i am ok.

my toe is cold o.o

just one toe.

yes just one toe

what about the other toes?

*shrug* the other toes are fine, just one toe is cold o.o

:hug: awww poor pyro-chan

:( that sucks

good night nao.

night nao-chan!

why did it quiet?

I dunno :glomp:

i just realized something

what?

kai-kun! :glomp: where's kyle-kun?

kyle had to run quickly to the store
and i stole him like i said
made him go on msn
god that boy is an addiction thats hard to kick
but yeah anyways wanna know what i realized?

what'd you realize?

i like three guys at current
daniel being the one i know best liked longest and i guess have the most developed feelings for
kyle you guys know hes pretty much getting right up there to daniels rating and might soon by pass him
vamien is a very good friend who i adore and likely would never date but minor crush but its only because hes too adorable to not love
but that crush comes and goes fast
anyways...
i realized that whenever i talk to kyle problems with daniel surface
or if i have problems with daniel kyle suddenly shows up
and he always makes me feel better
hes like always there when truly needed
not when wanted but if truly needed hes all knight in shining armour and there

whenever kyles not around for long periods of times thats when me and daniel click best
and if both kyle and daniel are gone thats when vamien pokes his head in to be a distraction from my missing them
its like life is trying its best to keep me somehow sane or stable
its bizarre but i mean
it kinda helps me think i'm going to be okay after all