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Miiyako: I don't know anything about auras or their meanings. As Alex stated, I believe its more spiritual than supernatural; however, I don't know anything about them so we both can be wrong too...

Toriana: It's probably a good idea to limit computer usage if you have lots of things to do. Making quilts must take a long time?

Alexial: I used to have dreams where a woman, I don't even know, would show up. Once I turned 17 or so she disapeared. I have dreams a lot where I fall off high buildings. A lot of the time I have this dream where I fall over the railing at the mall and into the ice rink then people skate over me...

Ugh. I have tests and shit tomorrow and i'm not ready. Anybody have those days where you wish the world would stop and you could just have more time to enjoy your life? Ugh. I do. Right now. Kind of wanna kill myself, but not in a real way. lol. I'm just stressed with school because I'm such a procrastinator. I always screw myself over.. I really hate school. Every quarter i start off good and i get worse and worse. Bleh. Really don't wanna go to school right now. I want to work so I have monies, but i have to go to school so I can get a real job..
Anyways. I sent Tyler a PM on gaia.. Cause i haven't talked to him in a long time. I don't even know if he still gets on gaia or not. But oh wells. I guess I'll find out. lol I don't get on gaia very much though either. I actually asked him a few things about the rp. but then I asked how he was and if him and richard still talk and some other random things.. Lol i had to say sorry because It was random for me to send a PM when I haven't talked to him in.. How long? Couple years? And hes how old now? 20? 21? 22? haha I don't even know. How sad. I kind of miss him in a weird way.. Maybe just fun times I miss too. Lol My life pretty much sucks in some ways, but its better than it used to be (with adam) so I guess I can't really complain. Meh I'm rambling on cause i don't wanna go to bed because I don't want tomorrow to come. I waish I didn't have to work so I had more time to study *cries* Oh well.. LIfe sucks. :3

Oh.. BTW I think there is a limit as to how much gold you can earn per post and I think it is 20? Anybody know this?

Night night now D:

Pregnant
To dream that you are pregnant, symbolizes an aspect of yourself or some aspect of your personal life that is growing and developing. You may not be ready to talk about it or act on it. This may also represent the birth of a new idea, direction, project or goal.

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Originally Posted by Miiyako (Post 1765763468)

Haha omfg i ccan't believe i posted this inthe wrong thread. Lawlz

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I had a really odd dream again. Not weird.. Just odd. I had a dream I went to the future.. Via Mario. Yes.. Mario.. You guys know that level where you can cheat and jump to the levels beyond? There are 3 tubes you can choose each goes do a different level/world. Well thats how I got to the future. I ended up in a feild and I saw Cassi there. She seemed like she expected me she wasn't surprised. I asked what she was doing there and she said she was with my sister Hailie and then Hailie left. So then we started walking and I called my dad. I told him i was in the furture. And he was like "what do you mean?" And I asked Cassi what year it was. It was 2017. And I told my dad that. I don't know how my phone called my dad in 2009 from 2017 lol. But he asked me how I got there. And I told him about the tubes in mario. lol So then we got to this shop and cassi gave him a key and then we got another key back that was for a really sexy sports car. I wanted to drive, but cassi said no :( then we were talking. And I can't remember what i asked, but I remember I did ask if I was still with Tommy. And Cassi said yes and that we were married. She told me I was preggo too and Tommy was having symptoms of pregnancy. There is a thing in psychology, where the husband is closely linked to the mom and they have the same symptoms as their wife. Its all in their head.. But tommy was experiencing that phenomena.. And I was like "ha, that's typical of him." XD Then I got woken up by people :( I wanted to see what happened in my future! Even if it was still a dream XD

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I don't think I'm preggo. I know I'm not lol. And in my dream I was not preggo.. Cassi only told me that my future self was preggo. XD
I always have dreams I'm preggo or having a baby or just had a baby.. And I've had those kind of dreams for a couple years now. Ever since I broke up with adam. And I can't get preggo if I don'thave sex for a year lawlz >.<

Still, it's pretty interesting to read about. I'm looking up dream symbols right now.

Ugh, I don't feel good. I started my time of the month at 3 in the morning, and I feel like crap right now. Although, I'm very surprised that out of all of Mike's friends, Cameron was the one that came to help us. Erik absolutely refused, which kinda surprised me. Oh well, Erik's kind of on my crap list right now. So is Sean, because Sean's being a dick about the whole moving out thing. He's trying to sabotage Dj, but in turn, he's making it hard for everyone to clean and get the apartment looking halfway decent because he won't move his crap out. But at least Cameron came and helped move stuff out and into our new place. I still think he's an asshole, but he at least had a really good attitude about it all, so Mike and I are doing a couple little favors for him in return. ^^

We went last night, Mike and I, to trade the truck for Kelsey's car. I got to see her apartment for the first time, and they have piranhas in their place. With a baby. It makes me really uncomfortable that they would do that, especially considering that there's like, 5 or 6 of them in one tank, and they already attacked another fellow tank dweller and tore off half its head. Who's to say when Kyleigh gets a bit older, she's not going to figure out how to reach into that tank and get her arm bitten off? I dunno. I don't like the idea of cannibol fish in the same place as a 2 month old baby.

Edit: Dreams about being preggo don't mean your actually pregnant. Before moving out of Discovery Park I had dreams every night of being pregnent or already having a baby. I stopped having those dreams once I moved. Dreaming about babies usually means you're going through or about to go through some pretty big changes in your life.

I think the evil doom fish are okay right now, but I agree once she starts crawling around and climbing up... It might not be a good idea to keep evil fishies.... I remember my mom had one when she was a little kid. They had to get rid of them because her brother would climb up and try to touch the fishes <.< So, when Kyleigh is old enough maybe the will move them or get rid of them?

Also, I'm watching saiyuki before work. Goku is silly. :3 He called Gojyo a cradle robbing water sprite >w< I giggled :P
I'm off to work now :D BYEBYE <3

I posted in the Rp whenever you guys get on.

russell bought me a snuggie

What happened to good friendships? I mean, seriously? I was beginning to think of Sean as a good friend, but he's the biggest liar ever. He obviously doesn't give a shit about anyone but himself, it pisses me off. We can't get that damn place clean because of him. Well, we're obviously not getting our deposit back, and to top it off, we're going to be charged extra money for the mess that Sean left behind. What an immature dickhat. Oh my god, I'm so pissed off. I can't believe he would pull shit like this. Talk about immature. Ugh. I don't want a friendship with him anymore. He's a retard. He's number one on my shit list right now. Ugh. I can't even think straight. I'm so fucking pissed off. To make things worse, I can't even go to End of Lies, a big airsoft match. Why can't I go one month without any drama or anything big happening? Seriously? Why? I can't stand Sean anymore. I have never had a bigger shitlog for a roommate than Sean. Not even Adam was ever this bad. Hell, not even Erin was this bad. I want to know what the hell is going on in his head. Seriously, does he really have to be that much of a jerk? Really? Thanks Sean, buddy, we're taking you to court. Loser.

wait a moment.. How can you not clean the place because of him o.O? Just go in and clean around him. Can't you do that? Or his he being a dick to you guys? >.< I thought he was a nice guy, but damn wtf. That's screwed up. And I know what you mean with the "What happened to good friendships? You know with the whole leslie thing.

She is demanding me to pay 100 bucks of rent. Better than the 1/3 she was asking, but she wants it seperate from Tommy which means she wants tommy to pay 400 while sheonly has to pay 300. I find that kind of stupid. If I WERE to pay I'd give 50 to her and 50 to tommy for rent. But I'm not going to. Tommy thinks that Lelie doesn't have any money and that is why she is demanding money from me even AFTER she told me it was okay to stay because I needed a place to stay.. Because we have no kitchen so basically every day I'm at home I don't eat. The other day I went 2 days with out food cause I had no money to buy any. And on thanks giving all I had to eat was a stupid thing of easy mac from walgreens -.-

So.......... All in all...

Brooke, you have a good question.. What DID happen to good friendships? And why the fuck do people have to act the way they do. Obviously they don't think our frienships are worth it so they have to do shit like Sean and Leslie did. Good ridance to them. At least you wont have to deal with him as often now that you have moved. As for Leslie. Well lease is up Feb. So in Feb I wont have to deal with that bitch again. She doesn't have my new number and I don't even check my old cell for texts/calls because all the people I care about have my new cellphone number. Besides if she wants to talk to me she can be Mature and talk to my face like an adult instead of hiding in her room, avoiding me, sending me texts like a whore.

Gah.

You don't have to pay anything. Your name is not on the lease, she can't legally make you pay anything. So, don't give her money.

As far as Sean goes, He left all his crap there. The place is still trashed, but we got everything else we wanted to get out. No doubt, the place is going to charge us, but we're going to forward all the money to Sean, and if he doesn't pay anything, we're going to take him to court. He's the biggest loser I've ever met. I can't believe I wasted my time building a friendship with him. he's the world's biggest douche, I want nothing to do with him ever again. He's number one on my shit list.

I mean, even CAMERON of all people came and helped Mike and I move. Granted, it wasn't much, and he was bribed to do it, but he still did it with an awesome attitude, I'm extremely grateful for his help. It goes to show that some people, when you least expect it, can come to your aid.

and Leslie sucks. She's a worthless waste of space. She's also really immature. I hate her for what she is putting you through. What a liar. Her and Sean deserve each other.

What stuff did he leave? you guys should have taken it if he didn't want it or just dumb it in the dumpster >.<
I hate asshole people. Seriously suck a nut, bitches D:<

He pretty much left everything. Mike swiped a bunch of his stuff, we're not giving it back. But most everything else is still there. He left his key and everything, so he's not coming back.

Well what a noob.. Did he leave furniture or what?

A tv, a couch, some bookshelves, nightstands, a few various odds and ends. Enough to make a noticeable mess.

What a jerk :( I'd take it all and sell or keep it >.<;

Mike took his halo bust, and gave it to me. I'm not relinquishing it. ^^

I need a new bookshelf!

I'm thinking about write a AshxOdin short story @[email protected] I love them :heart:

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Ash paused at Knights words. A stubborn scowl crossed her face and she continued towards Odin. "Odin. I see a dark aura around you Odin, and it does not belong with you." Drawing closer, she placed a gentle hand on his arm, and immediately felt the pricks of thousands of needles, a result of coming in contact with the possessing aura. Good thing vampires aren't easily possessed, she thought to herself. "Odin..." the vampress' voice was soft, and almost pained. "Don't you dare turn and leave me Odin."
Odin dark eyes looked back at her. "I have to do this." He said and continued walking. As he walked he spoke. "I have to stop him. I fight for you, I fight for Alexial, I fight for the right to life with out fear." He said. His fists were still clenched around them sparked dark electric energy. He turned his head, his cold eyes meeting Ash's. The swords energy jumped through him, he fought it and resisted the urge to lash out. 'No' he refused the swords commands. He forced himself to turn and walk. He had to find Dracoth. He was dead set on kiling the man. "Then I suppose, I'll follow you, just as a shadow should," Ash replied softly, more to herself than to Odin. "I won't let you fight alone. You fight for me, Alexial, and freedom without fear. Well I fight for you, Hideki, and the right to have claim to the ability of loving another." Without another word, Ash dissolved into the shadows and kept close behind Odin. .Odin turned to speak to Ash. He didn't see her. He walked and spoke out loud knowing she would hear him. "You are my equal. We will walk side by side and fight for freedom and our love." He placed his hands on his sword. He used it's power to sence Dracoth. "We're coming for you." Odin growled. He couldn't wait to bath in that bastards blood. He needed it, the sword needed it. He had to.
Ash hesitated for a moment before appearing by his side, using Odin's shadow like a portal. If there were any skills that Ash were proud of, it was her ability to move through shadows as if she were teleporting. Looking Odin in the eyes she said with an almost irritable, yet teasing tone, "You sound like a goddam hippie; "Fight for freadom and love...""

Oh, Cassi.. you should check greigslist and the goodwill sometimes you can get ones in good condition for cheap! or just go to walmart :P

Lawls if you guys wanna read something kind of funny....Click here to read FF7 spoof involving Odin, Knight, Ash, and Tyler's char. Its kind of funny. I think Odin is Cloud.. And Knight is Reno.. And Dark is Rude? Maybe? And Ash kind of is Aeris? XD And I think Dracoth turns into sepheroth. xD?

I'm not sure if my posted went through or not, but i don't see it.. So I'll assume it didn't work...
However, like I said before, that was mildly odd, and slightly amusing...

Haha. It made me rofl. I love FF <3

What the hell was with the pelvic thrust shit? That was oddly disturbing.

i will be posting in the rp in a few minutes have to take care of rusty first though

ok i posted... not long, need responces before continueing

I dunno O_O That is tyler for you. In fact he's pretty screwd up see :(

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Odin yelled out and struggled against the hands that grasped his head. Horrible images flooded his mind. "No, god. Please stop." He yelled out. It was odd to Odin crumble so easy. He could hear Ash's cries and see the blood she shed. 'stop Odin please!' her voice begged Odin to stop. Odin watched as he grabbed Ash by the hair and threw her down onto the cold, hard floor. He watched in horror as he ripped at her cloths and beat her. Odin grabbed the arms that extended from the darkness and ripped them away. He fell to the ground sobbing. He looked up at the ground to see Ash cowering against the wall. He reached out his hand and cupped her bruised face in his hand. She pushed it away. The malice in her eyes was unthinkable. Her violet eyes showed nothing but pure hatred. "Don't touch me!" she snapped as she tried to back away from his touch. "Don�t please. Don't." Ash wrapped her arms around herself. "How could you, Odin." she shuddered. She coughed into her hand. She was bleeding internally. "I hate you. I hate you Odin. I hate you with everything I am!" Odin's breathing paced. "God I hate you." She looked up at him with tears in her eyes. "You hurt me Odin. How could you. I hurt. I hurt so badly." She whimpered.
"No Ash your wrong. I didn't do this. I'd never."
"Shut up! I don't want to hear your lies. How can you say that when you did this to me!?" She fell back against the wall.
'kill her Odin.' the voice rang. 'kill her.'
Odin turned from Ash. "I�m sorry Ash. I should have listened to your brother. I can't do anything. I'm sorry this had to happen to you again. I know you trusted me." Odin picked up his clothing, which in actuality he was actually still clothed. In this place Dracoth had control of everything Odin saw. There he saw Ash beaten and himself naked. But in reality he was clothed with his sword on his hip. Ash was not there; neither were the chair, clothing and the rope that once bound Ash to that chair. Odin however, continued to dress thinking all of this was real.
Odin picked up his sword and pulled it free of his scabbard. He then turned to Ash sat down onto his knees and kissed her lightly hoping she would realize how gentle he would always be with her. He wanted her to realize it was not him that brought her harm. Odin was suddenly disgusted with his own body. His trembling hands swept the blood way from her swollen lip. His hand ran down her bare arm. She winced in pain. Her arm was broken, bleeding, and horribly bruised.
He turned to the image between the pillars. The horror of what he had done strengthened. What was this? God, why was this happening? He watched as he threw Ash to the floor once more. He picked her up and yanked of her pants. He forced his eyes to advert from the horrible scene. Ash watched the continuing scene. She then pointed to the image of Odin who had thrown her over the chair. "See what you did? Stop denying it Odin. You beat me and violated me!" Odin's face was wet with tears.
"No... No no no. Good spirits why." He looked at Ash who sobbed in pain. "I'm sorry Ash." he said as he turned his sword on himself.
'NO!' The Voice cried.
There was a brilliantly white flash. As soon as it faded Odin found his sword in Ash's. 'You did good.' The voice cackled. The laughter grew louder and louder. Ash fell lip to her side. Odin dropped his sword. How? Why? He had the sword to his gut. His not hers! His! Odin let out a scream in anguish as he fell to his knees. He pulled Ash's lifeless body to his own. His hand softly raked through her hair. He suddenly hated himself. He wished himself dead. No, he had to find Dracoth. "Dracoth died a year ago!" ash's words came to him. "This can't. This can't be happening. It just can't." He sobbed. "Dracoth is alive somewhere I know it." After many passing minutes Odin released his grip on Ash's lifeless body and laid her gently on the floor. He whispered a prayer to the spirits in hopes that her spirit would find peace among them. He stood with one fist closed tightly around his sword and his other closed into a ball. "Dracoth!" he roared. "I know you can hear me! Show yourself. You won�t get away with this. I swear to it Dracoth your death will be my doing!"

I kind of remember that. In the creepy factor that guy has anybody beat.