Thank youuu! And don't worry, you'll be a famous artist soon enough, and then you can do whatever the hell you want. : D

Thanks Erik!
Man, I am so glad I don't have exams anymore. Just this damn portfolio, which I really need to finish as soon as possible.. why are there so many things happening this weekend? :gonk:

Mine is a photography one. Basically printing loads of pictures A3 size and a research journal where I put things like notes from lectures, what inspires me and explaining some of my work. Bahhhh. It's not really that hard work, but I need to print loads of pictures in the darkroom, which takes ages, and I hate doing research journals, so I haven't even started it.

..But for now, I'm off to central London for demonstrations, music and fire spinning. : D (My excuse for not doing work? Ehm.. I'll be taking pictures there that will go into my portfolio? >.> )

Isn't being addicted to the high of something being addicted though? I don't feel physically addicted to any of the stuff I do, not even cigarettes, which is the most addictive thing I do. The only reason I smoke occasionally is because I like having something to do with my hands, and I like the movement. I don't particularly like the taste or the smoke, and I never feel like I desperately need a cigarette (though I'll admit I haven't smoked for very long). But it does help me relax, and that's why I do it. I dunno, obviously I don't know the details about your boyfriend and maybe this isn't even comparable because I'm about to fall asleep and have red wine and mj buzzing my head. Anyway, I'm curious to know how addicted I really am to the stuff I do. My friend decided to go cold turkey on everything supposedly addictive he did - namely weed, alcohol and coca cola, and I think sweets as well, and after only a couple of days he was dying.. to have a coke. Serious headaches, nausea, everything. I think he did a couple of weeks without the other stuff though and he was absolutely fine without it. I think I might try it this summer.. maybe not the coca cola, because I know I'm addicted to that, but everything else.

Mmmsleepytiemz. *passes out*

Okay, fair enough, it's true that weed is at least one of the least addictive drugs you can take. And duh, I know nicotine is addictive. I just don't feel physically dependent on it, only mentally. But I am curious whether it would affect me physically if I didn't smoke for a while, since I usually only smoke when I'm out, and I've been going out a lot lately.

Raaa I be lazy today, and I need to do stuff. Do not want. >.<

Edit: Right, someone needs to kick me for complaining about doing stuff I actually really enjoy. My morning self is an idiot. e____e

Yeah, people have different thresholds for everything. I was scared I would get easily addicted because I know there is alcoholism in my family, so I wouldn't touch anything for years. Then I started sipping wine or beer occasionally a couple of years ago and last year I started drinking for real. Then this year I started doing other stuff. I've never felt a need for any of it though, so I'm guessing I'm good. C:
Though I'd say just stay away if you think you might get addicted. You seem like the kind of person whose brain is colourful and lively enough to have plenty of fun without any help anyway. :Þ

Exactly, and that would be messy, and I sure ain't cleaning that up. I like the energy boost, because I'm not a very energetic person. Caffeine and such don't work very well for me, and I usually crash very quickly from those, making me even more tired than before. Alcohol I mostly like just for the taste, smoking to calm me down. I can easily live without the highs, but the energy boosts are good for long nights of dancing.

Okay, need to do work now. Turn everything off except Photoshop. |: