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hello everyone :D

*waves*
I am totally in love with someone i shouldn't be in love with lol. *sighs*

@ Keska : Lols. xDD;; It was just a lucky guess~ =P

@ leasfy : Hihi there! :3 Nice to meet you~ =)

@ Chi : Awws. :< *huggles* That's hard. =\ I won't ask, since you deserve your privacy, but I hope that things work out somehow.

Lol they prob won't. But heh i can dream? xD

leasfy: Hello. It's very nice to met you.

Ryl: Well, your lucky then. XD

Roachi: Aww, I'm sorry to hear that. *hugs*

Aww. :< Well, if it's not meant to be, then that just means that there's something better out there that's meant to be. =P At least, I'd like to think so~ ^^;

*huggles everyone again*

Lolz~ xDD;; <3

*spins through the thread* XD

*watches Seito spin*

The spinning makes me dizzy. XD

@Nae - Your right, i believe that too. But you know how your hooked on someone and you just can't stop thinking about them. I wish that there was a switch to turn that off xD

Yeah, I know what you mean. I've never experienced it personally though, and my friends joke that it's because I'm too picky about which guy/s I pay attention to in that sense and that I'm too high-maintenance or something. xDD;;

But, anyhow, blame hormones for that switch that never turns off. 8D;; Lolz~

Lol well it's good to be picky i guess.
And it's good to not be madly, head over heals for someone, coz in all seriousness it drives you insane xD.

I guess... But it's hard too. =\ Especially when I have to reject someone cause I don't feel the same way. It's only happened twice that someone flat out confessed to me that they wanted to get together and be a couple and stuff, but it's always hard to say no. It makes me feel so bad that I don't reciprocate their feelings. ;_;

And lols, I think I'm already too insane from helping sort out my friends' love lives. 8D;;

Yeah but what is the better thing? To lead them on pretending you do feel the same, making them fall deeper in love with you. Or to make it less painful by being upfront from the start?

I hate people who lead people on and play with their emotions. Yeah okay, it's not their fault they feel that way, but if you don't feel the same then atleast be honest about it. That's how i feel on the matter anyway. You just can't force someone to love you, and i wouldn't want someone to go out with me coz they felt bad. So i think you've done the more honorable thing Nae, good on you =].

I've been called mean because I used to do the same thing. I wasn't going to date someone if I didn't feel anything for them. What's the point? But everyone said it was mean to say no and that I should have dated them. Some times I honestly think people are too cruel. If they were saying that to me that meant that they have to have done it themselves. I don't know. I just don't know.

But I agree why date someone who you feel noting for? It's not right.

Well i'd rather come off feeling mean, then make myself bad and in turn make them feel even worse when they find out how i really feel about them & that i've just gone out with them because i didn't want to "hurt" their feelings. Honestly, what is gonna hurt less? I don't get why people don't see that.

If it was me, i'd rather have the short less painful version. Then fall head over heels assuming someone feels the same and find out later that they never really did.

I agree with you. To me it's less cruel to be honest. Especially when it comes to someone else's feelings. Sure at first it may hurt but you'll eventually get over it. I'm speaking from experience. XD Then you might met someone even better and who feels the same way about you that you do about them.

But yeah it's too mean to play with someone else's feelings.

Thats right i've been in that position too lol, and i'd rather have it short and fast. Then dragged out lol.

And i agree, it really is.

Yes, I completely agree on that. Leading people on is one of the worst things you can do to a person, in my opinion. It hurts more at first, but it's the lesser of two evils in the long run.

It doesn't deter from the fact that it's still hard to reject someone though. >.>; Like, I found out recently that a friend of mine was interested in me. He doesn't know that I know though, and, like, I can't just approach him and tell him no. Especially since I don't see him that often (his college is far from mine), and if I would reject him now I can only do it through email, YM, or text. Which, btw, I don't wanna do. It's unfair to him, if you ask me. =\

AHH. I dunno. @[email protected] Right now I have other things to attend to before this, so, I'm not letting it bother me. ^^ I have a big inkling that he knows I don't feel the same way, but, we'll wait and see~ I'm sure as hell not going to be the one to bring up the topic, at least. xDD;; It's not my style~ =P

Why is Chi nakie though? o_O;;

Well he doesn't know that you know, so i don't think you should worry about it lol.
You need to start worrying when he knows you know, and then it starts becoming this huge thing lol.

I was nekkid coz i was trying to decide what to wear lol. I keep going back to the same things xDD.

Yup, exactly why I'm not doing anything about it right now. ^^; My friends tell me I should approach him and end it already, so that it won't bother both of us anymore. But, in my opinion, I would be kinda embarrassed and stuff if my crush suddenly approached me and told me that he knew I was crushing on him or something. =\ So, I wouldn't wanna do the same to him. ^^;

Sometimes I wonder though why I never reciprocate these kinds of feelings though. =\ The most I've done is find someone hot and smile when I think about how hot he is. LOL. xDD;; A crush? Not really. =\ And like? Umm... no, I guess. >.>;

Well, okay, I have liked someone before. =| Well, two people, actually. But, they both don't count, cause, my relationships with both of them were kind of... strange. And impossible. =\ I would elaborate more, but I dunno if you wanna hear it. ^^;

And ohh, I see. =O No wonder. =P

Not only that, that is just super weird. You don't just go up to someone and do that, xD Unless you hear the information first hand. Otherwise that could be an awkward situation lol. Especially if he turns around and goes "what the hell are you on about?" xDD

You've never fallen for someone? Wow, that's amazing.
You are attracted to the opposite sex right?? ;)

Elaborate if you wanna share, i don't mind lol.

Exactly why I haven't approached him yet. 8D;; I got the information from a reliable source though, so I'm pretty sure that won't happen. =P Besides, I've kind of noticed it myself. ^^; Although, it was only when someone confirmed it for me that I realized just how obvious it all was. xDD;;

And yeah, strangely enough. =P I've never experienced falling in love, if that's what you mean. Love is such a strong and special emotion for me. I don't just fall in love left and right. Liking someone and loving someone are two VERY different things for me. ^^;

And LOL, yes, I am! 8D;; I'm straight. =P Like I said though in my previous post, I've liked someone, but I've never loved someone. I don't see how that questions my sexual orientation though. xDDD;;

And... well... the stories are kinda strange. ^^; I guess those two times are part of the reason why I'm a little more hesitant about relationships nowadays. xDD;;

Still i wouldn't say anything until he actually said something himself, or got one of your friends to say something.

Well i don't fall in love left and right either lol, and they are two separate things for me too. Sometimes though you think your in love with someone and you don't actually realize until your out of that situation - that you really weren't.

Haha i was kidding, hence the winky smiley lol.

Ohh okay, well if you don't want to talk about it i won't push you lol.
But in all seriousness, every relationship is an experience. So don't regret them & i hope you learnt from them =]. As i have with all of mine, and i think i've come out a better person because of them. It's that saying "i wish i knew then what i know now" lol

True... We'll see then~ ^^; No use dwelling on it now though. xDD;;

And yeah, true too. =P Although, like I said, I've never been in love, so I've never experienced what you mentioned. ^^;

And yeah, I guess... Those two were weird relationships though. =\ We were never even together together, if you know what I mean. ^^; They were both... complicated, to say the least. Yeah. >.>;

I can share one, cause the other one is weird. >.>; I shall PM it to you instead though~ ;]

Okay, as in it was a relationship of sorts, but not physical?
Coz i've had that before ... when i was younger though. Weirdest thing about that is, i still have strong feelings for that person. Even though we never "got physical". Strange how you can feel that way about someone after so long, and after nothing but words that have been shared between you.

And okies =]