I was recently this close to getting medically separated from the Navy due to mental health concerns. While I can't understand your pain, Crow, I sympathize, and offer a shoulder if you ever need to cry on one.

My medication makes it really difficult for me to cry. It doesn't stop it, but it's like a dam that gets built up with heavy pressure then along with the tears comes mucus, screaming, throwing of steel toed boots every direction in the room, hitting my head into every hard object I could find. I asked Divinity over twenty times in a chant last night to 'please let me die'. Seeing as how I'm still here, I suppose that means that God still thinks I have work to do... even with the deep hole of personal troubles I'm dealing with.

Tana will find someone I'm sure, tana hates being alone.
But tana has basically been emotionaly and pysicaly abused by people in the past....mostly emotional, but even that takes its toll.
But if we didn't go through the times we go through then we wouldn't be the people we are today.

Tana has the problem of trying to support her friends through tough times, even though tana herself has never truely been stable, and that tends to just make things worse.

They say that emotional abuse leaves a lasting impression moreso than mere physical abuse. And to some even sexual abuse.

Flink has nothing to add to the conversation about relationships. In fact, she should probably be in bed since she's suddenly really dizzy. x.x

That is true, and that's the abuse Tana is on the reciving end more often than not

Fascinating. ^_^ I don't believe in gender stereotyping either. Though you might not know it to look at me. lol. I love wearing dresses (because they are SO comfortable), fluffy animals, children, and cooking and other stereotypically girly things. ^_^ I also love action movies, video games, woodworking, and camping. ^_^ And I loathe pink but love shiny!! lol.

SHINY IS AWSOMENESS!!!!
Tana loves Shiny

Yes! Tana is a kindred spirit. ^_^ Shinies are wonderful. :drool:

Tana would have taken over the world by now if it wasn't for sparkly things distracting Tana

*nods vigorously* Yes, I would have......

:squee: Sparkly!! :drool:

Umm....what was I saying?

lols XD *snugs you*

^_^ :hug: I forgot how much fun Tana was to chat with. lol.

*hides under your dress* I is cold

O_O' *shoos Tana out and gives Tana a blankie for warmness* My hubby don't like anyone under there 'cept him. ;) lol. And if you are cold you should put on more clothers. :roll: Tana is in lingerie. lol

Tana has plenty of clothes on here...but is still cold

I hate when that happens. Turn up heat?

Oh, Has Tana liked Vixen's thread yet? She's giving out 5k gold to anyone who likes her giveaway (and 500 for referring peoples so if you do it, tell her I sent you please. ^_^). :ninja:

Tana didn't even know about it

You should go facebook like it and tell her I sent you (detailed directions are in the first post). ^_^ Free GOLD!! Here seems nice as well. A bit slow at the moment since we seem to be the only ones in here. *shrugs*

:drool: Your dancing panda is almost as mesmerizing as GIR.

*licks* it is indeed...Tana's head is really starting to hurt

Maybe Tana should go to sleepies? When my head hurts really bad, that's all I can do to make it stop. :hug:

but Tana doesn't wanna go to bed yet...

*shrugs* Okies. Then don't. I just don't know what else to do for your headache. Hmm....if it's a tension headache a warm cloth around the back of your neck might help.

Well Tana is getting sleepy now, so is gonna go to sleeps....night night

Okay! Night. Hope your head feels better in the morning. ^_^ :hug:

For anyone relatively new to the thread, if you would be to referred to by the gender-neutral pronouns, all you have to do is mention it and everybody will try their best, right? -looks to the peanut gallery as hir eyes glow crimson for a moment-