Lol wow. Any prize for the winner? Or just the pride of beating it first?

Just bragging rights for beating it first:lol:

=D Fun stuff.

Aneru:
Hello.
How are you?

Nao:
Yay!

Hey guys pick more colors for me to use for MAC.
:]

Arsenic:hmmmm red and white

Aneru:If we lived in the same country probably,we would have a real prize:lol:

@ Arsenic: Alright...a bit bored/ going insane.

Ummm...have you done purple yet?

@ Nao: opposite sides of the country? tough. that's cool you're still keeping in touch.

Aneru:more like one lives in America the other lives in England ><
Why are you going insane...oh wait were all insane:lol:

Nao:
Red and White it is.
:3

Aneru:
Yeah, I did purple and white a couple pages ago.

@ Nao: Ah wow, so you couldn't even take a road trip to drive and see each other. I bet it gives you both more to talk about though.
Um, besides normal levels of insanity....I don't know...getting antsy to go out of town for the holiday...antsy to move away from here...and just an odd combination of boredom/impatience and some nagging feeling that I can't quite name.

@ Arsenic: Ooh ok. By the way, I see a dragon of your hatched! And one egg has a crack. =)

Aneru:Yeah its hard to see each other,but we talk about lots of things so its not too bad ^_^
I understand your nagging feeling I feel like getting out of where I am too I just have no job and my psychologist is keeping me in town but thats because I can't be alone >_<

Can't be alone how so...like, panic attacks?

More like if I lived alone I wouldn't leave the house EVER, I suffer from sever agoraphobia just thinking of leaving my house gets me in nervous sweats

Oh wow. Must be kinda tough huh?

Yes very I have to go to a disability hearing and everything and I'm just dreading it,I leave my house like once a week to do stuff and twice when I have psychologist appointments, Never ever ever fear the outside world its sucks:yes:

Done with my MAC!

I'll bet it does. I can't imagine...I have spent so much time travelling and going here and there since I was a baby...I don't think I was given a chance to fear the outside world. Have you been able to pinpoint the cause of your phobia? (Sorry if this is too personal of a question...)

It looks great Arsenic!

Its not I'm open about myself: My dad died when I was 16 and that was the underlying cause and all of my friends turning their backs on me in 8th grade, a lot of crappy things have happened to me in life:yes: but I just gotta take it one day at a time ^_^

Arsenic:I like it

Wow, and I thought my middle school and highschool years were rough. Well, I had to go through losing friends in middle school...then regaining them, just to loose them again in highschool when I moved away and we lost touch...I have never really had a steady group of friends. I haven't had and real friends in ages, actually.
But I am lucky enough to still have my fam. And freedom. I hope there is a way things can start to get better for you.

Thanks you guys!
:3

Your avis match quite well, Arsenic.

Aneru:I've only had like 2 good friends and they are so busy living life that we barely talk but I'm on pills to help my panic attacks and in counseling its just a nerve racking thing

Wow.

Yeah when you never leave your house you get left behind but meh I got Mene to pass time and people to talk to ^_^

Yeah, Mene helps when you have no other reliable form of social interaction.

Yes it does ^_^