Thanks, guys 8D *noms cake*

Aw, Patty! I hope your eye thing gets better D: Take better care of your eyes, dear! How would you continue being an awesome photographer without them? 3:

PROTEIN BUGS. FOR REALZ. HARDCORE.

Eeeh... I needta go to the dentist eventually... My boy thinks I got cavities >.> I wouldn't know... I haven't seen a dentist for 10+ years... <.<;

Birthday was kinda fun :3 It'll be FUN this weekend xD My party is this weekend 8D
Feels odd being twenty. My mind was finally adjusting to being eighteen >.>; xDDD

Ugh, job hunting... I know how that goes, Erik! Kinda in Cali too XD In a smaller town lol with like... less jobs xDDD I think I live in a smaller town anyway o.o; Last I cheeecked XD

Several years ago, I went to the dentist for the first time in ~6 years, and I swear I thought they'd pull my teeth out, the way they were tearing at all that plaque. Jesus. I haven't seen the dentist in about a year now, though. But soon I will have insurance! Yay!

What are you doing for a party?

Yeah, I have literally applied to EVERY job I am qualified for in this city. There might be some random ones hiding in the corners, but I have walked down every street and either submitted an application, was told they weren't accepting applications, or was told I wasn't qualified to work there.
Good god, I really must be doing something wrong, but this job developer guy looked over my resume and my cover letters and was like, "Goddamn, why haven't you gotten a job yet?"

Wow. I had a very strange, but.. very enjoyable sex dream last night. Those are rare, and usually come with a sense of guilt, so this one was refreshing.. anyway..

Thanks Aru! Glad you had a good birthday. :)

Erik,They're my only contacts, hence me finally ordering new ones. I guess our (well, mostly younger) generation's growing up staring at screens might have something to do with so many people needing glasses? I don't know though. I think my bad eyesight is hereditary.

Ahh, I'm sorry to hear that. Best of luck with finding a job though! Where are you living now?
Apart from the sick and being stressed about uni and stuff, I'm doing pretty good. My new place is perfect, I'm seeing this amazing guy and although uni is stressful, it's also exciting. My brother is here now on a visit, he's leaving tomorrow though.. I've got a couple of friends from back home visiting next week too and my friend from Scotland might come over by the end of the month as well! Oh, and I'm going to a fetish club for the first time, on Halloween, which should be fun, or at the very least interesting!

I love those rare dreams! xD Luckily my boyfriend doesn't translate it as cheating either or wanting to cheat :3 Since it's usually me with a girl o.o; so he knows it's my mind being curious and finds it interesting.

Yeeeah, people don't understand why I lack a good job (or job at all) since I type hella fast with precision so they are all "WTF man?". I'm trying to get my website FINALLY together (html friend is looking at some kinks I'm having to fix it and then it'll be finalized) so I can sell online and I MIGHT get a PO box depending on how much money I get overall for my birthday o.o; Since if I don't get too much money then it's going just to my trip (Imma TRY and take a trip/road trip to Texas to see my boy :3 <3 ), since PO boxes cost like 60 bucks a year so the BEST time to get one is when I KNOW I'll get money which is my birthday and Christmas 8D THEN YOU GUYS CAN BUY FROM ME D:< xD lmao

Me and my friends are gonna join up at a park in costumes and bring food and stuff like a potluck sorta thing 8D and do... who knows what xD

My sex dreams usually don't come with guilt because of cheating, rather because I'm having sex with someone I would not want to have sex with in real life at all. Or with good friends of mine who are already in relationships, or friends that are too good friends for me to want to think about them sexually.. that sort of stuff. In that dream I was with a girl I went to primary/high school with (I've met her since so don't worry, she didn't look illegal or anything.. >.>), and in real life I don't really like her that much (don't dislike her, we just don't get on very well) so I would never get it on with her, but there was still no guilt or anything, so that was kind of strange.
Also we were doing it in the middle of the hall of my old college, with lots of people about. O_____o

Ahh good luck with your website and everything! Hope you manage to get your trip and a PO box, being able to sell art would be awesome. I need to look into that as well, though I suspect selling photographs can be a bit more difficult than selling original art, since photographs are almost always copies, or easy to copy. But when I put my exhibition up there were a couple of people interested in buying prints, so I'm hopeful!

Haha, sounds like a great plan. I need to go to uni for some research workshop.. doesn't sound like a lot of fun, tbh. But tonight I finally get to see my man! I've only been able to see him once for the last week or so, since my brother has been visiting, so even then it wasn't alone time. Boo. :c

c:

Almost always my sex dreams are highly erotic, but very rarely do the acts involved have anything to do with me. Without totally going into detail about my sexual fantasies, basically that's kind of how I feel about that kind of thing. Imagining other, attractive people getting into sexual things is much more appealing in my mind. So that's how it turns out in dreams. The few times they do involve me, it's only ever with I adore anyway, or whom I find revolting.
...It can be pretty awkward.
It's always semi-public, too. In one dream I was in this mansion with a bunch of people and me and my darling were trying to find a private room in which to go at it. One room was full of wasp hives, and in another, the floor was covered in silk curtains, which were covered in broken light bulbs.
My dreams are cool when they're not traumatic.

Man, I'd love to be at the skill level to sell artwork. I also need to get more into finishing things. I have a few dozen works in progress at this very moment. It's ridiculous and I hate it. I used to obsess over finishing every drawing I started. That was back when I did everything in sketch books, though, and every book was like a novel to me. I had to finish every page before moving on to the next one.

EDIT: I have a livestream account now and am considering doing streams of me drawing. I'm checking on facebook if anyone is interested, but I think even if just one person is, I'll do it anyway.
So... yeah. If you would watch, let me know.

I would. :3

The cheating part was mainly referring to myself lol xDDD since my dreams USUALLY involve a woman I either know REALLY WELL or not at all xD

Interesting o.o I don't think I've... ever? had a sexual dream with someone I disliked @[email protected]; Well... unless you count this one dream... and I don't >.>; I rather not explain why :P but it doesn't count!

And I don't get the whole.... liking to watch "appealing" people do it... I don't care about "real" porn because of the shitty plot and seeing other people naked. I rather read novels or comic books (since they are unrealistic so I can imagine what I want). I rather imagine the feeling on myself and a bunch of crap I doubt anyone wants to know XD

I'm happy my sex dreams don't involve the masochistic crap yours do, Erik lol XDDD



PAAATTTYYYY
TELL YOUR MINE I SAY HIIII PAAAATTYYYY

wanders back into the hangout, Hihi everyone:)

been ages lol. I finish school in 3 days forever lol, plus 6 days for exams, crap.

How is everyone?

<---going to an anime convention tomorrow, can't wait :)

Awesome, awesome.

I'm failing at making a costume for my party >.> so Imma work on it for Halloween and give me more time or something... I unno... but I'm really aggravated at it atm =.= ugh... I should not bother sewing large things... I'm better at modifying and making small things.

I'm also mad at math 8D Yay.

*has not read the convo happening* Gimme the reader's digest version.

Anyone wanna come to Portland OR and be my roomie?

lmao I lack money XD

Originally Posted by DearSweetAru

I'm also mad at math 8D Yay.

Aru you are so lucky :O

<---epic fails at maths lol

<----also has an obnoxiously difficult maths exam coming up :(

Erik, I don't know what a livestream is so I don't know if I would. Maybe? If you would remind me every so often? I'm shit at remembering to follow things that are not on my most regularly visited websites..

I don't get porn much either.. I can see how watching other people might get you off, but I usually also prefer imagining me in the situation instead of one of the people included. Doesn't have to be me the way I actually look, mind, since I keep changing sexes and sometimes swap between participants midway.. this is also the way my dreams usually are.

Aru, haha, I'll tell him a crazy, orange loving American girl says hi. I bet it'll make his day.. :P
What kind of costume are you making/trying to make?

Guhh I'm hungry but I have no proper food and feeling too lazy to make anything anyway.. /whine.

I'm just aggravated with math lol. The class is only once a week and I missed a class thanks to my period pains occurring one of the days I was supposed to go on xD haha.

Yeeeeah.... I don't really get off on other people getting off @[email protected]; It does nothing for me since I feel none of it o.o; Hell, seeing people doesn't even really do anything to me. Someone I find attractive I'm just like "Oh, okay." and people I don't find attractive I'm like "Ew... I hope they put clothes on soon..." but I don't go "OMG OMG OMG NAKED PERSON YESSSSS" because I'm more of a feelings type of person o.o; if that makes sense.

I am trying to make Candlejack from Freakazoid 8D but my dumb ass didn't measure SHIT and kept going off of my head so it's kinda odd... not sure if I wanna redo it or just make do and remember not to repeat this fatal attempt 3:

YAY SAYING HI 8D

I got new clothes today from Rue21 :3 I really wish we coulda gotten the boots though 3: they were cool and made me think of Robin Hood but it was like... 35 bucks for a pair of boots and mommy said "NO WAY" since all of the clothes were 100 3:

*SHOVES TRISCUIT DOWN PATTY'S THROAT*

Livestream is basically just a site you broadcast through, and you give someone the link and they go to it and can watch the broadcast. You don't need an account to watch, but if you have an account (which is free), you can comment on the broadcast in a little shoutbox and such. It's not necessary but it's fun, hurr. I've gotten a few people who are interested in watching. Now I just need to figure out what time would be best to do it. I think people can watch recordings of past livestreams, but it wouldn't be as fun as watching it as it happens.
I'm a drawing geek, though, so I love watching people draw. XP

Porn is usually shit anyway. My tastes run kind of a fine line to begin with. And I usually find it much more erotic when people have clothes on. My attraction to people depends very much on personality, in such a way that if someone generally considered to be extremely attractive is an asshole, they look ugly to me. And photos of models are boring as hell unless they have some kind of interesting expression, which they almost never do. That being said, my deviantart account has like a zillion favorites that are just photos of attractive guys. But the expressions! *whines*

Boy oh boy, I sure do need new clothes. Especially shoes. It rained today and I realized I have no shoes that are good for rain OR the cold. For the most part where I live it doesn't matter, but when it matters, it matters a LOT.
Also I need boots. I can't live without boots. >T

lol. Nice xD haha.
Yeah, clothes on attracts me more XD It's more suspenseful and such lol xD though I don't watch porn o.o; not unless I'm laughing at it... but when I'm with someone and stuff goes on I prefer clothes on with exploring hands xD lmao.

D: Aaaaw. I have some shoes for rain XD my new ones would be... okay for it xD No holes, but they are more meant to look cute than anything lol


Ugh.... xD I'm trying to get myself to not be an ass in a RP... There's someone that uhh.... I guess you can say we have negative tension? We used to be best friends until he turned into a raving asshole and talked shit about me and to this day refuses to say why. =.= But he's friends of a friend of mine still and the friend made a Pokemon RP thing and we both joined it. I purposely tried to make someone he couldn't tell was me just so he wouldn't pull the "I hate you because I hate you in real life" since he pretty much plays himself but looks like Axel/Lea from Kingdom Hearts. I THOUGHT he woulda grown outta such boring tactics, since I don't understand the point in RPing as yourself all the time, but now that I know it's him.... xD I keep getting tempted to auto-hate him, but I know better D:
He really does get affected by himself though @[email protected]; Just like if he has a crush on someone who is in the RP (he's the type to not admit crushes to anyone) he'll have his character like them and such, so, if you know him well, you can tell that he really has feelings for them but won't admit it... >.< So I keep getting paranoid he'll auto-hate me and auto-hate Alex (though, mainly me. I'm apparently psychotic, somehow.)

/end rant :D

Been a while since I checked in here! How is everyone?

I'm doin' a'right. You?

Much less stressed than I have been. New roomie is moving in tomorrow. Woot.

Awesome :D I'm happy you got a roomie!

Boots are good.. I just got my favourite boots back from repair as the heel was coming loose and the zipper was broken. I wore them on the way home and the first thing that happens when I get home and try to take them off?

The zipper gets stuck halfway down. e___________e Aghhh I just want my boots back and be able to wear them.. they're the only shoes I have that I can walk in for ages and not feel uncomfortable at all. *whines*

In other news, I'm in love, and it's scary, but sooooo gooooood. Also, I won't mention it anymore because I can't stand it myself when other people ramble on and on about their being in love - not aimed at anyone in this thread, mind, mostly in other ones and other places online.
Anyway, I'm super duper happy. ^_________________^

Awesome, Patty! To the love part xD I hope your boots are a-okay haha.

Well, don't expect any "OMFG I AM SO IN LOVE" from me o.o; I'm having issues with my boy atm =.= *groans* but it'll be okay! Eventually.
I do understand what you meant though... >.>; I get annoyed at those people. Especially the ones who barely know the person at all....

Yeah, exactly.. I will probably occasionally go "OMG SO HAPPY" but I'll try not to do it much, or talk about him too much. :P You know, if I ever get the time to hang around here. So much to do at uni, though it's definitely good to be busy with things you like doing.
I hope you and your boy can sort things out, relationship issues are never fun.

Also, I'm going to a fetish club for a Halloween party tonight.. never been to those kinds of places before, so I'm excited. :3
What is everyone else doing for Halloween?

You can talk about him lol I'd love to hear about this Mr. Amazing :) XD

Yeah... I hope me and him work shit out... but I unno. Now he's all paranoid and shit.
You see, I just recently got a really good friend of mine back in my life. We were too immature to admit what was wrong with each other/tell each other and we ended up joining the same forum and agreed to be civil. One thing led to another and we talked about our issues and now everything is amazing like it used to be... and now my boyfriend thinks the dude is gonna steal me away... We already had enough issues going on and just THAT added? Bah.
I can't really predict if it's gonna go well or not... and I don't even know what I want to happen.

Well, Imma bake cookies in teh morning :3 and hopefully trick-or-treat later xD
Fetish club? What happens there?