oh, my brain doth protest much too. that is why I'm calling it quits before I should tonight. And I have to force myself to work on in nowadays because I'm hating/afraid of my story. Not the content, just the monstrous task and the writing part itself. The idea of writing is not a good one now. I run from my duty....

that is why i shall probably never do nanowrimo. i write b/c i enjoy doing it, not b/c i have a deadline to watch a certain number of lines..

so the play was pretty good. katie and squeaky ended up not making it b/c of traffic and road problems, but it was pretty good they cast o'brien perfectly.

cool. I just woke up from a nap a little while ago. I'm hungry....

i just ate a bunch of chips and a klondike bar b/c i overdosed on salty.

why were you taking a nap so late?

I have cramps and a nap was in order for the Tylenol to kick in. my nap started a few hours ago and Ive only been online for maybe 30min.

you are never going to sleep.

I'm still tired. I overslept my nap so I want to go back to sleep now, but I'll do that later.

so how are you?

i'm pretty good. i so need it to be thanksgiving already but i'm good.

yeah...I could go for some thanksgiving food!!!!

i could do with the break... and the not having to worry about school for like 5 whole days...

yeah...my mom thinks its going to be tough on me because I'm still going to have to write a lot everyday. I want the sleep and a chance to see my extended family.

yeah. christmas break will probably be better for you, since you won't be doing nanowrimo

yeah....I sorta might though. From what I can tell, December is for editing your novel. But that sounds so much less stressful!

i would just give up now.....you make it sound so stressful and not fun at all and writing is supposed to be fun.

oh, its fun. Its amazing fun and you have no idea how proud its making me. That feeling makes it totally worth it. That and I'll never finish anything without a deadline. I need these things to write even if they're stressful.

i think i'm more of a poet though... and poets are freeform, we write when the mood strikes not b/c we have a deadline.

yeah...I like the occasional poem, but I can do these lengthy stories and still live to tell about it. I do so love to have a song or poem in my stories though!

lol. i like my poems i average about thirty lines a poem and i can only write a good poem when i have a good muse. which they are rare to strike.

I can force out part of poems without a muse, but I require a muse to finish good ones. and I like short poems which is why I wouldn't likely get anywhere being a poet! But song writing might go okay with me...

i can't force more than like two lines.... and usually if i force a couple of lines i force a muse and end up with just an okay poem. my true muses hit me like landslides and i just have lines fill my head.

yeah...I get that more with stories. we are so different...yet similar. The same kinda, just in different areas.

yeah.... ugh i'm like sitting her half asleep half awake and not even half functioning.

aw....*offers hug* I'm glad I napped because I'm so much more awake now and I can finally concentrate on writing. My plan to use a package of twizzlers to encourage writing only half worked....

lol. i should go to bed but i'm watching across the universe and i want to finish watching it.

alright. I'm having the most interesting scene in my novel and I started a new rp which is helping me to write. I wanted to work on a different story earlier today but I wouldn't let myself because working on another story would be just stupid, so I'm glad I have so many wonderful rp's to help me out with outside writing!