I don't take boredom well, and my life is so boring it's making me suicidal.

I hate my friends and I hate my life. It's boring and I contribute nothing to society. When I tell my parents how much I hate it, my mom tells me I had the chance to move (I did, to a crappy city where her mom lives, ew), and a new school (it wasn't a traditional high school, and it kind of locked me into a career I wasn't sure about at age 14, so I turned down my acceptance). My dad just laughs. I hate it. I'm useless. I should seriously off myself. Wouldn't make a difference. No one'd notice. Except the kid I beat for the top of my team, and he'd dance on my grace (we didn't get along).

I don't know what to do. I want to start over but I can't. HELP!

Don't kill yourself. You still have your whole life ahead of you, right? Live with your family until you can move out, but focus on achieving your goal to just get away. be determined, pick somewhere else to go, and make it happen. Save up money, finish your education if you haven't already.

One good way to feel useful and make new friends is to go volunteer somewhere. Be a candy striper or walk dogs for the elderly.

I used to feel the same way, I sometimes still do. You just can't let the boredom get to you. I'm with Blondheart on this one. You just need to find somewhere where you can be useful. I think once you get involved with something, no matter how small, you'll begin to realize how important you are

I think that way sometimes too. But then I thought, why waste my life if I haven't even lived it yet? There's still so much for you to do out there, so much more things you haven't experienced yet. If you get bored, try to get involved in school or in activities in your neighborhood. Or get a summer job. Just something to get your spirits up a bit. :)

EDIT: Ah sorry, I dunno how that got double posted. You may delete this one.

Unfortunately I'm 14 and the only place that will hire me is out of walking distance, and my mother refuses to let me use Dial-a-Ride, which is the only public transportation.

I'm not allowed to volunteer either. My father think's it's a waste and I have no ride anyway.

Besides, I've pretty much fucked up any chance I have of making friends in this town. I'm too loud, too awkward, too goofy, too smart. No one wants to talk to me. I'm alone and I fucking hate it.

You're just 14, you haven't seen a lot of the world yet. No one may want to talk to you at your town, but there's someone bound to talk to you somewhere. It's not the end of the world dear. :)

Sweetie, I know exactly what you mean though that feeling has come to me later.
For one thing You dont hate your friends, youve just grown up faster then them, believe me more friends will come and its wrong to use such a harsh word when it concerns people who care about you. I dont think youve noticed yet how fast the years can go by, focus on your friends while you can. If they dont make plans to go anywhere you have to realize if you want fun you have to be the plan maker.
If its really bothering you that you cant help out and get out of the house, Id continually bring it up with your parents about volunteering. I myself am a Candy striper at the hospital near my house which though I admit dosent give me alot of work, I meet all sorts of people. Mostly adults sure but they are really funny and fun to talk to. :3
Otherwise my only advice is, to just keep going despite how you feel. Its pretty much what I do. This past year I grew so tired of my life that I literally threw myself into extracuriculars at school. First semester was marching band and second semester was plays with our drama department. Now that is a great way to meet new people, trust me. You dont even really have to be good at acting. I got only one lead role in a play and it was a lame role. Otherwise Ive always been ensemble and it was always worth it. The years will pass by faster that way and next thing you know youll have another chance to start over in High school and then in college.

Maybe you should get a hobby. I know that sounds, well, over used but it works. It seems like you need to have something to live for right now. Even walking into a park ploping down on the grass and doodling might interest you. As for your friends, I'm going through that. I think I hate them but the truth is I think I'm getting more mature then they are. If you really would like some buddies, try making friends a tad bit older then you. (unless they turn out to be less mature then you, then that wouldn't work) Killing yourself off isn't a solution! Your parents sound like my mom. She wouldn't let me do ANYTHING. Take baby steps, or if your patient enough, wait until your a tad bit older. =]

Ah, I feel bored a lot of times, too.

One great way is to pick up an interest - and don't you don't have any, because everyone does. Find a hobby. Are you good at drawing? A good computer user? Perhaps, good at sports, such as basketball, running, etc? You may like the simplest of things - such as reading in your spare time, or doodling on a notebook. Turn up the radio. What's your favorite singer? What genre of music do you like? Get jamming.

Go outdoors - take a walk, nice breath of fresh air. Are you a clean freak? Clean around the house -- feel better about yourself. Organize schedules, if that may help.

In fact, get creative! Go on vacations, go to Tahiti, go to China. Find something that amuses you. Do you like animals? Visit a zoo. Like fun and games? Try the amusement parks.

What I just typed out was the few of millions of activities you can do -everyday- of your life. The more you think it's boring, it will become even -more- boring. >O<