D: *huggles*

So how are you today? :3

Pretty good. I remembered to take my anti-depressants today, so it was a large improvement over yesterday, because for some reason, I forgot. And ended up depressed and feeling bad about myself and wanting to cry all day. I don't know how I forgot. >>; I always take them early in the morning, and have been for months. Stupid slipping out of routine! DX

Alsoalsoalso... We get to choose a book to read and do a project on for English. o: It's supposed to be a book we haven't read, but I am totally doing The Sight. XD It's so exciting! And we're sketching the designs for our sculptures in art class. The art teacher borrowed mine to show students who didn't know what to do. And it's a nice change, because all my friends (many of whom are KILLER artists) tend to be the ones who get all the attention/used as examples when it comes to art classes. It makes me feel like maybe I can become as good as them for once. :3

How about you? Anything interesting going on? :D

Woo! :D That's awesome, Rommy! The Sight is an excellent book, so I hope you do well with your project. :3

Mmm, not much. In an instances with family in WoW, and I've been looking to try tracking down most of the rest of the mini-pets I'm missing.... there's a new vanity pet achievement. XD; Collect 75 mini-pets and you get a fawn mini-pet. :D Since my character is an Elf, it's just too appropriate to pass it up. But... I'm down to needing ones from specific quests I won't have access to for a few months still, and pets that have stupid rare drop rates, so. o_o

In other news, Grace snagged my finger with her claw last night. :<

Edit: Oh mai! o: Thankies! :glomp:

Good luck getting that fawn! o:

Meanie Grace. D: But I keep forgetting to tell you... Haha. One of my friends can't say my name for some reason, so she just started calling me by my middle name, which is Grace. XD; I always think of your cat... ...We've just all started using middle names now. They're so much better than our first names. XD They're just cooler. o_o Atsuko is the best middle name of all my friends, though. It's so pretty and exotic! *off topic and tries to figure out how she got from your cat to middle names*

One of our options for the project (and the one I am choosing) is to make a soundtrack for the book, design a cover for the CD, and write a paper on why the songs you chose work for the book. I'm totally using Pain Lies on the Riverside by Live. <3 Because alot of sucky things happen at the river in The Sight. And it has some great lines about being a victim of hate that makes me think of Morgra, and other lines make me think of Larka.

You are welcome! o: ILY. *noms* <3

Thank you! o:

Lol. XD We talk our selves in circles! o: Atsuko is a pretty middle name! As is Grace. *nods* My middle name isn't anything fancy- Marie. Or maybe it has an A at the end. o_o ... No, it's an E.... What? D: I hardly ever say/spell/use it! I never remember if it ends in an A or an E as a result. :<

Ooooh, sounds neat! o: Good luck my friend!

*writes you down as her third friend with the middle name Marie* Or maybe fourth. o_o Depends on whether you count the middle name Ellen-Marie as a Marie. XD Atsuko is her mom's name. :3 She has the best name ever. Her dad is American, but with ancestors from Italy, and her mom is from Japan. So she has an an English first name, a Japanese middle name, and a Italian last name. XD I love it.

OKAY. Lilitha, Lothaire's daughter, is so in, as is his messed up relationship with her mother. o: Mostly because I found the best father-daughter themesong for Lothaire ansd Lilitha. <3 And I already had a n awesome themesong for Lothaire and Lilitha's mom, so I cannot pass this up! It's My Medea by Vienna Teng. <3 I mean... tell me this is not PERFECT. D:

For I have made her prison be
Her every step away from me
And this child I would destroy
If you tried to set her free

And also this verse. o:

For it's my thoughts that bind me here
It's this love that I most fear
And this child I would destroy
For I hold her pain most dear

Haha, that is awesome. XD

Daaang! That song might even work for a Rolian and Aaron relation. o: Except... he's not a she. o_o Hehe, I'm glad you decided to keep that idea... I like Lilitha. :'D

...Rolian is not a woman? D: OMFG NEWS FLASH.

...Just kidding, Rolian, you're a manly man. o: ...And since you were just called a manly man, you have to wear a lei on your head and paint a little black mustache on you using stage make-up. Don't ask. It totally makes sense if you were there when me and my friends decided what a manly man was.

I like her too. :'D I want her to meet Aqua and Merak sometime. Just because they seem like the types who'd be nice to her. Even though she is mildly insane, has no idea how to handle people, and lacks any form of social skills. *nods*

PFFFT. XD You just reminded me of a conversation my bro and I had earlier. Y'see, lots of people around here complain that "OMFG winter's COLD! DDD: lyk how dar it b culd" and we like to poke fun at that fact, so we were talking about it and joking and out of the blue I said "NEWS FLASH! Scientist prove that winter is COLD! *gasp*" XD

They'd be nice to her indeed. o: Because they're Merak and Aqua and that's how they are. :>

Saying NEWS FLASH totally makes everything funnier. "NEWS FLASH! Your mother died! 8D" "LOL OMG THAT'S SO FUNNY. ...Omg my mom is dead? D: lolyousaidnewsflash" Totally.

Yay! :> Such nice young men. Argh. I totally want to develop Lilitha, too. DX Crazy characters are always the most fun. ...And also, Lothaire would not be happy about her interacting with people other than himself and a few specific cubi he gives her permission to associate with, especially if they, god forbid, had so much as a DROP of human blood. So that'd just be added fun. o: It'd get him super mad at Lilitha. And put Merak and Aqua pretty high on the "people I hate but am not, under any circumstances, allowed to kill, maim, cause emotional damge to, or otherwise physically, mentlly, or emotionally hurt, DAMN THEM TO HELL" list. o_o

Saying NEW FLASH in its self is fun. XD

Lol. XD I like the title of that list very, very much. It makes me laugh. I had to say it out loud just because I like how it sounds. o3o It is so much fun to screw with Lothaire. :>

.... Isn't that really similar to toying with death, though? D:

I like the name of the list also. XD

...It is. o_o But we can use Lilitha as protection.

Lothaire: Touch my daughter, or use her against me in any way, and I will f*CENSORED OH MY GOD LOTHAIRE*ing tear you apart. *growls*

...Or not. D: See, he does love Lilitha in a creepy... demented kind of way... Holy god that came out way wrong. o_o Let me rephrase that. He does love Lilitha. He just sucks at showing his love in a normal way. Because he's a psyco. And also, he's afraid to love her and allow that to break through, for... alot of really messed up resons that would probably take a long time to explain, but you get the idea. D:

...However, one of the ways said love does manage to show its self is through him being super over protective. If you couldn't tell or something. e_e *stares at Lothaire*

I'm off to bed. Night night!

I think I shall copy that name on to a blank piece of paper and tape it to my wall. Then I can copy the names of all the fictional characters I hate onto it AND scare people into thinking I'm a psycho at the same time. XD

So... he loves Lilitha, but tries to not admit it or let it show, but it still shows through in the fact that he's over protective? D:

Night night! o: Since I'm the only one NOT upstairs in bed, I think I shall follow suit.

Oh, that's a fantastic idea. XD

...It's not even so much that he tries not to show it or admit it. It's like, he's not even aware that he loves her, because some part of his mind tries so hard to supress the fact. He is not used to love, at all, ever. He loves hurting people. Not people themselves. Lilitha and her mother are like, the only two he's ever cared for, and he never quite grasped either emotions. With Lilitha's mother (...who needs a name. o_o Kamaria, maybe?) he assumed it was just some form of wanting to have complete control over something, perhaps a strange fascination with a human, and nothing else. With Lilitha, he assumes he doen't just throw her out of his life or kill her out of obligation, duty, and keeping his secrets.

God. *kicks Lothaire's family in the dead box* See what you guys do!? See what happens when you don't love your child/little brother!? You screw him (and as a result, other people) up! D<

Edit: So... I was looking back through the RP, and I was wondering: who all suspects Nami and D'iala's little crush thing they got going on there? o_o I know Slaine does... And it looked like Mehen and Rolian had some idea, at least, no?

Well, even if Lothaire is just a lil' psycho and can't grasp the emotion of love/caring, we still love him because he IS a psycho. XD

Yeeees, Mehen and Rolian suspect it as well. *nods*

He's the best kind of psycho, too, he's the kind you can't actually tell is a psyco until you know him. XD

They has a smarts in in their brains!

That's always the best kind of psycho. XD

Pffft. In mythology class today, there was totally a conversation that made me think of D'iala and Nami. XD Our teacher was telling us about the caste system in India, and is saying, "So, when a preist and his wife had a baby-"
And someone inturrupts him and goes, "I thought presits couldn't have sex? :drool:"
And the teacher resonds, "...No, that's just Catholic preists. Other prests get it done. ...In a... preistly fashion."
Tthe whole class was cracking up, which made me feel better about laughing so hard. XD

Pffffft. XD That's awesome. I love your mythology teacher. :'D

He's pretty much the best (besides my fabulous English teacher <3). XD I wish I could like, record a day in his class. It's always so funny.

Sounds like it! XD

o: Hello Trovet! *waves at avatar*

I DON'T KNOW HOW TO PICK ONE AVATAR. D: *cries*

Bwaha! :'D My friend is painting her nails black for Valantines Day, and after discovering that my sister had some black nail polish she used for Halloween and doesn't want any more, I am totally doing the same thing. *loser* I love Valtentines Day and all, but that just makes me smile too much to pass up.

I know I haven't replied to our roleplay yet. I'm sorry. Writer's block because it seems that it's expected of Mira to go into a huge anti-men rant but really she's not in the mood to get all fired up.

That and I got my infusion today, so I'm kinda out of it. @[email protected]

D: *comforts Rommy* They're all so pretty~!

Lol! XD I have no idea if I'll do anything for Valentines. o_o


Hello Cricket! :'D ... At the time of typing, you have 14243.54 gold. I don't know why, but I find it amusing. o:

Lathrine- I love doing little things for Valentines. :3 And I especially love the day after Valentines- cheap chocolate on saaaaaaaale, whoo whoo whoo! 8D

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