That's the spirit, Aru. And I'm glad your friend supports you, it's important to have that. Hope you find happiness, you definitely deserve it. *hugs*

I was going to go to the London Juggling Convention today, was really excited about it.. and it was sold out by the time I got there. :( They had been selling cheaper advance tickets so the door tickets sold out this morning in the first 18 minutes. Gutted. And the tube was hell, so now I'm not in a good mood.. need to cheer myself up before tonight, going to a party that sounds like it's going to be awesome.

Welp.

Ljos, how many parties do you go to in a week? D8
It sounds... awesome.

I second Erik's question, though it's unlikely it's the type of party I'd enjoy o.o I'm a nerd at heart.

Thanks, Patty :3 <3 *hugs* You deserve happiness too <3 so this boy better keep you happy or Imma have to sick my PEOPLE on him D:<

I hope you managed to cheer yourself up for the party! I know it sucks going to a party in a sour moooood.

Random Artsies!

For the clay things, they are sitting on a DIME not a quarter xD

Haha, usually just one, if that many. Didn't go anywhere last weekend, just stayed in with my flatmate and our friend lucy. :P The party last night was amazing! It was like having all the good crowds from a rave, loads of interesting and beautiful people, everyone super friendly and only noticed one or two people that had done a bit too much and were stumbling into people, but people were quick to help them to somewhere they could sit down, so they weren't much of a bother. It was really warm, especially compared to raves, even though it was in a building that looked like it had been abandoned for a couple of years judging by the staircase.. the rooms were all covered in colourful throws and things, there was lots of live, super fun music.. and also I stayed fairly sober (compared to usually at parties), which was a great change of pace.
I did get a weird, random case of what felt like growing pains in my knees though, which prevented me from dancing as much as I wanted. :( But since I was staying mostly sober, I decided to dare bring my big camera and take pictures, which was fun. :D

Ooh pretty arts Aru! I really like the last one. <3 What did you use for it?

Pweh! Lucky! I've been terribly antsy and restless lately and in need of people but I know very few and the few I know are mostly out of state-- or country. -___-
I need to get out of this goddamn Yoo-nighted States.
That's bizarre about the pains. Have they come around again since the party?

I like that last one too.

If I wasn't one of those out of country people myself I'd totally drag you with me to awesome parties. :P
Yeah, I know.. and no, they were gone when I woke up this morning afternoon. They started appearing a bit before we left for it and when we'd been there about an hour or two, they got so bad I had to sit down, and for a few hours after they were bad enough so I couldn't stand for very long at a time. Did some stretching which had short term effects, and an hour or so before we left they'd gotten more bearable.. then we stood around on the street for about an hour because there was a car crash and after that they got worse again. :/

Well, at least the party was fun, yo :3 haha.

Eee... I unno if I ever experience growing pains o.o so I don't even remember wtf it feels like xDDD I stopped growing years ago lol.

I used acrylic paints :3
First I used a pallette knife to create the brown shape, pretty much it was an under-sketch. We're learning how to do "layer paintings" or something, so it's not entirely done yet...
Self-portraits! So it's meeeeee XDDD

All I saw was a Totoro! TOTORO!

lol I should scan the pic I drew of him xDD haha.

I made this for the same person I made the clay shit for, but, since Rhumb squealed, I am posting it here :3

Hey, I didn't see the Totoro the first time round! Whee Totoro! :B

Growing pains are, or at least can be, really painful. Or even.. they're just really irritating, to the point where they can become painful. I haven't had them for years and years though, so I don't know where they came from now.

Hehe, I thought the portrait looked a bit familiar.

lol Yes, Totoro xD

I gave the self-portrait a background last night... I'll post it up eventually lol

Well, I doubt Imma go through anymore growing pains (if I ever did..) until I'm pregnant and that's IF you go through growing pains then o.o since I do not know.
I'm sorry they creeped up on you? XD

It beats high,
It beats low,
Only beautiful when it is whole, but it is not.

It flew high,
It fell low,
Only useful when it is whole, but it is not.

Once sung high,
Now sings low,
A sad song that harms the soul, but is unseen.

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Guess the title of the poem I wrote. Maybe I'll give you a cookie or something.

If you can guess the meaning behind it all, kudos.



I wanted to see if anyone in eeliejoo could figure it out, though I'm not sure anyone will.

So can we speak German.

Well, you could, but sadly only one of our members would understand and he disappeared from the face of the planet April of last year.

Only a couple of us seem to really check this anymore, mostly the American ones.

I speak German (sorta), but not sure if this is the right place for it.. what happened to this place anyway? Is no one here anymore? And how have you been Aru? Long time no speak. *hugs tight*

I have no idea! D: I haven't seen anyone responding to this anymore. I've randomly come on and check it, but there's no new replies. I just don't wanna double post to make it alive, ya know? XD

Eh, I've been a'right. You?

Yeah, it's been dead for a while. I usually only come on Mene, check the few threads I'm subscribed to and leave maybe one or two replies before disappearing again because there's stuff that needs doing.. and then of course when I'm bored with all the time in the world, my threads here are completely dead. e___e

I've been pretty good. Anxiety about everything in the world has been killing me dead, but apart from that, I've been great. Even more in love than I was last time we talked, which is surprising, and a bit weird, but ultimately good.

Holy crap, this thread is still around?! :D

Also, I can speak German, too!

...I miss gutter :(

Still with the same dude, Patty? :D And kudos to you!

Love life of teh Roo since last time I posted here? Well, not including my recent post... Got with someone. Talked about marriage. AND THEN.... EVERYTHING WENT DOWN THE SHITTER! YAAAAAY :D I've been single for over a month now, but I am no longer like... heartbroken. I realized who the person really was and now I'm swooning over someone I've on and off swooned over since I was twelve years old and I'm hoping he'll like me back. Sadly his life is stressful at the moment and stress makes him not wanna date... and I'm too shy to ask >.> as I'm pretty sure you know, since I'm pretty sure I mentioned it months ago.

Yo, Liquid!
OMFG D: YES. I miss Yooyoo so much T___T

I wonder if he just forgot this place existed? :(

Sorry to hear about your lovelife ; ; :hug: People can really suck sometimes...

I'm not sure.

He was supposed to visit Erik (Talking Backwards) like... almost a year ago now. They talked on the phone and everything, but Yooyoo always called Erik not the other way around so he didn't have Yooyoo's number. Erik went to the airport to meet him the day he said he'd come and he never showed up o.o I haven't really talked to Erik for months now though, but I'm pretty sure he still has yet to get a hold of him :( I hope he comes back. He hasn't been on MSN or AIM either.


*hugs* Thanks. I'm hoping it'll get better soon @[email protected] Love life, I mean.

Hey Liquid!

Aru, yeah still the same one, we've actually been together six months on Wednesday! I'm.. pretty amazed, since I sincerely did not want a relationship at all when we met. But it's just been going so perfectly, sometimes I'm almost convinced I'm just imagining it all.

I'm sorry about your breakup, and I hope the new/old guy manages to get over some of that stress, only to notice how awesome you are and how great it would be if you were together! :D

I've been getting some updates and stuff from Erik, and I'm sure he would've mentioned it he'd heard from Glitter. I know he used all his Google-fu to try to get a hold of people who might know. :/

Hell, I tried using my mom's system and whatnot to find him... and it was just a fail @[email protected] (my mom works for real estate lawyers xD)


Well, I'm happy for you, Patty! That's epicness.


Eeeeh... I really can't tell with him, to be honest... Sometimes it seems like he really does like me back, then suddenly he does a 180. He randomly replies to texts fast then not at all. I can't tell if he's busy or ignoring me; it's kinda annoying. And sometimes shit he says or does just kinda implies there's some feelings somewhere... I'm not sure. That's another thing that attracts me to him though: I can't predict him. I'm so tired of predictable people and he really just... isn't predictable. @[email protected]; Thank you for telling me I'm awesome though XD


I tried to talk to Erik on my new AIM, but he doesn't really reply or anything @[email protected]; So I just kinda gave up. He stopped talking to me once Yooyoo disappeared, more or less. Like... we talked fine, then he disappeared, and Erik just kinda shrank back.