teehee.

i think i had 666.66 once xD

i kept editing my post till it was purrfect :drool:

Swan: Yeah, just now it's nothing too much and to see the pure joy on his face when he feels the movement is totally worth it. :heart: At least now at least.

Lavi: That's understandable! :hug:

Sorry for the delay, my computer decided to hate me and I had to restart. And my husband is waving at the screen, I think that he wants me to say hello to y'all for him. :XD

@ Lavi: and that is when you know you need a life.

why I don't feel the love

HAI HUBBYYY!

haha. lavi has no life anymore xD

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Im still trying to figure out my next plan of action tbh.

I've been back what...3 weeks? But i feel like i've done literally NOTHING except drown my sorrows in beers xD

And the job hunt is still going bad :shock:

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It doesn't help when one of my friends keeps telling everybody im single and looking.

IM NOT LOOKING YET DANGEET! xD

I swear, my hubby is totally mental at times. :P But he's a lovable mental.

I feel that all I do now a days, is go for walks, and spend time online and nap. :P
Although, I've been considering heading home for visits more often now that I'm not working.
I miss home.

and I was going to say something else, but I totally forgot. *Gibbs headslaps her hubby for distracting her too much and making her forget* :XP

brb guys

D'aaw. missing home suuucks. I did that alot when i was down south xD

Don't think jim ever did grasp the idea that i was homesick. he just thought i was being moody for the sake of it.

typical! xD

Lavi: I don't think men typically understand. My husband does get that I'm homesick, but he also knows how much my mother gets on my case and annoys me. :P I love the woman, but sometimes I just am so glad that I'm no longer living at home. *laughs* I love going home for visits. How long were you living away from home?

Ditto. now im back at mums i wanna move out again XD

but knowing i couldn't see her when i wanted to sucked D=

I was away for abooout 9 months i think.
My mum isn't very well though so i felt reeeallly guilty for the first couple of months. but i had to move in with jim to try and make it work!

turns out it just made it worse XDD

Oh wellz!

ok i'm back

S'aall good though. We both realised it wasn't gonna work out. it was just hard saying goodbye to his family and the life i had there xD

Just feels abit like im back at square one having wasted 2.5 years now.
But i'll get there. i jsut need to find my next direction!

Im considering going back to college. but i need moneez first D=

Lavi: *hugs* Awe! That's too bad that moving in with him made it worse. :( I've not lived at home since I was 18, when I moved out to college with my twin brother, and I'm almost 25, but right around when I turned 21, I had to deal with some really tough and hard times, and I spent about a year in between one of my best mate's apartments, my boyfriend's apartment and home, all to avoid my own apartment because the memories were too much. Being home for short periods like that was nice, just good to be around family at times, ya know?

But you can do it hun! I know you can go back to school - Is there any way to get loans for school over there like you can over here?

wicked: Welcome back!

Anyway. Lavi should probably head to bed now its 6am xD

So take care gaaiizzz! I'll be back i promise :ninja:

Night Lavi! I may not be back on much till sunday night, so have a good weekend if I don't talk to you!

Alright! Night Lavi!! :) Sleep well hun!

wow 6am... it's only 1 here

She's from Great Britain

Poor livi! Im glad everythings good for you again now ^_^

I gues i was lucky i could come back home. cause otherwise i'd still be stressin and upset D=

Anyway i'll be back tomoro xx

It's only 10 pm here.

night night lavi

It's about 1 where I am

It just passed midnight for me...must get to bed soon. Got class at 0900 tomorrow morning.

Oh and probably not. its just like further education. I'd be applying for loans if i went to university afterwards though D=

-is gone- :)

Lavi: Eh, everything is not totally ok, but slowly looking up. :heart: As best as things can look up at least.
That is a good point there. *hugs* See ya around! :)