Good. lol. Get it all done, and then you'll have it off your shoulders.

True. And then the cycle will repeat! :lol:

lol. Silly one. I'm lucky I just have to study.

Yeah.. lucky bum!

I'm going to take a nap first. :XD

lol. sleepy. =3

I'm having a crummy mood day. I'm not entirely sure why.

Mmm I had a good nap.

Aww. That's lame. Hope you feel better. o 3o

Yeah, no. lol. I am busy questioning everything in my life at the moment. I'm questioning what I seek to make me happy, and if it actually would. I've been wrong often in the past, and I had thought recently that it might have been due to the fact that I was concealing a portion of my soul from the world. In essence I was not being who I am. I thought I couldn't be accepted. I was by a few people whom I have told, and sadly insulted by a couple I thought I could tell.

However I never managed to look back at what I was seeking to make me happy. A big change in who I am as a person took place, but I didn't re evaluate my goals, or wants...

I get really philosophical when I'm depressed. O.o

Ooh interesting.
Sucks that some of the people you told insulted you though. =\

I find I'm always hiding parts of myself. I don't mind this. And I don't strive for happiness. o 3o

I still hide a lot, but this was kinda important you know?

If not for happiness what do you strive for?

Yeah, I can understand that. It can be tiresome to keep things in.

Contentedness. It's odd to say that I strive for an emotion. Mainly just completing tasks, I guess. Emotions felt is just extra. :lol:

Hm... an interesting concept.

My mood just dropped so hard it made my skin hurt. God I hate when this happens.

-shrug-

It makes your skin hurt? D:

I get physical pain from my emotions. Weird, kinda rare trait too. Guess I'm just lucky that way. XD

I feel a pain in my chest, but that's about it.

I wouldn't feel lucky though. :XD But that's me...

The lucky thing was sarcasm. lol.

Yeah the chest thing is normal, due to shallower breathing and a slight drop or rise in blood pressure. In my case my nerves freak the heck out and it hurts all over. Sometimes I even shake. Nosebleeds come from it sometimes as well, but that's in extreme situations. The worst it ever got was when I tried to hold everything back from something really bad that was happening, and I actually cried blood... that was freaky. However it's cool to be able to tell people that.

Okay. Internet you know.. :sweat:

Gosh.. That really sucks. =\
I would actively be the happiest person ever just to avoid that. @[email protected] I'm sure it wouldn't work though.
Haha... crying blood is neat in... retrospect. I used to put food coloring in my eyes; that's as close as that gets. :P

It's only happened once. Really scared me too.

Well at least your eyesight didn't suffer? o 3o

This is true. :)

I'm just glad it wasn't me like dying of sad. lol.

Oh goodness. Yeah, don't die from sadness! D:

I won't... probably. lol. Much more likely it will be a car.

I don't want to die that way. o 3o

I don;t think most people want to die any way. lol.

Have you noticed we have kinda hijacked this thread? More people should talk in here.

Lmao. I, for one, want to die peacefully in my sleep, hopefully old...

Haha. I do that with a lot of threads. :sweat:

I agree! Maybe they're intimidated/uninterested?

Nah, I was just lurking, keep on little critters keep on without worry... :ninja:

I once cried blood! Well, at least it looked like it... a confetti popper's cap hit my eye right after people sang "Happy Birthday" for my ex-best friend, and somehow it managed to cut my eyelid... behind it :shock: My eyesight wasn't affected though! Kept the same glasses for two years afterwards to prove it, hurhurhur~

So like, some hours ago I was playing tetris when suddenly this pop-up window from my college website appeared (something about me being inactive for 20 minutes straight, yeah, right), and it freaked me out so bad my heart fell over my stomach and crushed it. No, srsly. It hurt incredibly bad, and it still does... :cry: