-peeks in-
Heya!
-yawns and falls over and curls up on a giant pile of bean bags-
SOOOOOOO tired! :sleep:
How're y'all?

Hey hopeh, sorry i didnt reply straight away, been lurking around the Rp forums xD

It gets addictive real quick D=

I knew i should have waited till my coursework was finished xDD
But once i move i'll rarely get chance to :(

Oh, Lavi, it's fine. I've been watching Bones online. Love this show!! ^-^

And yeah, I am going to wait a bit to respond to ours because I need to figure out a few small details, but I think I have an idea of where to go. I just can't write and make sense at the moment - running on about 4 1/2 hours of sleep currently.

And awe! =[ -huggles-
When will you be moving?

xD

Don't worry, i get like that too. I end up posting and then regretting it cause it makes no sense haha.

Besides, i'll probably be working on projects most of tomorrow, it needs doing =/

My plan is July, but my mum would prefer it to be August, so we'll see. My leaving do with friends here is the 10th July so we'll see :P

:hug: Did my latest post in ours make any sense at all?
I hope it did!

And awe! I wish you the best of luck when you do move. <3
I wish that I could move in with Loveh. I misses him. T-T

Yeaah it was fine. You don't need to explain how you know me straight away...Im too confused at the moment anyway xD

Another person i'm using the same Rp with jumped straight in so i've got to try and base all my posts on it xD

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And thankyou hun. I can imagine you do. -big squeeze-

I hate it when i ruin our visits cause im moody about missing him.
It's silly...cause now i'm missing him again and wishing i made it better than it was!

It's his fault though for talking about the army all weekend and making me watch programmes like ross kemp in afghanistan and strike back D=

He knows i don't want to think about it! And he's there trying to convince me i'll love it cause i'll live in the base and with other wives and their children blah blah....I don't care lol. I want him to be with me and our children!

He actually said to me that after he passes out he wants to marry me though....do i count that as a proposal? AHahaha i kid xD It's like....3 years away yet.

Ok, I'm glad that it did, and yeah, it just seemed wrong to jump right in, but I have it figured out, I think, we'll see how it plays out. I'm going to go slow.

-huggles- At least he texted me the other day, but it wasn't much and he seems different. -sigh- I really do hope that everything alright! -is worried-

Awe! At least you can go and visit him and spend time with him.

I'm the same way, I don't care! I mean sure at least I'll have moral support, but I want him! Not them!

Did you mention it that he said that? Does he remember it at all?

Yeah he remembers. He says it often but he's never really set a date to it, but now he's decided he wants to do it as soon as he has had the pass out ceremony xD

Hun, don't worry. He's probably going through a lot too, and he's going to be thousands of miles away in a couple of days.
What did the text say? (you don't have to tell me...)

At least, he does remember.
Awe! I wish the two of you the best of luck.

Oh, yeah, that's true. -sigh- Don't remind me. Too far away! =[
Too lazy to grab my phone but it was basically "Sorry I've not been around more, hun. Been busy. I will try to call after I get settled in when I get to NC. Miss you lots! Love you so much." It wasn't the text that has me worrying, it's just that he's not been around more. The distance is finally getting to me even more than before, I think.

He also sent me a text today "the hardest job in the world is being the wife of a service member, and I'm blessed to have you in my life. Thank you for being you."
Which just made me start crying. I'd do anything to just hold him right now. I miss him so much. :(

Gah, that second text would have me in tears too. Cause thats going to be the both of us one day soon =/

You poor thing tho Hopeh. It must be torture. I hate to make you speak of it but i'm sure you need to express now and then. I try to avoid the conversations at all costs with Jim so i don't know how you feel when i ask you stuff.

You just have to remember how good it is going to be on the occasions he does get long leave. And when you do have him to yourself for weeks or months at a time, and when you get to tie the knot and all of the other things that the future is going to bring.

At least you know he is missing you just as much. And the love he has for you is only growing stronger. :)

-huuuugggle-

-huggles-
I wasn't even sure how to respond to that second one.

And really, it's alright. I'll let you know if I don't want to talk about it. My friends have been trying to get me to stop hiding how I feel.

I can't wait till he's back here. Right now I'd even just take one day.

-sigh-

Yeah true. Its good to get the feelings out in the open.

I can't really do that...most of my friends are guys, and my mum doesn't exactly understand. She keeps telling me i'm too young and i'll have other relationships and blah blah blah. Just cause she didn't find love till she was 25 doesn't mean i won't, I've already found my soulmate, he just lives 300 miles away xD

Thankfully my mom understands that Loveh is my forever. And I agree, once you find your soulmate, it's something you can't ignore. Awe! 3000 miles.... :headdesk: :hug: Anyways, I'm off to get this darned paper actually finished! I need to stop putting it off. Talk to you later dear! :heart: :glomp:

Kaaayyy, good luck on gettin it finished!

Thats my aim tomorrow, finishing at least 1 of them anyway xD

I should start getting ready for bed shortly too...hmmmf. Must clean the kitchen first D=

Oh! Whats occuring!

No replies??

Well, i better get to my post...

-stands guard-

Morning to all. Sorry again for beng so MIA. Just allot stuff going down. Hope, Lavi, hows everything going with your hunnies and with the school and such? Steve, did you ever do Dracula?

Haha... No...
I get to explore the university I've yet to actually apply for yet tomorrow!
Teacher doesn't seem too set on getting the research papers in. But I should really get to work on it. Damn Research papers. If it was an essay I could just bullshit it. But it all has to be research stolified from the internets.

@Lavy: Lame pun? Win.

Hey to the both of you!

Things are good thanks Swansie. We argue a lot at the mo but its nothing harsh really. I think we can both put it down frustration, due to my health problems down below, (steve, pretend you didnt hear that), and the whole distance thing.
My doctors are all arseholes that need shooting in the hip if im honest xD
But it will soon sort out..i hope.
We just wanna be a normal couple but there's always something in the way haha =/

As for hopeh, all she needs is a giant huggle off her man! Poor gal xD

I hope things are doing ok with your hubbie? Is he still being nice? Or were the flowers just a gesture of mothers day-ness?

And Steve, you are a giant tool who couldn't be MORE indecisive if you were the indecidOR!
Just do psychology and get it over with, the subjects you pick will surely give you other options in the long run anyway right?

-peeks head in- Not totally here! I'm having to leave in like 8 minutes for the first half of my Geog final.
Well, it's like 4 minutes to go now.
Hopefully I can do this. -yawn-
Sooo tired!
I couldn't sleep last night till like 4 am, but at least I got like 7 1/2 or so hours of sleep.
Hope that y'all are doing well.

And Steve, you don't have to have a picked major right off. I didn't have a major for the first term, I was just taking GenEd classes, just go and don't have a decided major and take classes, wide range of classes to figure out if any of those are classes you'd like to do.... if that makes any sense.

Good luck hopeh!

I didnt do so well in my geog exam back in high school. I thought i'd get a B and i ended up with a D xDD

Wait... Problems... Down there o.o? You can't say something like that with a 17 year old boy around and not spark his interest...

But eeeh. I suppose I should just tick the psychology block off and go on my way. I can always change it before classes actually start...

Hope all your man troubles clear up... I know my kind can be quite bothersome at times...

And D xDD sounds like an awesome mark.
Kinda like on multiple choice when the answers D and you get it wrong so your teacher writes xD. They love laughing when we get those questions wrong...

Thanks Lavi! :glomp: I think I did pretty well. <3

And awe! That's too bad.

Ahaha Steve -pokes young curiousity-

I seem to be having a problem with my immune system, tis all.

You'll find out all one day,that every women you date has some problem or other im sure. vitamins and a better diet seem to be doing the job so with some luck i'll be normal again soon, woopeee!

And well done hopeh!

Thanks Lavi! :hug:
Darned cold still hasn't gone away. Bleh, so don't want to do this re-do of the Monologue, part of me just doesn't even want to. -sigh- :XD
So low on energy today. :sleep:

Aaaaw -hug-
When is the re-do?
I hope you practiced plenty!

It will be so worth it in the end, i'm sure!
I haven't even managed to do much college work today. Bad Lavi!
And jim rang earlier to tell me how much he can't wait to join up again >.>