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For-Chan Cookie 07-18-2010 04:22 AM

@Amu - Have you read/watched Skip Beat? I really really enjoyed that one :D

Shugo Hinamori Amu 07-18-2010 04:23 AM

@Cookie: I've thought about it, but never really looked into it... what's it about?

For-Chan Cookie 07-18-2010 04:27 AM

@Amu - Well you think it's about a really weak girl who lets her pop star boyfriend walk all over her, but then there's a major twist. She hears him talking smack about her and she SNAPS and swears revenge on him. So then she joins the acting business to try to get famous so she can crush him. It sounds a bit shallow, but it's really funny and cute. The anime was pretty accurate, mostly because they ended at a turning point in the anime, so they never went beyond the source material. Too bad though, they ended the anime just when things were getting interesting!

Shugo Hinamori Amu 07-18-2010 04:29 AM

@Cookie: Oooh, that sounds fun! :3 I may just need to read that!

For-Chan Cookie 07-18-2010 04:30 AM

@Amu - Yeah, it's really fun. :D

zazabar 07-18-2010 04:42 AM

@Cookie
*noms on your hood*

For-Chan Cookie 07-18-2010 04:45 AM

Don't nom on my hood! *pokes Zaza with pointy thing*

Well, Cookie's gonna wander off for now. Bye bye!

Vix Viral 07-18-2010 05:06 AM

Discussing one hit wonders is fun. We've named well over 100.

Seridano 07-18-2010 05:52 AM

Ello Wallflowers, long time no see! I be back from hiatus...for those who remember me that is and for the rest of you...*noms* ^.^

xDiCheyanneixD 07-18-2010 06:50 AM

Well.
My friends dead.
Nice way to start out my Sunday.

~Yue~ 07-18-2010 06:54 AM

OMG Chey I am so sorry to hear that.

xDiCheyanneixD 07-18-2010 07:11 AM

Yue:
Eh.
I never really talked to the friend, I used to.
I kinda feel like it's my fault.
I ignored him.
I didn't try to help.
: /

~Yue~ 07-18-2010 07:15 AM

Ouch, that is hard. You really shouldn't blame yourself though. I hope you will be okay.

xDiCheyanneixD 07-18-2010 07:17 AM

Well it IS my fault. So I have every right to blame myself.

Wraith_Paladin_of_Stone 07-18-2010 07:30 AM

*sees he came at a bad time*

Chey, I hope you don't seriously think that... I lost a very good friend of mine in a car crash...which I saw firsthand. I know what that's like, takes a while for things like this to heal... I hope you know we're here to help

xDiCheyanneixD 07-18-2010 07:33 AM

He committed suicide.
he was depressed the whole time I knew him, from 6th grade.
I was depressed and didn't even care enough to help him.
I didn't even notice he was gone.
that he had stopped texting me.
I didn't realize anything.
I didn't try calling him until an hour aho, got no answer. So I called some of his friends, they said he had killed himself.
I talked to his parents.
I'm an idiot.

Wraith_Paladin_of_Stone 07-18-2010 07:37 AM

That doesn't make it your fault...trust me. I felt the same way Chey...I've been through this multiple times, and it's never any different. You're allowed to feel bad, but you CANT blame yourself dammit!I know I felt how you do now.

xDiCheyanneixD 07-18-2010 07:40 AM

But it is my fault!
if I wouldve called, just at least 30minutes before I did, I could have saved him!

Wraith_Paladin_of_Stone 07-18-2010 07:47 AM

How could you have known? There is no use in dwelling on things you can't change... It does nothing but turn you into a bitter, cynical person who hates the world... I'm telling you this for your own good: talk someone you trust. The can help you hun.

xDiCheyanneixD 07-18-2010 07:50 AM

I couldve known if I kept in touch with him.
Instead of pushing him away like I did everyone I know.

Wraith_Paladin_of_Stone 07-18-2010 07:58 AM

Chey, you say you were depressed, right? Wanna know something? I came close to being like your friend...three times. I realized AFTER my fried died the impact a death really has on those left behind...which is exactly why I'm still here. There are many pe-

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-ople who care about you...both on here and at home with you. It's not something thats easy to deal with I know. We're here to listen dear...

xDiCheyanneixD 07-18-2010 08:03 AM

I tried suicide twice.
once from pills and once from the knife.
Yes, I was depressed. And still am.
This is the second friend I've lost. Second!

I know people care about me.
I'm married.
happilly married at the age of 17.
But I come from a abusive family.

I don't even see why Ken, the friend, would do this. Sure, he was depressed. But his family cared, he got along with them. He was happy most of the time.

I can barely take it anymore.

Wraith_Paladin_of_Stone 07-18-2010 08:09 AM

To someone in the grips of depression, nobody's there... Wouldn't you agree?

And I've BEEN dead three times...(not from my suicide attempts) UNPLEASANT. Married, huh? I'm engaged to my 25 yr old girlfriend, we hope the wedding's soon. I know a girl-

~Yue~ 07-18-2010 08:10 AM

Chey, I agree with Wraith you need to talk with your friends. Don't blame yourself, or it will only make you feel worse about it. I wish I could be more help to you at this point, but I'm not there and I don't know you that well. I don't like seeing people blame themselves for something that is out of their control.

Wraith_Paladin_of_Stone 07-18-2010 08:12 AM

your age who's also married. Her mother wasn't very happy about it either... Happy for her and her freakishly tall husband too.... XD


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