I only ever add people I know. Random friend requests get on my nerves, I really couldn't care less about how many friends I have.
Yay for weirdos. xD
Okay, I give in, going to make some food. Be back later.

Not yay weirdo XD lmao.

YES!!!! GO MAKE FOOD 8D
I go through some profiles that are interesting and message them, if they are entertaining then I add them... but only on MYB.
Facebook I add peeps I know.

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*is trying to be a big ball of negativity*

Uh, I'm a pessimist... never thought it'd be so hard to be negative and bash my hopes D<

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BRB, I really needta shower and stuff.

Aw. :C

I HAS FOOOOOOOD YUMMMMMM ^________^
Hm yes, it depends on the community I guess. And I don't mind messages from random people on facebook, who I will add if they're entertaining. It's just the random friend requests I hate. Passionately. : D

Big balls of negativity: Noooooooo, Big balls of positivity: Yeeeeeees!

I am back! And just finished cake <3

I don't wanna be positive right now *groans* I don't mind being positive about LIFE, but love and that kinda bullshit? I rather be negative and be proven wrong than be hopeful and get disappointed when none of it happens.

I wish I could just crush on someone nearby instead of a couple guys who live far away >.<; I'm a dumbass.

Cake? o3o

Aw, that sucks. :/ And I do kinda relate to not wanting to get your hopes up, I do that as well. Or I think anyway, I haven't had a crush on anyone for so long. Which is probably partly due to not wanting to get disappointed..
*hugs* You're not a dumbass at all.

Chocolate cake~ Though I prefer other flavors xD I just adore icing lol.

I can't stand the disappointment, it tears me apart... and they're far away so I KNOW I'll get disappointed because it's so unlikely I will ever see them ever... as much as I want to. So I'm trying to think of everything negative about them in some hope that the crushes will go away. I miss being the cold-hearted bitch who didn't care about this shit, now I find myself desperately trying to find my Prince Cornelius (yes... Cornelius. Why? BECAUSE I LOVE THUMBELINA D<).
*hugs* I feel like a huge dumbass. Especially since I don't realize my crushes until weeks later and everyone else is all "Yeah, it was fuckin' obvious".

..now I want chocolate cake. T____T

Damn, yeah, that's frustrating. For me if I need to get over a crush I distance myself from them as much as possible for at least a couple of weeks, it helps a lot. Part of me hates being so cold-hearted and distant, but another part of me is pretty glad because at least I'm not getting my heart broken all the time. >.< And hah, I've had that before as well, everyone else realising I had a crush on someone before I did. And just friends that seem to know me better than I do myself a lot of the time.

xD I'm sorry lmao

Yeah, totally understandable... but I've tried that before and here I am being a fuckin' moron. Imma just focus on making sure I get my life together and edit up my website: Dear Sweet Aru
I needta think about my future instead of hoping these guys are gonna be my Prince Cornelius who will cherish me the way I deserve.

Seriously shiny website. o.o And well, you can't just wait for the perfect person to come along, because they might never come along. Also, focus on life stuff and stop looking actively. If you stop seeking something, it always comes to you at a random moment.

Thanks? lol XD

That's how the crushes came... neither of them was when I was looking XD I try to NOT look for people online, but my heart wants what it wants and it wants them because it's a moron *tears out heart and chews on it*

Originally Posted by ljosberinn

Please remind me never to go to our local gay club sober again. Ughhhhh.

Never go to any gay club sober... yucky. The old men clinging to my white ex marine booty is alot less offensive, and somewhat endearing, when blitzed/buzzed... I just have to remind myself to sit in my car and nap for awhile to work off the buzz before I drive home.

Haha, ew. That's the major reason for why I usually haven't been fond of talking to people online that live far away. But I'm trying to change that policy, even if only for the reason that having friends in other countries will give me even more reason to travel (and possibly places to stay for free 8D ). I dunno, up until recently I've just not liked the idea of having friends I was very unlikely ever to meet in real life. I prefer interacting with people in person.

Zed, ahaha, thankfully we don't get too many of those in our local one, though they do leer a bit. xD

I went on a date with my lover yesterday. We spent most the day cuddling and making up characters for 4th edition DnD, and then we went to the movies and watched Sherlock Holmes and The Wolfman... I loved Robert Downy Jr. in that role... in all of his roles... so charmingly funny, cute, and cynical all the same time. <3

Then we went home and argued about politics... and then had make up sex... and cuddled together. I woke up never feeling ever better. Then we went to his gay church group (I'm the resident Atheist Communist, so my ideas are kinda radical, at best). And then we went to a gay group, where various individuals spoke of the hardships of being gay, lesbian, trans, etc. From 54 year old trans women to 16 year old high school lesbians... it qwas quite eventful. Then I had to defend my name as many people flocked to me asking about my heretical ideas, and I met a politically active trans man whom he and I agreed on the inevitable need of destroying capitalism... fun.

Other than that, I just got back, smoked a flavored cigarette disguised as a small cigar (Fuck you, Obama, and your conservative christian cohorts) and sat here typing this now. Eventful 2 days, I say, and quite loverly. <3

Sorry for not talking frequently. DX

Yeah, I'd love to travel and stuffles :3 Mainly to Germany XD So Yooyoo should move back to Germany so I can visit and stay with him for free XD lmao. THAT PLACE IS BEAUTIFUL D: *WHINES*. I just wanna find some local people so I risk a little less heartbreak, kinda... and so if they hurt me I can go beat their ass. I can't go beat someone I met online's ass.


Hiiiii Zed.

Sounds great. I haven't seen Sherlock Holmes yet, I really want to though.. I doubt it's still in the cinemas, so maybe I should just pirate it. Hm.
I've always wanted to go to a group like that, just to hear everybody else's stories. But I feel like I'd not have anything to contribute to it since I've never had a particularly hard time of it, neither with being trans nor my sexuality, whatever it's called. :F
I don't get what Obama has to do with smoking... >.>;

I wanna go to Germany too. Might go in April just for a weekend, but it's not decided yet.

OMG D: YOU'D BE SO FUCKIN LUCKY IF YOU DID!!!! *WOULD BE JEALOUS*

I've always wanted to go back and live in Germany, for realz. I adore it soooo much. Their food and everything and it's so beautiful. It's like an artist's paradise to be surrounded by such beautiful scenery <3 I just get paranoid since I don't speak German XD Thus needing Yooyoo to be my tour guide ;D XD

Haha, it would just be to see The Cure play, so only for a couple of days. Would be pretty awesome though, if we get cheap flights. And I speak some German but gah, I haven't spoken it in so long, I would probably sound like an idiot if I tried speaking it. xD

I know a couple phrases and stuff xD but I've never really LEARNED... it wasn't offered at our school D: sadly.

That's too bad.. it's one of the three languages most colleges offer as a fourth language in Iceland, others being French and Spanish.. second language being English, third being Danish (ew). I took some of it in the last couple of years of secondary school as well, and like.. two years in college or something. But since then I've only used it occasionally online so I've forgotten most of it. :F

I was offered Spanish and hated it XD ha ha.

I should check if my college has German, I would adooooore learning it <3 xD Because I am truly a Germanophile XD

Haha. I took German and French.. and Italian and a bit of Japanese and Latin and Sign Language.. >.>
You should! And if not, there might be courses outside college you could look into.

Fo sho! lol. I'm making a Thumbelina thing for my sig XD ha ha. I'm so lame.

Hey there!! <3

cute birds love

Thanks Albie! :)