damn.. we have some food. haha.
i'm even more screwed because work is taking thirty six hours out of one of the checks in may! D:

I have lots and lots of pasta, so hopefully I won't starve. :D~

woah woah woah
wait, why?!

damn.. thanks i have pasta too! :D
kitty litter and benzine is on my shopping list though.. that's all i can afford until next pay day! D:

well i took two weeks of vacation, which i had accrued. on top of that, i also swapped off six days, and used dat days.
which stands for day at a time vacation. which apparently i had not accrued.
so she's taking back the money for stuff i didn't rightfully have.
but still ouch.

Oh that sucks. I'm so sorry sweety!

I need a job. T_T

apply for us when they're hiring?!

XDD~~
Yeah but I'd have to move away from Greensboro, and I've made friends here. T_T

Well, actually if Andy moved back to where he lived, apparently he's not far from where you live. :lol:

I wouldn't mind as much.

...xD Shut up he's a really good friend sometimes.

haha.. around where did he live?

I don't think he ever told me an actual town. :lol:

Whatever though. =D He's cool, I'll miss him when I leave. :c

oh.
i miss a lot of people. it sucks.

Yeah I bet it does.

I'm not used to moving around so much. T_T Until college I always lived in the same house.

i've only had three major moves in my life.
the first was to new york from germany when i was nine.
the second was from new york to florida about a year later.
and then from florida to north carolina when i was seventeen.

all of those where at key points in my life because at nine i had established friends that i hung out with on a regular basis.
and then after a year in new york i was starting to feel comfortable around people there.
and after yeaaaars in florida, experiencing middle and high school, i had made life long friends there.
so taking me away from that really screwed me up.

At nine I didn't have any friends :lol:

Even when I left high school...I don't talk to ANYONE from there anymore. I still talk to a few of the people I met in my ONE semester at college, but most of my friends are online. ): I've never hung out with 90% of them.

I've never had many friends - but the few I have I'm very close to.

Except online - *hugs Mene* - I love it here.

I don't have any irl friends I'm close to that I've known for long. I'm close to Andy and Jeff, but one is my boyfriend and the other is a guy I sortof like. lol

Who thinking about it, I think may actually be using me. So I like him less now, and feel hurt. :lol:


Ooooh, my life needs to stop being crazy and retarded. I wanna move back to NY and see Benny again! He was a real friend.

I was pretty popular back in florida, but most of the people I hung with were only acquiaintances.. But I did have five really great girlfriends down there.. Three of whom are now strung out on drugs and the other two I still talk to! :3 and miss a lot! One of them is moving a couple of hours away really soon, so I'm looking forward to that!!! :D
And my best guy friend is now my boyfriend, I lucked out.. Lol! <3

But I just miss having women around that I can be myself with. Most of the women here are so pretentious and shallow, and I'm not like that. I'm not materialistic and I don't judge someones character on what they possess, like people do here!

/rant ... Hehehe.

I'm at work! D:

I don't like most girls.
They're dumb. :B

Most of my friends are guys...It drives Jeff nuts! lol!

i feel the same way! ><
most of my friends are male as well! just because i can relate to them much better, i think most women are really fucking catty and that just makes me want to slap a hoe.
but i miss having my girls from florida soo much!
they weren't all annoying like the ones here. the only people i've met here that are like me are jaime, sammie, randi, and sarah.
that's effing it! pretty damn sad.

ME TOO RIGHT?!

:lol:

:heart:

/stalks you on msn
;D

:heart::heart::heart:

/purrs

Blargh, Jeff and I just broke up, and my roommate doesn't like me so I have to find a new place pronto. >_<

d'awww i'm sorry hun! why the eff did you break up!?
and what a cunt!
:heart:
hope you're doing ok! :hug:

Because I don't want to move to portland. >__< I'm scared. I have a couple friends here.
But that's about it.

I don't want to move across the country when he demands I have a backup plan, and stuff. I dunno.
I'm a wuss.

But apparently my roommate hates me, and I have to move out before Jeff leaves.

At least we're still on good terms. :?

hmm.. i understand you're hesitance! and i'm sorry you two broke up because of that! but at least you are still friends.
:hug:

what are you planning on doing then?

I need to find a new apartment, and a new roommate locally.
>__<

well i wish you luck with that love!
as i've mentioned before, check on college bulletin boards or in coffee shops! ><
newspapers may work as well! :heart: