations and you don’t trust someone wholeheartedly after only knowing them a short amount of time. I’m even happy that you’ve been releasing your temper more often and not just being polite all the time by keeping your mouth shut. It’s unhealthy to hold all that inside.. I’m sure it built up so much since you were a child it hurt inside. When you get mad at me for saying something stupid or not doing something, I know you’re trying to hold back, but I deserve it, so let it out. Just be ‘nice’ about it. I’ll forgive you, you know I will, because I understand.

I have to admit though, I miss it when you were carefree, just trying to have fun while getting stuff done. I also know that you’ve put a stop on all your plans to just begin building a better life for yourself. I couldn’t be more proud of you and I wish you could hear me better. Stop blowing off the nice things I say since they’re all true!

You’re one of the sweetest people I know, regardless of your demented side. Haha, some would think that’s cute, just so you know, so quit hiding it! I know you want it to come out and show all the time, regardless of what people would think.

I love you, of course not romantically, and I just want you to have a happy life. Please just relax and let the flow of life take you where you want to be.

Much love,
Joy

Dear Myself,

you have to be strong. not for others, but for yourself. you're vulnerable, you are too trusty, too naive. you have to watch over for yourself from now on. dont believe on people so easily. this world is contaminated with liars and they dont stop. just put in mind that there is a beautiful future ahead of you. and you will reach it. work hard. forget the people who've hurt you. they are just a part of your life to make you strong. dont dwell on your failures, dont blame yourself... everything has a purpose. people you met in the past comes and go. they never stay. so love yourself,,, dont think that you need others.. live for yourself, and achieve your purpose no matter what the cost

Dear _______,

DUDE, stop acting like you're so cool. I mean, really, who are you trying to fool? You look like a twelve year old who's trying to play with the big people. I know you're better than that. YOU know you're better than that. I hope we can talk more in the future. I want... to get you know you better. It'll be nice. c:

Love,
Duchessy.x


Dear _______,

Would you PLEASE stop whinging, whining and complaining for a day?? Or at least for a second, that would be nice. My ears are bleeding. I know you have problems but we all do, and I try my best to help you but sometimes you just go on too much.

Duchess.


Dear _________,

Hey you! Yeah, you. No one likes you. Yep. SURPRISE!

Duchess.

P.S. Pull your top up a bit. No one want to see your boobs falling out.
P.P.S. Would you please talk normally for once? Stop putting on that baby voice! ARGH.
P.P.P.S. You try too hard... just be yourself. And do you have to cling?!

Dear Period.
Start already you are freaking me out.

Dear Ryan,

I guess I could've told you in person, if I'd done it a long time ago. I could've told you how much respect I had for you, how much I loved reading everything you wrote, hearing what you had to say, and listening to your music. I think I told you once that I appreciated your commentaries on my own writing, but I don't know if it got across to you just how much I really respected everything you said about it, and how honored I felt that you, of all people, enjoyed it. Your opinion meant so much to me because you were totally on another plane above the rest of us. I don't know what it was about you -- you were like Superman.
Which is why it hurt so bad when I found out about you and Skye. My God, I cried. You probably laughed at me from wherever you were. You're probably laughing now, 'cause I still can't talk about you without getting tears in my eyes. You'd tell me I'm being a pussy if you were here right now. You'd tell me your thoughts on what happens after we die. And probably about what to do in case you turned into a zombie.
I just keep reliving the last night I hung out with you. I should've called you my brother. I should've told you I loved you, that you were an inspiration to me. If I'd known it was the last time, I would have gathered the courage. Guess I can't let those opportunities slip anymore, can I?
Even if it would make you think I'm being a pussy.

I'll meet you in Heaven, dude.
Much love.