I'm alone all the time... I have no real friends... all are online... I don't have good enough grades to go into college... and my own family doesn't believe in me anymore. I have a feeling that everybody I come across hates me... and I don't know why. I believe I found the love of my life... and he says he loves me back... but if he saw me for the first time... I'm afraid he will hate me also. Everyone thinks I'm crazy cause I love the water so much... sometimes I wish I'd just drown and never be seen again. I can't stand the loneliness.. can't stand being myself...

Aw greta you are not alone.If anything you always have us here even if we arent with you in person we are with you in spirit . Friends are friends no matter how or where they are. Concerning the love of your life , im sure he will adore you. Give it a try and you might be suprised on how things turn out, you wont know until you try :)

Thanks sly! That was very helpful! ^^

First. *hugs* Even if they are online, your friends care about you. And before worrying about what anyone else is thinking about you, you need to try and believe in yourself. Once you start feeling confident about yourself, then other people will see that.