Hey, sorry my fiancé came and stayed with me last night. I'm all right, she's still hanging on but my Dad said she doesn't seem to be in pain any more which is good.

I've got past level 20 a few times, you get 100g for that. When I got to level 17 I got 70g.

Good morning!
How are you all today? =D

@jecy
Well... here it was 4.28am when you wrote your post... even I was in bed at this time! xDD

@Jeanie
I'm glad you are okay. I'm sure your fiancé helped you a lot also. It's good to have someone you love with you when someone other you love is leaving...
I was very lucky to have my boyfriend holding me when it was time for my father to go... the time was hard for both of us, because he liked him very much also... u_u
It's also good that she's not in pain... that's always the most important part of it...

How can you all make it to lvl20? x_x
I've got one time to lvl13 and that's it... now they have made the game even more difficult, so I can't go past lvl8!
Yesterday I only got 15gold for playing... >_>

I don't use any others but the net people.

She's gone now..

Thanks, Jecy.

I'm sorry, Jeanie. But she's at peace now.
Now comes another hard part... Funerals are difficult to get through.

My brother sang the Lord's Prayer at my Mom's funeral. I don't know how it did it. He has such a wonderful voice.
I was just bawling at the end.

Y'all... I'm so sorry Jeanie. I do recall how difficult it was for you - and her - during her illness. Hang in there.

My first husband died almost 4 years ago, and there are still times when it catches me off guard. Took a while to go through everything and determine what we'd keep. It's not an easy process, but I know you will get through it.

Oh, I just came to look once again before I'm going to bed and I'm so sorry... T_T

Jeanie, I hope you are alright... I know it's difficult, but like Jeannesha already said: she's in peace now...
If you need someone to talk to... we are here... and we all know how it is to loose someone... *hugs*

@Elmira
I'm sorry about your first husband... that must be one of the most hardest things, to loose the man you love... the only worse I can imagine would be the loss of a child... T_T
*hugs* Now I'm feeling in the mood for hugging... ._.

I'm going to bed now... see you tomorrow... *hugs you all once more* good night!

My brother rang earlier, he'd only been gone about an hour and half, to see if I was ok and if I wanted him to come back round for a while.

We need to sort that out, the only funeral I've been to was my uncle's and that was only about 4 years ago. I know we're going to have her buried because she always said she disliked the idea of cremation and she wanted to be buried under a tree so we're going to see if we can find somewhere under a tree because she can't be buried with her mother because they said that grave was full.

You know my uncle hasn't even rang to check how my mum is, she was their mother and he wasn't around when she died, he could have seen her before she died but he didn't bother he went oh I'll see her on Saturday and he's not even bothered to even ring to see how his little sister is. :stare: He does make me angry sometimes.

Well, your uncle will have to live with that. Some people just can't deal with even the idea of death.

He only got back from Spain today he knew she was ill and he knew she wasn't getting better and he said he wasn't going to cancel his holiday for anybody and he's meant to be going to the lake district on Saturday, I think he'll probably still go. He's been taking advantage of her for years, he's been staying with her he's in his 60s and she was doing his laundry and cooking for him even though she needed a new hip and when he took her shopping he just sat in the car and let her go round the shop alone, the only thing stopping her from falling over was the trolley but when he took his daughter shopping he went round the shop with her.

I'm glad my brother isn't like him.

You can't do much about your uncle, but you can influence your siblings.

We're all really close now.

Me and my brother are twins but we weren't really that close when we were kids but since he moved out we've gotten closer. He still likes to treat me like his slave when he comes round. He stayed at mine till midnight on Tuesday so I wasn't alone too long because they didn't think she was going to make it till Wednesday and said I could ring him and he'd come back if I wanted. His girlfriend had work and their dog was in the yard and starts barking if she's out too long and the neighbours have very young children so he couldn't really have stayed much longer.

Hes a good brother, but don't tell him I said that. His head is big enough as it is. :P

How interesting! I had a twin, but he died at 6 months old. I often wonder what it would have been like to grow up with a twin.

What's your brother's first name?

Arthur but he prefers to be called AJ. We were just awful when we were little always fighting. He used to steal my dolls and undress them. He's got a heart condition so I could crawl before he could and my mum is always telling me he used to launch himself off the chair as I crawled under him so he'd squish me and I couldn't crawl around any more. Apparently we were really nice to each other at school in the beginning, if one of us was crying the other would immediately stop playing and give them a hug. I used to do his work too, that got us put in separate classes. :XD

I did have a brother almost a year and a half older than me. I was always trying to catch up with him. If I had a twin, it's possible that I would have been the one on the outside, and both of the brothers would have joined forces.

My twin's name was Jeffrey. Jeanne and Jeff.

He does have the maturity of a 6 year old most of the time. I don't have any other siblings.

My Grandma always thought me and him have one of those twin things because he had surgery to replace a valve in his heart not long after we were born and I would not stop screaming all the time he was in theatre. He wouldn't go to sleep, apparently, unless I was next to him in the hospital cot things after.

Of course, we can't remember what it felt like in the womb.
Wouldn't it be great to have memories like that?

My mum didn't know she was having twins, they only ever saw me on the scans. :XD Mum always says he was hiding behind me. Now I'm 5'1 and he's nearly 6' tall. :lol:

We were over a month early, they gave up putting clothe on us because the new born ones were way too big and they spent ages putting my hands in them and I'd just move and my arms and legs were all in the body part. My mum likes telling us about when we were born.

There's a photo somewhere of my brother with a bucket on his head. :lol:

Oh, how cute! I think twins are something really special. I would like to have twins someday, but not at first... ^^"
Maybe I'm so addicted of twins because of the books I read... in the whole story there were 2 pairs of twins and they were so cute.
Oh, and I love it when children, especially twins, have names beginning with the same letter! Jeanne and Jeffrey are very, very cute!
Somehow I like names with C very much - and this time it's not because of the books! xD" - I thought about something like Collin and Ciara, which was not very common here, but now there are a lots of little girls named Kiara... >_>
I like the name Kiara because of the second part of Lion King... xD" I'm such a childish girl... ^^"

Well... I have a younger brother and long time we didn't get along very well. My parents promised me a sister and then I had a brother and I hated him for not being a little Julia, but a little Fabian... xDD"
I was such a selfish child... x_x
But now, since I moved out and especially since my father had died, we like each other very much. We don't fight and scream with each other anymore and I like that very much. But I have do admit he's very grown-up for his age... I mean he IS grown-up now, he got 21 three days ago, but he was also very mature with 17-18... The death of our father has made him even more responsible... he used to be bad in school and in the last 1-2 years he got very, very good. He was one of the three best students in his class and I was very proud of him. =)

Me and my brother are 21, 22 in November...Christmas is going to suck this year isn't it, my Grandma was the only family member that was always here then.

My brother is technically younger than me, I was born 15 minutes before he was, but he acts like my older brother sometimes. I think my kids will have twins, my Grandma was a twin but her brother died, she didn't have twins but my mum did. So if I have a daughter she'd probably get the twins. :XD

Yeah... our first christmas without my father sucked too... u_u
But more than that sucked the christmas before he died... he died on the 20. of january and was in hospital since a week before christmas... and when I'm thinking about it... I guess I knew that he will not come home again... he was lucky two years earlier when the doctors didn't give him any chance, but he made it... this time I couldn't hope for such luck again...
But it's interesting... after a few days I stopped crying and I was like... don't know... frozen inside... that's a very strange feeling... but when I was in hospital for visiting I was always crying... I couldn't stand seeing him there... he couldn't even talk... and I think one of the last things I said when he was awake was something like "I'm sorry, I'm not that talkative like mom..." - stupid, isn't it? -_-
I was so angry with myself for that... I sounded so cynical, because it made me angry that I couldn't talk with him, only talk to him... >_<
And shortly after this visit he tried to get rip of the tubes and that's when they made him sleep... and then he slept for his last 5 days...

Oh sorry... how did I wander off the point that much? x_x

Well... I was 21 back then too... now I'm 23, but I think there isn't any difference... once you are over 20, it's all the same till you reach your 30ies... xD"

In my case the worst time was 2 months after this... at first I had to learn for many tests in the end of january and then I needed the whole february for learning again for some tests in the beginning of march... then there where easter holidays the last two weeks of march... there wasn't anything to do left... and I felt in a hole emotional... I cried so much in this two weeks... *sigh*

I'm straying from the subject again... x_x

I haven't really cried that much, like properly, like I get tears but then they don't come out and then nothing for a while.

They told us she had 2 days in February, twice, then they let her come home for 4 weeks and she went back in and they found she had lung cancer and when they told her that she refused eat anything.

My parents have just got back from the funeral place. My mum keeps pretending she's not crying or trying to stop herself from crying when I'm around.

I know that feeling... I cried only little when my father died... then it all came up a few weeks later...

That's hard... the feeling to loose someone again and again... but I guess the doctors have to say it because otherwise they would get punished for making the people believe the patient wouldn't die...

Your mum tries to be brave for you... that's nice... but the shouldn't... if she can cry than it's good if she cries...

I can't cry in front of mum, for some reason I'm not trying to not cry but I just don't until she's gone.

:| Someone is saying they're my cousin and I don't know who they are. Apparently, they think it's funny to keep insisting that they're my cousin and telling me my Grandma is dead. I've put them on my ignore list.

Jeanie, you have to be very careful.

Once the death notice hits the paper, all kinds of people come out of the woodwork.
Many times it's scams, fake relatives, etc.

It's possible that this is indeed a cousin, but don't you think you would know who your cousins are? Just be very careful.

Yes, twins often skip a generation. I think my Mom's mother or aunt was a twin.
One of my Mom's sisters had two sets of twins.

Unfortunately, I never had kids, and my sister had two boys, so that's the end of the twin line for us.

My Grandma only had 2 children, my mum and my uncle, and my mum knows the family on my Grandma's side who my Grandma knew. My uncle only has 3 children and only one is a girl and she's in spain and almost 30, this girl types in chat speak and asked me my name first. Plus there is nothing on this site that would show them who I am. None of my family besides my mum has my e-mail address.

She isn't even registered as dead yet, they said they can't do it till Monday, apparently you have to have an appointment.

I've reported her as harassing me because I asked her nicely to leave me alone and she wouldn't. We know all the family we give a crap about so anybody else claiming they're family that we don't know will not be believed ever.